Preference #10 - Morning After
Dean seems very big and tough on the exterior, but inside, he’s just a big cuddly bear. He’s extremely affectionate, especially after sex. When you wake up on a morning after you two have had sex, he’s cuddling you. Well, to be frank, this is every morning - he can’t sleep without you in his arms - but something about it is different for these times. He’ll feel more intimate because of the previous night, so your legs will be entangled a little more tightly, and his arms will be wrapped tighter around you. A lot of the time, his hand subconsciously ends up on one of your breasts while he’s sleeping, which you find a mixture of hilarious and cute. Usually, you wake before him (after these meaningful, intimate nights Dean sleeps a lot more heavily than he otherwise would), so you watch him in his slumber, listening to the way he breathes and the inaudible mumbling that sometimes comes out of his mouth. When he stirs, the first thing he does is compliment you. This is the first thing that comes to mind with him. “Mmm, you’re gorgeous”, he’ll tell you in a gruff voice. You’ll feel his smile on your neck, where his lips are likely to be resting. “You were gorgeous last night, too” he’ll add, and roll onto his back. You’re always in his arms at this point, so you end up on top of him. You turn over so you can see his face and he kisses you gently but passionately, his hands rubbing up and down your back. After one of you pulls away, you’ll spend the rest of the morning curled up together, lapping up the silence that says so much, occasionally kissing one another again. With Dean, you don’t have to say anything to show what you feel; the nights you have sex prove that more than anything, in the end.
Sam has always been and early riser, and, realistically, it’s likely that he always will be. In consequence, when you wake up in the morning after the two of you have had sex, Sam has probably been out of bed for hours, like on a normal day. Before you have a chance to ponder what Sam is doing up so much earlier than you, you tune in to the sounds and smells around you and catch a whiff of whatever breakfast he is cooking, along with the sizzling of the pan it’s being cooked in. By this time, you’ve mustered up the energy and willpower to leave that comfortable bed of yours and join your boyfriend. For formality, you typically slip on the shirt and boxers you or he discarded from his body from the previous night, having transferred them to the floor. “Morning, sunshine” you barely enter the kitchen before Sam is greeting you, with a smile on his face and boxers he somehow fished out of his chest of drawers without disturbing you (he knows how much you love to where his clothes in any situation, let alone on the morning after, so he doesn’t interrupt your enjoyment). The two of you share breakfast, and talk all the way through it; it isn’t to fill the silence, exactly, but your conversations normally go on for a long while in the night, and when the two of you are in a compromising position, there’s not much dialogue present. Therefore, you have a lot to make up for the next morning; the both of you have always had a lot to say to one another. In fact, so much so that for much of the time, silence is rare between the two of you. You smile and laugh at what he has to say, and reply with an equal amount of fervour, but you’re preoccupied thinking about how perfect the previous night was.
Castiel cannot get enough of you. He could have been on earth for a six years or six million years, and it wouldn’t make a difference as to how little he take you for granted. Cas has never felt as fully comfortable with a human being as he has with you. Even when he is in the presence of Sam and Dean, he permanently has his guard up, if only slightly. To be able to show all of himself to you in the moments where the two of you are moving together while you’re able to show all of yourself to him is wildly significant, in his eyes. When any sort of sexual activity is taking place, Castiel recognises that the exposure one faces is not merely physical - it is emotional, too. Consequently, he understands that presumably, he will never become used to sleeping with you. Without fail, he is sure to be certain that you’re alright and that you don’t regret any of your actions after sex on the morning after, despite the fact that he had undoubtedly already asked the night before. You think it is adorable, but you also ensure he’s aware that if you ever did feel uncomfortable or doubtful about being in a compromising position with Cas, you would have no qualms with letting him know of that. This gives him a great deal of comfort, because, as was previously mentioned, Castiel never gets used to the experience of opening up to you and you opening up to him. This means that it’s good to know you do feel alright with honesty when it comes to these kinds of circumstances. Also, he doesn’t mind not having as much experience sexually as you, but it leads him to think that would put you off… You always prove him wrong when you suggest a round two, though.