🤍 2 tea leaf cards (the first representing person A and the second representing person B), astrology placement (for the theme of the connection or vibe of a person)
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Extras:
Foster Home for Lost Readings - find your reading here
The Veil's shufflemancy playlist + send a song to get one back - CLOSED
YouTube PAC videos I shared here - #The Veil recommends or #YouTube
Quick Tarot Game - #Quick Tarot Game - CLOSED
22h Game - CLOSED
some anon readings in which for any reason i wrote more than expected 1, 2
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Things that will happen between day 1 and 28 of June. Or, what will happen in the next 4 weeks?
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Pile 1
The month starts well, with you being among peers for food or drinks. There's joy and laughter and a good balance between going out and bring energetic and having a good night of sleep when you return home. You'll sleep deeply and soundly this week. You may interact with people who have a loud voice. I see you'll fo your best to enjoy yourself, seek all the pleasures you can fit in your schedule and, if someone ever tries to diminish you, I see you standing up strongly and boldly against them.
The second week is good and has you talking to someone you wanted to. You either missed this person, had never talked to them before, or itd been a while since you truly were able to talk this way. But the week is not straightforward,I see that in between the things you scheduled in, you'll feel a longing, uncertainty about how to plan ahead and being unsure of how you feel about your future. You may be unwillinh to commit to something material because you're not sure it's what you want. All is right but something feels wrong for you. I don't see anything wrong, but you'll feel it.
The third week starts really bad, it's like all is wrong and it can't be saved and you panic and it starts to affect the way you behave with other people. Around thrusday you will start to make things to change this reality and they can progress fast. Somehow you'll put your head up again and do your best, your mood improve after this, your determination saves the day.
In the last week you're unsure of where you stand. It looks like you have been successful but you don't feel as confident as you should, you're afraid of moving thorough life and making mistakes on the day, you may feel intimidated by people even though you may be better than them.
I'd say that in July you need to soak in the best days, which should be plenty at least in the first two weeks, the ones that give you confidence, and remember they when the days start to become overwhelming. It's just a storm and not a testament to your ability as a sailor. You will manage it all.
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Pile 2
The first week feels like you're working too much for your own liking, you can't catch a break and you feel that your emotions are being repressed, that you can't find a way to let out what you're feeling. At some point, after much effort, you manage to free yourself from some resposnabilities and fee content, even though you still have a lot do.
In the second week something seems out of place. You have the perception that someone you know is acting weird, or you yourself are feeling different, and that can bring a sense of isolation to you. The week does improve and you recognize the good things in your life. You can feel that the lack and abundance happen at the same time in your life, and you may reflect on why is that you can't have it all at once and feel fully satisfied. Still, you will be optimistic about the future.
The third week can be the best week of the month. It starts with you upset that something didn't turn out perfect or the way you expected, but you will realize that this can change and people will act in ways that help you. Petitions will be heard and your requests will be granted if you ask nicely. You may need to follow some rules you wish you could avoid, but it won't be too bad. I see you satisfied by what you accomplish this week.
The last week brings you a deep desire to turn your life around and even upside down. You will yearn for a career change. You either have complete faith that this will happen, or an opportunity actually shows up at your doorstep taht could lead to a new life for you.
In this month you have it clear what is wory fighting for and the desired paths for you. You know what things you wish to avoid from now on and I see that you will want to take control of your life, but mostly have some deep hopes that the wind blows in the right direction for you. I have the underlying feeling that you will be lucky this month as well, being saved last minute from small discomforts and receiving small blessings here and there that feel like a gift.
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Pile 3
There is divine protection for you this week, you will be very safe and as if you have guardian angels with you at all times. This week you will also receive two news beginnings in the emotional and material realms. They can be actual new people or new opportunities showing up, or they can be things taht happen that sort of plant a seed in your heart. These things will make you start to think about your future and things you can do next. They can bring you a new perspective of your life and of who you are. If you nurture these ideas you will build a better life for yourself and see that you can be happier than you thought you would. This could be you seeing the bright positive side of things.
The second week has push and pull, some things are slow and others are fast. You will wish that things were all moving fast and you didn't have to deal with problems because it makes it seem like you can never fully rest or fully enjoy the good things in your life. It's a good week for family and transportation/trips, but maybe not the best week to deal with bureaucracy or paperwork. Hang on, mercury retrograde will be over soon.
The third week will show you how you're much stronger than you negative thoughts and that you can pick yourself up. You'll see how rest, food and physical exercise can improve your mood and you'll try to focus on your body to improve your mental health. I don't think anything concrete of significance will happen, do if you're waiting for results of anything, this week you'll only get silence.
In the last week someone from your past will bring you a love offer. They haven't changed their personality or character at all, and in their minds nothing ever ended between the two of you. You will reject this person after you hear their plea and their excuses. You will be in the mood to pick up a fight.
July seems an okay month for you. The biggest events will be inner transformations not outside things. When outside things happen, their importance is because they cause things ti shift inside you and give you a fresh perspective on life. You are becoming a stronger person and this will be put to test in the final week when you'll have to decide if you want your past to come back into your life, or if you want to grow into a better version of yourself.
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Pile 4
If you step away from the traditional ways of doing things, if you embrace originality and modernity, if you're spontaneous and outspoken, people will value you for it. You will receive public praise and acknowledgment.
Someone you once had a good relationship with cannot accept things are over and they'll come knock on your door. This person is very anxious about your silence and the distance between you. Something you thought was over isn't really over.
You can manifest love and friendships in the third week. You may be feeling that life is cold and lonely and someone or something will make you feel loved and cared for. Even if things seem out of place and that you're in a bad situation, you'll have good company with you. You will smile this week, don't forget that.
The last week is excellent. It seems like your plans come true both in terms of projects and your interactions with people. You may be invited to an event, and you can be invited to speak to the public there. If it's a wedding you'll be giving a speech. There's also the energy of wedding planning. I see you're happy and optimistic and making plans for the future that will come true. It feels good.
