Bartering With Desire

I am starting to miss 2016 woke in some ways. Girlboss era I’m sorry I ever mocked you…

I look at the “I’m just a girl” era and realize the girlboss era was ahead of whatever tf this is

Low-key kinda miss free the nipple

babygirl I'm avoiding things that I don't even know about

can't stop thinking about how Remmick had a black eye after fleeing the Choctaw vampire hunters. Forget stakes and holy water and garlic; they were just straight up beating his ass

the worst part about ocd and ocd-like tendencies is that you think hyper-analyzing your thoughts and constantly psychoanalyzing yourself will fix you but that's actually part of the disorder. it's the disorder. disordering.

Heh… but surely, if i go one level deeper, and psychoanalyize how much im psychoanalyzing my previous thoughts, that will be the key…

"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there

not doomed by the narrative but saved by the narrative. yeah i know you'd rather die than keep suffering but the story doesn't actually care what you want. you have to keep going, even when it hurts. even being erased from existence won't stop you from being salvaged from the wreckage of un-being. get up. keep pushing. keep bleeding. keep living.