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I need to update my “about” area but I don’t know what to say and I don’t have the energy…

And like??? It’s also losing all the fandom stuff that comes with a fall from grace that someone from the outside doesn’t even think about. Tiny things. Memes and jokes…oh and fics! Series I’ve followed for YEARS are now being discontinued, some writers are pivoting thankfully to other members but some are now bowing out of the fandom entirely…old fics I love to reread for fun and comfort or laughs, fics I have on a reading list that I was excited about but had yet to read…he ruined all of it. And he’s so nct that you can barely listen to nct without hearing his voice?? I’m not gonna punish myself or drop the rest of the members just because I’m angry at him but brother he fucked up e v e r y t h i n g.