You'll have joyful moments in every week of the month. It seems to me that you're truly living in the present moment and not in the past nor in the future, your energy is grounded. You will have positive interactions will people and no fights. Any issues will be resolved and it seems like you are actually making progress and moving foward so you'll think that the month was good and useful,July won't be a waste of time.
I need to decide which pick a card I do for next week. Specifically next week where we have the beginning of a week and of a month. I loved the day-by-day PAC but it takes so long to do, even if it was accurate.
Which is the PAC do you find most useful for next week?
Week ahead PAC (as usual)
Montly PAC (a bit about each week and an overall summary of the month)
Last night we had our last moon trine Jupiter transit of the decade. Now we need to wait 12 years. Moon in scorpio and Jupiter in Cancer at 29 degrees. It made me feel like Jupiter gave me his last boon of the season and said goodbye.
Weekly PAC n°12: 5 small things to happen this week
Pile 1 - Pile 2
Pile 3 - Pile 4
This is for the next 7 days from when you're reading this. Images from this post.
This is for entertainment purposes. Your destiny is in your hands.
Pile 1
You'll try your best to find clarity amidst confusion. You will find it, but I advise against decisions based on sudden ideas this week because you may regret it later. So, if you're unsure, decide to be cautious.
A person who's usually cold and rational will soften up this week and allow you or a group of people to have more fun than you expected. It's the energy of a stern professor allowing you to leave class early to enjoy the summer.
I feel you'll be proclaimed victorious in something. People may quit and you'll end uo standing out because of it.
You'll avoid a man.
Something you've been working on will work out really well, your efforts will bring good results, you'll feel confident in your potential and your professional growth. Material things, or rather events in your work or material life, will bring you much happiness.
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Pile 2
Justice will be served. You'll receive a peace offering or an apology from someone. A lawyer may flirt with you lol
You'll put order in the chaos, you'll be the most responsible person in a group of people. You're above others in a matter and that gives you authority.
If you go play by the water you'll have a lot of fun. Water, boats, beaches, pool activities are favorable.
You'll have to lock in and be alone for a while in order to catch up with work. Your work will flow well.
You will feel like you're advancing fast in life. It's like "to infinity and beyond" with matters of abundance. You'll feel prosperous and admired by people.
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Pile 3
You'll have happy times this week. Enjoy yourself and feel young again. If you feel like saying something and expressing yourself, do, you'll most likely be correct.
Be careful not to overworl yourself in order to finish a project faster.
Joyous times after the completion of a project. Going out for drinks after a successful day. Meeting foreign people to have fun together.
You'll take some time this week to do higher studies, academic work, something that requires your brain and intelligence.
A powerful man may grant you a favor. Favorable to make petitions to an authority.
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Pile 4
You may watch conflict from afar. Don't get involved.
You may play Mediator or try to please everybody in a complicated situation.
You're shy to join the festivities or a getting together. You don't need to be, nobody is judging you here they're more focused on themselves.
Resilience pays off very well. Happy moments with friends. You feel fortunate and smile.
The week ends with you popping champagne. Much joy. You may make quick trips to nearby places and the visit will be nice.
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Good News To Look Forward To: From Your Future Self
Wondering what the next blessing consists of? What is the next piece of information that would light up your soul on fire? What if I told you that you already have the answers, you just have not connected the dots yet?
Well, grab a seat, because you are about to tell yourself some future tea. And trust me, your future self does not hold back. They have been waiting for this moment to spill everything you need to know. So get comfortable, keep an open mind, and let us find out what your soul already knows.
Pile One
Pile number one. Your future self wants you to know how much better it gets. You could have had a really difficult childhood or really hard times, moments of transformation that almost made you want to give up on life itself, and you are going to be quite happy that you never did. You have asked yourself a lot during your lifetime: why me? Why did this happen? Do I really deserve this? Are things always going to suck this much? And your future self wants to let you know that they will not. Sooner than you think, a lot of the suffering you have endured will make more sense. I am not saying to glamorize your suffering, but you are going to understand how much wisdom and how many tools were given to you in these moments.
Life is about to become so much easier for you because you have been through worse. You have developed over time, a way to manage and maneuver life that is truly one of a kind.
This is about to make you excel in everything you are about to touch. The only thing that is really missing right now when it comes to your life is the belief that you have access to better, that you deserve better, and that you should get, and you will get better. Your future self wants you to know that you are on the verge of something great, and no push is needed only a couple steps forward.
The universe is here to carry you, to catch you, and not only the universe, but so many people. You are so lovable, and you have had a hard time in your life believing that you were lovable to start with. You are about to meet so many people who are going to make you feel loved, who are going to make you feel heard, who are going to make up for all the times that you felt like you were alone. You are going to realize that it was never the case. You were just a bit lost, and you are about to find your people. You are about to find home, in terms of energy, in terms of environment, in terms of what life has to offer to you. You are about to find it, and it is going to feel amazing.
In the future, there is someone that you love kissing. You are about to meet this person as well. This person has really nice lips. You are going to love kissing this person so much. It is really going to surprise you how much you just love to make out with this person. I get the vibe that you could be at home, making out on the sofa for hours, just kissing for hours. And yes, it is sexual, it has tension, it has desire, but the hunger for each other is so much better. You really love teasing each other and kissing. I just keep seeing two people kissing like crazy, but in a way that is also so soft and passionate. This is going to be on another level. You have never made out like this, and you are about to love it. So just so you know, you have this to also look forward to.
Pile number one, you will be happy to learn that the hard path, the hard part, is finally over. A cycle has just closed. Maybe you have not noticed yet. You will notice it when you look back at this moment of your life, now you are spending a tremendous amount of time stressing over the future and your career and what direction to go, and are you even ever going to become successful like you have always dreamed of ? You are going to look back at this exact moment and laugh and think
“oh, she was so young and beautiful and full of worries, if only she knew. ”
If only you knew the life that you are about to live. The person that is speaking to you right now is an older, wiser you. It could be you in your sixties. It is a version of you that has seen a lot. They have seen everything, and now they are looking at the bigger picture, and it is so beautiful.
Addicted yet? Good. My master list is calling your name. Go on, you know you want to.
Pile Two
You are getting a car. You are getting a car soon. You are getting a new type of freedom. So it could be a car, it could be your own apartment. You are getting access to a new place, a new way of transportation. You are getting more freedom. You are getting the opportunity to move as you please. There is some type of blessing that is incoming, and it is related to movement and the freedom of movement. You could have wanted to move to a certain country for so long, and now it is about to happen. The opportunity is about to fall on your lap. There is movement, there is expansion. There is a lot of traveling, there is a lot of learning and teaching. You are becoming smarter and more curious.
More curious about life, about yourself, about what awaits for you. There is something waiting for you. There is an adventure. There are people, there is information. Your mind is about to be stimulated in all the right ways. You could be learning, going back to school, traveling. Your essence is going to replenish. Your mind is blooming again. I am getting a plant that is dying so that it can bloom again. Your mind is expanding, but a part of it that maybe was holding false beliefs, negative thoughts when it comes to yourself is dying.
It is like a rebirth of your being.
A rebirth of your belief, a rebirth of your fate, especially when it comes to you as a person, individual and soul. You are becoming ungovernable, becoming your own god in your own right. You are taking the space that was always waiting for you to take it. You have a big role to play in your life and other people's lives as well. It is like you have always known, but you were always scared of getting on the throne that maybe was not yours. This whole time, your name was written on it. You have always known that you were meant for better, for bigger, for expansion, and you are about to be proven right.
It is time for you to stop hiding, to stop gatekeeping yourself, to stop being humble. And yes, we all love your humbleness, but at the same time, you were playing yourself down, and there is a big difference between being humble and just selling yourself short. You were never meant to do either of those things. So yes, you are about to get your ego polished, because you are about to shine, my love.
You have been meant to shine. You might be getting a little bit of anxiety just reading this, but I do not really care. And your future self does not care either. They are like :
“oh my God, just do it. Just do it ! ”
They are excited for you because you are about to love whatever is coming so much. You are going to realize how much you were missing out on, and if you knew how much fun you are about to have, you would be jumping right now.
This lifetime has so much to offer to you. I really hope that you will jump, that you take the leap of faith, and that you will grab life, the essence of it, the joy, the love, the adventure, the curiosity, the pleasure, everything that makes us human, that makes this experience worth it and give it a big hug. The kind your parents gives you at your graduation.
You have spent so long feeling like you were waiting for permission. Waiting for someone to tell you that you were ready, that you were enough, that you could finally go after what you wanted. The permission was always yours to give, and now you are giving it to yourself. Not because you have suddenly become arrogant, but because you have finally realized that playing small never served anyone. It certainly never served you. It kept you safe, yes, but safety is not the same as freedom. Choose freedom.
The car, the apartment, the new country, those are just symbols. They are the physical manifestations of something much bigger. They represent your ability to move through life on your own terms, to go where you want to go, to be who you want to be, without asking for anyone's approval. That is the real gift. That is the real blessing. Not the thing itself, but what it represents. Your autonomy. Your agency. Your power.
You are going to look back at this moment and realize that this was the turning point. This was the moment when you stopped waiting for life to happen to you and started happening to life. This was the moment when you became the author of your own story instead of a character in someone else's. Warning, it is going to feel terrifying and exhilarating all at once. That is how you know it is real. That is how you know you are doing it right.
There is a version of you that has been living in the shadows, afraid to take up space, afraid to be seen, afraid to be too much. That version is dying. And it is okay to grieve them. They kept you safe for a long time, but they are not who you are anymore. You are the version that steps into the light, that claims what is yours, that dares to dream big and then dares even bigger to go after it. You are the version that other people look at and think:
“how do they do it? How do they make it look so easy? ”
The answer is simple, you stopped making it hard. You stopped overthinking. You stopped second guessing. You just started moving.
Once you start moving, momentum takes over. Once you start moving, the universe moves with you. Once you start moving, doors start opening that you did not even know existed. That is the magic of taking that first step. The rest of the path reveals itself as you walk it. You do not need to see the whole staircase. You just need to take the first step.
So take it. Take it now. Take it today. Take it even if you are scared. Take it even if you do not feel ready. Take it even if you have no idea what comes next. Because what comes next is going to be better than anything you could have planned for yourself. Your future self is already there, living the life you are dreaming about, and they are cheering you on. They know you can do it. They know you will do it. They know because they have already seen it happen.
You are about to be so proud of yourself. You are about to look in the mirror and see someone you recognize, someone you have been waiting to meet, someone who is finally living in alignment with their truth. And that person is going to attract everything they have ever wanted. Love, success, adventure, joy, peace. It is all coming. Not because you deserve it, though you do, but because you are finally allowing it. You are finally opening your arms and saying, I am ready. I am ready for everything that is meant for me. And the universe is going to say, “finally”.
So get ready. Get ready for the freedom. Get ready for the movement. Get ready for the adventure. Get ready for the life you have always known you were meant to live. Because it is coming. And it is going to be beautiful.
Addicted yet? Good. My master list is calling your name. Go on, you know you want to.
Pile Three
Do you feel restless? Does it feel like you have all this energy inside of you that needs to go somewhere, but you cannot seem to find the right target ? Clarity is coming. I think this is the next blessing incoming that you have no idea about, and that your future self is telling you about. Now if you are wondering, what does that mean? I will tell you. Stay with me here. You are about to find the exact targets for this energy. You are about to find what fuels you. You are about to find something that is going to make your soul and your spirit spark with joy and fulfillment. You are about to be so fulfilled with life, with your career especially. You are becoming an artist. You are becoming an artisan. You are finally becoming the creator.
You are weaving your fate and your destiny together as we speak without even being aware of it. You have a tremendous amount of power and will. Nothing seems impossible to you, and a part of it is that everything is possible when it comes to you. You are a powerhouse. You have so much energy. I am not even playing. You could really accomplish anything you set your mind to. So make sure that you are not trying to destroy yourself, because I swear to God, you will also get to do that. It is a double edged sword. We live and we learn, but the silver lining is whatever you touch, whatever you want to make happen, whatever you want to accomplish, it is yours.
You get to do it.
It is your power. You are also about to realize your power, and when I am talking about power, I am talking about your energetic power.
You are a natural alchemist and you have not really noticed yet. They were moments where you were quite mad and curse someone. It’s so easy tho, you probably didn’t even notice.
“I wish they will just disappear!”
“Karma will get them.”
Their life falls apart soon after.
It could feel like words are spells when it comes to your power of the tongue. I really need you to understand your power, and deep down you are aware of what I am talking about and you believe me, but there is also this other part of your brain that is kind of telling yourself that you are being delusional and magic is not real.
Magic is real, and you are full of it. Please, baby, get into it. Become a witch, do magic, do spells, please do energy work. You have everything to gain from it.
There are a lot of people on your side. There are a lot of ancestors. There is also your future self that is giving you energy. You are able to pull from everywhere around you and to really magnetize it into whatever you want. The forgerer of your own destiny.
You really need to start meditating if you have not been doing this. Really think about energy as energy manipulation. Do not think about it like a woo woo thing, something that is maybe for fun. It is not a movie. It is in real life, and you can get a lot with this. You are a powerful creator, and I really hope that you are going to understand this.
So whatever you have been wanting, dreaming, yearning, please go after it, because you can make it happen. Just focus on the desire and on the thought, and it will be yours. I am not playing. This is the clarity you have been looking asking for. You are the key to your own blessings. Your energy is the key to so many things. All the doors are open. You only have to decide which one you want to get into. Please start meditating, doing yoga, taking better care of yourself. Better body, clear mind, better energy. Remember that. I believe in you.
Some of you are movie stars. That is so random, but I am just being honest here, and you should go full force after this dream if this resonates with you. I love you so much. Your future self loves you as well. They are really excited. They are like
“oh my God, you have no idea. We are about to have so much fun! ”
You are about to have so much fun.
You have always been someone who feels things deeply, maybe too deeply at times. You have carried the weight of the world on your shoulders, and you have done it with a grace that most people will never understand. But that weight is about to lift. Not because the world will get lighter, but because you are about to become stronger. You are about to realize that you were never meant to carry it all alone. You were meant to share it, to transform it, to turn it into something beautiful. And that is exactly what you are going to do.
The restlessness you feel right now is not a curse. It is a compass. It is pointing you toward the direction you need to go. Every time you feel that itch, that urge to move, to change, to grow, it is your soul telling you that you are ready for the next level. You are ready to step into the version of yourself that you have always known you could be. And yes, it is scary. Yes, it requires letting go of people, places, and patterns that no longer serve you. But the view from the other side is worth every single tear, every single sleepless night, every single moment of doubt.
Your future self is already there. They are already living the life you are dreaming about. And they are sending you signs every single day. The song that plays at the right moment, the stranger who says the exact thing you needed to hear, the dream that feels too vivid to be random. That is them. That is you. Reaching back through time to remind yourself that you are on the right track.
You have spent so long feeling like you are behind, like everyone else got the manual and you are still figuring it out. But the truth is, you are exactly where you need to be. The detours, the delays, the disappointments, they were all part of the plan. They were not punishments. They were preparations. They were building the vessel that could hold the life you are about to receive.
And when it comes to love, you are about to attract someone who sees all of this in you. Someone who does not run from your intensity but runs toward it. Someone who looks at your fire and wants to sit beside it, not put it out. Someone who understands that your passion, your drive, your hunger for more, it is not a flaw. It is your superpower. They are going to fall for you not despite your complexity, but because of it. Because they have been searching for someone real, someone who does not apologize for taking up space, someone who dares to dream and actually goes after it.
You are magnetic. You always have been. You just forgot for a while. But the forgetting is over. The remembering has begun. And it is going to feel like coming home. To yourself, to your power, to your purpose.
Do not do too much drugs, and try to stay sober a little bit because it could go south real quick. Make sure your energy stays clean, because that is kind of what makes your success. Protect your energy. Do not get siphoned. You could have a tendency to hang out around energy vampires, and you are going to have to stop doing that if you want to get to where you want to go. They will drain you without even meaning to, and you have too much light to waste on people who are not ready to receive it. So choose wisely who you let into your orbit. Not everyone deserves access to you.
And yes, lock in. Choose. Just choose. The world is your oyster. You have every tool you need. You have every gift you require. The only thing standing between you and everything you have ever wanted is the decision to go for it. So go for it. Take the leap. Trust the landing. Your future self is already applauding.
Addicted yet? Good. My master list is calling your name. Go on, you know you want to.
Weekly PAC n°11: 3 small things to happen this week
Pile 1 - Pile 2
Pile 3 - Pile 4
A very quick PAC is better than no PAC. You can take a look at other piles to see if anything useful or nice is there, you can ignore the bad if you wish to since it may not happen to you. Images from this post.
This life is yours, do of it what you want.
Pile 1
There's enjoyment and emotional fulfillment when working with a group of people, you're all gonna value people's intuition and insight. If you bring your heart and love your work or project, you'll have better results this week.
Should I stay or should I go? I think you'll "go". It could be a going back to something, revisiting.
You'll feel amazing in your own skin. You'll feel beautiful, smart, competent, independent, you'll realize that you're the whole package and that you are a big deal. You feel proud of who you are and who you are becoming. Your confidence opens doors.
You're growing, you're doing well, keep up the good work and admire how far you've come.
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Pile 2
You'll be summoned to go somewhere or do something. Likely you and someone with you ir a small group of people. It's looking like when the Bible says that the last shall be the first to enter the kingdom, I think this week is when the underdog is under the spotlight or is given preference.
Things progress smoothly towards their completion. You row row row your boat easily down the stream.
You'll be suspicious of people's intentions when they give you gifts or offer something to you. There'll be no poisoned drinks, but the people may be putting up a persona who's more kind and gentle than they truly are.
Things get better and you can breathe, you accept people are human and not flawless, you know people can be selfish and fake but you still make a sacrifice in order to live in harmony, even if superficially, with others.
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Pile 3
You'll be undecided if you should join the happy hour or the hang out after work. I think it can be nice to go, but I don't see anything extraordinary happening there, it'll be positive but very much more or less what you already expect.
A relationship will end. Right now you have no idea what im talking about, but when it happens you'll go "ah, so that was it, that's the reading". You'll be surprised because you don't see this coming, but at the same time things will just make so much sense that it'll seem obvious in retrospect. I don't really see you crying, if you do it'll be quick, so I believe its you who's gonna end things with someone. Perhaps you'll think 'oh, well, it was about time'. This could be you'll block someone you should've blocked a long time ago. Alternatively the cards say that you'll socialize so much that you'll drain your social battery and be exhausted at rge end, so much so that you'll need to sleep to recover.
You'll walk away from people who don't have love for you and who are cold when they could be warm. You may also turn down paperwork or study and go for a walk instead or do something thar fills your soul or makes you feel good.
You'll do what you want this week, you have respect for yourself and you honor your emotions instead of people pleasing.
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Pile 4
You'll have a great time with a friend or loved one, you'll feel the joys and the warmth of friendship. It's a precious thing, a pure feeling of communion that usually only happens when you're a child and there's no hidden agenda in the friendship. You'll be offered opportunities to receive people's generosity and to be generous in return. Give life a chance this week,let your life be painted with watercolors, let the love fill your body, give true life a chance to have a place in you.
Fun times with friends, social invitations, you're gonna make plans to meet with people in the weekend.
Hard work pays off. You did it slowly and with honesty and the results are solid, good, better than cutting corners. Do it the old fashioned way, write your ideas by hand instead of typing from the get go.
There's much joy this week. Life is generous. Enjoy.
♃ Montly PAC n°6: The last 30 days of Jupiter in Cancer ♃
Pile 1 - Pile 2
Pile 3 - Pile 4
You can pick more than one! Just follow your heart! You can read all 4 piles for specific days that you're curious about.
This pick a card is a continuation of the June 2026 pick a card. It has a small sentence for each of the 30 final days of Jupiter in Cancer ♋. The pacs were made independently, so if the dailies match the weekly of the same pile it was pure coincidence.
You can use this as: what will happen in the next 30 days? Spolier: it's a GOOD month. For a more general reading, you can check out the June PAC instead.
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Pile 1
Help comes at the moment when you mentally summon it. You can manifest a solution that you need.
You receive a financial blessing. A man who is stable and has his life together does something to bring you extra comfort.
If you open you mind and think creatively you will find your way out of a restricting situation,or manage to find a solution. Something is not a dead end.
A woman may give you a wake up call. She will say something that snaps you out of a wrong way of seeing things and this will make you more grounded in reality. She may be a bit rude but it'll set you free.
Don't let small frustrations and being upset overshadow your belief in your ability to do something.
Movement forward and taking a chance. You step in the direction of your success. Favorable leap of faith.
You'll focus on doing what brings you pleasure and you'll ignore the rest today.
The glass is 50% filled. It has sweet juice in it. It's up to you to decide if you see it half full of love and joy or half empty with a void in your heart. Life is generous today, focus on the blessings please.
You need to rush to go to an appointment at the right time. Go fast so they don't close the shop before you arrive there.
Weird thing to say but you can unclog a sink or a toilet. Poke it hard enough and something in your life will get unstuck.
You value a partnership and your alone time. You have a nice encounter with someone, possible physical and emotional intimacy. Later on, you'll still be thinking about what happened between you two. Great day for communication and talking to people, but also enough alone time. Positive and good.
Amazing day! Victory, success, everything will with out wonderfully. You'll walk around with your head up, chin up, good posture. Happy.
I'm feeling like you'll clean a mess, literally, dust things off. If you focus on opening your heart and channeling your energy into something useful, you will overcome any petty issues and anxious thoughts.
Youll grab an opportunity and won't let it go. You'll hold it tight. You may make a good purchase, pick the best buy and save some money.
Lovely day! You're so communicative, you'll talk to everyone, greet everyone, make friends, attract lovers. Your tongue is loose in every sense of the word, literally and metaphorically, but it works out. You say the right things. Meeting peers and friends.
Today there can be rain or a summer storm and you'll watch it from the window and will have to wait before you leave the building. You can witness a tense situation that has nothing to do with you. It's also possible that out of 3 things you had planned for the day,one needs to be canceled.
Youre anxious of how people perceive you. Don't be, you look way more confident than you feel. In fact, you look powerful and intimidating yet very magnetic so stop feeling insecure right now!
A change of plans happens today and you may end up taking a different route or going to a different place than what you planned. All good, it was for the better. You may move on emotionally from something bad, this is for real because you burn old bridges, if it really is an psychological thing I think it's a pretty signicant day in your inner journey.
You'll go grocery shopping? Or just go shopping. You'll have to make a quick decision but it doesn't seem like it's a big decision.
You'll make a new friend or go out with someone in nature. They open their heart and are honest. Soft lovely encounter.
Something about rules that will make a person be in or out of a situation. Like today someone is considered qualified or disqualified to do something.
Today many people fight over a prize, praise or positive thing. There is enough for almost everyone, yet people are acting like the winner takes it all and it's a zero sum game. It's not a zero sum game so don't have a scarcity mindset or you might regret how you treated other people.
You may turn down an invitation of a social situation because you're simply not feeling like going. You may leave early a meeting with a friend. You will be turning your back and moving on from people from your past. You may also prefer not to be amongst people much younger than you today.
You're gonna rest and sleep well. Today you can go swimming or be near water, after that you'll really sleep deeply.
Amaxing day!!!! You're so so happy. You'll celebrate with many people. A man can make you happy. If it applies to you, I see that you'll kiss someone or rather I saw a man pulling a woman by the waist and kissing her softly and slowly with a lot of tenderness and emotional openess.
Smart and serious day, all grown up and professional, around authorities and in institutions. Formal situations. All goes well, very analytical. You feel you're part of something important.
Picnic with foreigners, garden afternoon party, dancing with bare feet. The future looks bright and the sun today makes you smile with sincerity. You'll wear a skirt, dress, or happy summer clothes. Much joy.
Teamwork and planning. You study in the morning or read, and then have a collective lunch in a large table or interact with more people. The energy is practical and cooperative.
Sex? You taste a forbidden fruit today and you enjoy the taste. It's a Monday so I'm confused but there's a certain temptation that you really wanted to indulge in and today is the day you allow this to yourself.
In this day I see you being careful and paying attention. Like you're kind with words not to hurt anyone and you also pay attention not to be mugged or have your belongings stolen in the street. You feel good today.
What a lovely month you'll have. I can feel my mouth water as if I'm about to eat a sweet peach. You can definitely find love and have physical intimacy with someone, you will also be sociable enough while having alone time for yourself. I don't see anxiety and no big troubles. Jupiter is being very generous and gifting you with colorful memories.
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Pile 2
An offer comes in quick, or you are quick to offer something to someone.
Mind tricks. Over rationalizing things will lead to a dead end and much anxiety. Close your ears if someone tries to bring you down.
Fast movement, you'll go to several places determined to solve things and get things done.
Today you don't care much about work or responsibilities.
Lovely day, you're excited about happy moments to come. You may see a rainbow in the sky or in a garden when someone is watering plants. Something good begins or happens.
boomerang effect to a person who has a big ego. You may have to randomly talk to a person who's arrogant (like at a shop).
Silence is gold. Hide your gems, hide your awards.
It's best to speak shyly than not to speak at all.
You'll give something to an abundant person. Today you need to be greatful because blessings are plentiful and there's so much of it that you may be tempted to let some go to waste.
A man changes his mind, or a big decision is restructured and transformed.
Your vitality and energy are at their peak.
Life and your spirit guides intervene in events and put you in the right direction. They shift your path so you can go faster and without blockages. Any change of plans or unexpected events will be favorable for you and help things work out.
Something is different from what you expected so now you're being careful about how to go about your day. Something is delayed and you hold to your belongings. I should be more careful with my mouth but it feels like delayed flight and you holding onto your hand luggage. Could just be a long queue. I think you can let loose a bit, you're too uptight today.
You're set free from a toxic bond, karmic justice liberates you. You choose right over vice. Chains are cut off and there is freedom.
Good things come to those who wait. Your spirit guides can give you a long awaited gift. Your drink at a restaurant or party may take a long time to be prepared and delivered.
You'll go to a party or social event. You decide to join the group instead of just watch them from afar. You may witness the sunset today, over the water if that's possible for you.
You feel that you failed or lost something you really wanted. But almost immediately it'll be replaced by something much much better that will make you even happier!!!
Slow as fuck day, kinda boring too. Not very exciting, just routine.
Very active day, things start cahotic but get organized fairly quickly.
You'll leave the pub early or decline an invitation for drinks.
Thirty and flirty and thriving, you're proud of yourself. You look gorgeous, are smart and full of potential. The things you do today turn our alright and you feel confident. The breeze and wind are good today.
Someone feels left out, not necessarily you, though.
So different from yesterday, someone is gentle and takes you under their wing. A man can be emotionally generous with you. Mature and soft energy. Feels safe and a big relief.
Glorious day! Everything you say or do will work out and bring you joy. You feel like you're among a found family.
Petty arguments and misunderstandings, some people think they're bigger than they truly are. Just watch it, you're above all that.
Work and rest, not as much fun I'm afraid. But the work will be excellent and you'll rest like you "deserve" it.
Kinda disappointing day. You'll stop doing one activity that isn't making you happy to go do something that is equally unsatisfying. Maybe try to shift your point of view, changing locations won't change your inner state today.
You're free from work, you may voluntarily wish to join a group of people who are doing an activity together.
You're tired and your back hurts, but you're winning and you know people would envy you.
Hmmm. Sex, getting off by yourself, feeling horny? You may awaken lust in somebody because of how alive you look. You cold also just simply be determined to make big money.
A few things here and there may not torn out as you wanted, but if you have patience and don't expect other people to fulfill your emotions, you'll be fine. There's some days that will feel perfect and overall it looks like the twists and turns of fate will benefit you so don't be attached to one single outcome because it can be even better you just don't see it coming.
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Pile 3
You’ll sleep a lot and may wake up late. Asleep by day awake by night.
Happyyyyy news. Texts or emails make you smile.
You're still very happy, things are peaceful at home. You get things done.
Fertile soil for creativity. If anything ends, something replaces it quickly.
Spiritual day. The veil is thin and you may contact spirits and spirit guides. Witchy rituals also possible. A lot of divine intervention in your soul and your body.
You’ll be very strategic about your plans.
You withdraw money from the bank. You make a formal request and it's granted to you.
Theres divine alignment of things that were out of place and stagnant. Communication and travel are favorable.
You’ll go on despite, despite, despite. You dry your tears and continue.
You're not happy about something that changed, but it's not as bad as you feel it is, it is just not what you envisioned.
Complicated day, walking on eggshells not to ruin your plans. Lots of errands, you get tired. You request things from people and you stand firm.
Today you will do your best with what is given to you. Discipline, diligence and hard work.
You can deal with a man who speaks multiple languages. You may require authorization to complete something. You undergo a formal procedure or deal with papers.
A toxic pattern or situation will become evident. You will think of karma and of the consequences of your actions before you do something that you usually don't even question before doing. You may decide to get rid of bad habits.
An unexpected pair will get along well. You will be close and interact with someone very different from you like a rational woman with a sentimental man, or people of different professions or personalities.
People won't let you be alone. They'll drag you by the arm to go out with then, they may try to cheer you up. I also think this night can have noisy neighbors or people being loud in the street while you try to sleep or study.
On this day you'll go to bed at night and say: "today was a perfect day". I think several things will happen to make you happy, including unexpected offers or good outcomes in the material realm. At least one thing is something you really wanted because you will want to keep smiling when you think of it. It can also be a day when you spend money to have an experience and you'll have a lot of fun and think it was worth it to spend it all.
Stop projecting the characteristics of success into other people. Recognize those that you have in yourself. Today you'll be reminded you might indeed have what it takes to become a version if you that seems currently unattainable.
Peaceful day, your mind is calm and thoughts in order. Things flow. You receive an invitation to accompany someone somewhere. Can be a date or going out too, but it feels more like accompany someone in a more mundane errand.
you wake up super early to attend a religious service? Or to get ready for a religious wedding. You'll postpone doing homework or work that you need to finish during the weekend, you'll say not today because I'm tired.
you may have some friction with a friend today. Things get tense and messy and you have no idea where the disagreements came from. You two will reconcile maybe the next day, someone someone admitting they were being too extreme.
Balance is restored. You try to take life less seriously and you may be prone to ignoring the rules and ignoring the law, like you skip a class or call in sick at work so you can play with your dog at home or take your niece to the pool.
Today you're future oriented and you're aiming for a brand new life for yourself, one very different or far away from the one you currently live.
A big and beautiful day that you'll remember forever. Something works out really well. You feel like someone has given you a crown 👑. The cards say it's coronation day. Really good.
Not a bad day, but compared to yesterday you'll feel low. There's some tension and competitiveness, you feel inhibited and don't know how to act so you freeze. You may feel people are pressuring you to take sides in an argument.
An okay day. You feel stressed inside, but outside things go well. Try to be more playful and worry less.
The warrior finally rests after winning several battles. Your schedule is free for you to do anything you want. You can sleep or go out and please yourself. If you go shopping you may find things you like and end up buying it.
One of the most social days of the month. A lot of interaction with others and you definitely won't be inside the house today. If you're at home you're online talking to many people or celebrating at home with family. If you have a partner of person of interest or a friends with benefits, you two hang out with friends first but go home together alone at night where all good things can happen. Could be close friend, just adapt to your situation.
You may need to literally scream to be heard or be noticed, I imagine with a seller from a shop, bus driver or during a bad phone call, but despite problems you'll find help, solution and maybe companionship amidst the chaos.
You feel that you're finally home. The day seems boring but it surprises you positively and it'll be much happier than you expected.
From the middle of second week to the start of the 3rd week you may feel like june is a disappointing month, but it'll get better!!!You'll learn positive things about yourself thanks to your successes and to your interactions with people. You seem to be a cautious person,not crazy who dives head first in anything that sounds nice, I see that this month you try to think before you act but not to the point of being manipulative or lacking spontaneity. You'll be picky about who is your friend and colleague, I don't see you letting random people tag along with you.
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Pile 4
A fast day, you may need to go to several places to solve things. Time flies and you spend a lot of time driving or in traffic.
You'll make a choice very easily, you already know what you need or want.
Two aces, wands and swords, something new can start today. You have the mental clarity and energy to put things in practice.
You're so tired that you act on autopilot without thinking much.
The couple of wands, you'll find someone who's your perfect match. You'll be in harmony and in sync with someone. Today there could be flirting and special compatibility with someone. Good day for physical intimacy, and a good day to show your best side because you can receive compliments.
You make plans to expand your life and projects. You could plan a trip.
You remain loyal to your projects until they come to an end. You work to finish what you started.
Very good day! You get together with friends or with your partner. You could even go on a double date, or go to a party. There's celebration and all sorts of intimacy. Someone you love reaches a milestone and you're happy for them. Lovely interactions and conversations. Excellent day for all things about romance and sex too.
You will nudge a friend of yours so that they're less shy and they open up more to you and become more easy going with everyone. You may make someone confess something to you.
Today you won't care about rejection. If anyone doesn't give you the love and attention you deserve it's their loss and you move on easily and painlessly.
Another excellent day. You've been doing your tasks diligently and today you see results. Working is pleasurable. The work environment or your house have a good vibe today, people are happy.
It's a day of releasing, letting go and freedom. It seems to me that if you did a cutting cords ritual it gives results today. You did magic or prayers and you can finally detach without feeling emotionally connected to the past. You may leave a person or situation behind, you've been hoping to do that for a while.
Today you get out of your own way in order to enjoy life. You successfully self regulate your emotions and you calm your mind. You go from 'omg wtf are we gonna do' to 'don't worry, be happy'.
Dora the explorer, that is you today. Tho maybe what you explore is window shopping or looking at material things. You could also go out in nature to a park or a zoo, you go look at birds and lions? You relax, it's good.
You may leave a place or even early because you're feeling uncomfortable there or having trouble talking how people and opening up.
You stand out in a crowd because you're "different" from everyone else. Your uniqueness is celebrated and admired. Can be about a different take on a subject,but could be personality, life trajectory and profession. As if you're an unexpected sight or participant in that place, but people like it.
A day of abundance, of sharing, of giving, of receiving food, money, love, health and good mood. A day to give thanks for!
You should put a loud volume in your alarm, because you'll wake up late for work.
Wow, today feels so so good!!! You get what you wanted and you love it even more than you expected to love. This can be applied to anything, could be work and could be love.
What a sequence of good days. Today someone will ask you out for a date and you'll be all smug about it lol you'll say yes (if you ask someone out, they'll accept it). Ngl this could be some 4 or 5 days with this subplot of romance going on in parallel in your life.
You're impatient for something. Go take a walk and occupy your body, expectations don't make time run faster.
There will be a family quarrel. Or family will trigger you. Alternatively, a large group of people meet and opinions may clash, especially after drinks or after some hours. But if it's a party and there's no open fights, I think people may end up dancing with each other more sensually than what would be expected. I imagine a pagan party at night with wine to celebrate the solstice.
You're anticipating and you're anxious about a date. Relax, it'll go super well!!! Could be a work meeting, the conversation will flow naturally and you can reach to an agreement.
good day at work, good day for interacting with people. You may be close to a man today, or to someone alongside whom you find it easy to be emotionally balanced.
Somebody else may ask you out. This person comes from left field you didn't see them coming at all and they're determined and hot and bothered if that fits lol. It doesn't need to be romantic or sexual, but it'll be someone you didn't expect but feels kinda good to listen to them or even be charmed by them. It's not long lasting, even if professional I don't see long term, but it's a nice surprise. You could also get lost or end up driving in different streets and end up in a nice place unexpectedly.
You have a voice, your voice is loud and clear, your voice has power, you will speak and you will inspire many people today.
A lot of love in your reading hmmm. Today also could be about romance, but more domestic and intimate. You may also casually meet a boss during an informal event.
Take an umbrella with you when you go out. Big change of weather. You may be forced to interrupt your work due to external circumstances.
Reconciliation. A day that starts bad ends wonderfully perfect. You may eat a tasty dinner.
And you say bye-bye to Jupiter in Cancer feeling like you completed a full cycle in terms of your emotional growth and you are ready for a new one.
What I can tell you is that there will be some love or romance in june for you. I rarely see love in readings but this time I wasn't even tempted to frame it as friendship or just colleagues, it felt unequivocal. If not in person, at least online. If you dont want romance just accept that people may approach you or want to be close to you, or vice versa and you feel compelled to socialize. I don't see any bad week here, something sweet keeps happening to make you feel good. Any lack of harmony seems temporary. Enjoy!
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Things that will happen between day 1 and 28 of June. Or, what will happen in the next 4 weeks?
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Pile 1
The month starts slow and steady, you will have conversations without rush, with clarity and the cooperation of people. Women may favor you and you'll have a good time and good conversations with friends. I think you'll schedule a meet up with a friend. You'll make an effort to be organized and on top of your game so nobody is displeased with your actions and nobody (not even you) can complain you didn't do your best. This week is serious, but warm.
Week two involves detangling yourself from people and problems. A mentor may guide you on how to do it, most likely an actual person will advise and inspire you. Moving on and making choices.
You'll work consistently and improve your craft in the 3rd week. Emotional tension and anxiety in the middle of the week will be overcome and you'll be proud of yourself for the results. You appear, in the eyes of others, as someone with a bright and positive future.
Lovely week! You feel driven, energetic, you look confident, powerful, you may receive public acclaim or applause or just perform well in front of people. Your self confidence will feel much stronger after this week events. You may end the month with a bit of a hangover, feeling restricted, but I think it's because your week was eventful and you felt good all week so, in comparison, once things slow down you may feel weird.
This month, the only thing capable of putting you down is yourself. Your biggest challenge are your own emotions and perception because on the outside you will handle people and situations very well.
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Pile 2
You'll hold your horses and refrain from impulsive action and impulsive speaking. You seem stressed out. Perhaps you're worried about money or you'll make a large purchase this week, and you're not used to it. The advice here is to slow down before making decisions and avoid assuming the worst.
The second week starts well and ends even better due to spiritual intervention and assistance. Remember that when you feel fear in the middle of the week and feel like you can't bring yourself to do the one thing you need. Do not give up when there's too many things going on at once, you will manage it!!
All legal matters are favored this week, same for your relationship with lawyers. People will approach you with soft words, or they may offer you a drink (literally bring a cup to you). You are consciously trying to remain in your best, confident energy and keep up enthusiasm. You won't let self-doubt kill your mood. Try your best, you know you have the spark in you! You can also need to assert your needs and boundaries this week or defend your point of view aloud in public. You end the week with a big workload of work to do over the weekend or maybe muscular pain.
The final week will end with celebration and a concrete offer for you that you probably will take. You can build good things from it. Until you get there, you may be slightly disappointed that a big dream of yours doesn't feel as shiny in reality now that you are living it. Something doesn't quite meet your expectations, but it's very, very close to it. There's a lot of competition in your environment, and sharp words and discussions. Something will go wrong before it goes right. You'll fail to see how the situation can be fixed, but you'll be happily surprised when nobody sees any mistakes and all ends well and with happiness.
This month will have at least 1 very positive situation per week that will keep you mentally alert and willing to push through. You'll feel genuinely happy in the last week and at the end of the month you'll have good memories and the things that stressed you out will seem unimportant.
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Pile 3
This week tastes like summer fruit and smells like fresh strawberry jelly. It starts with a celebration or social situation that warms your heart and makes you feel relaxed and loved. The feeling will last about 3 days. You will start to think of positive possibilities for your life, or you will be daydreaming with an optimistic outlook. You end the week being more introspective and doing things to nurture and comfort yourself. You could also attend a child's birthday.
The second week feels hopeful. You feel grounded and capable and that brings you some peace. In the outer would, I think something is revived and literally brought back to life. This thing will be fruitful if you nourish it. You may have something very positive happen to you this week and you will feel happy, but deep down you expected to be even happier and more fulfilled.
Week 3 starts strong and ends well, but it slows down in the middle. There is social recognition or you attain some type of success, you can receive praise from others and they can gather around you to know more. Then somehow communication slows down in the next days and I think you isolate yourself from others. I see you sitting by yourself in a bench or going to be outside during a night time event. This moment when you seem alone someone may approach you. I don't think it's out of pity to prevent you from being alone, I think it's strategic of them sort of to catch you alone from the crowd and away from the pack of people. So you will have company even in moments when you're alone but this person is very analytical they're not there to be besties, they may hope you'll them your secrets. During the weekend you'll treat yourself, you spend money on yourself and enjoy nature. A piece of advice is interact with everyone but don't open your heart and emotions to them, this will be more superficial.
The final week is more formal and serious. You lock in to catch up with work or do last minutes improvements. You will be able to do it in the time you have. You won't rely on people because they may have proven to be undependable. You will want or need to embody queen of swords energy and you will do so in order to be recognized or meet requirements of work or of an institution. Careful if you need to carry bags or weight, it will be heavy. A word of advice that you are allowed to be selfish and save your reputation regardless of what happens to the other people.
Overall the month is good. But you're the one to thank for it because you will be relying on yourself and I think that your internal view of yourself and of the world will help you perceive things the way that they are instead of being disappointed by other people when they seemingly don't care as much for you. Maturity seems to be the way to go.
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Pile 4
The month starts with a heavier week in which you may feel disconnected from other people and dissatisfied with your interactions. I see that you will try to avoid arguments and get things done despite the fact the outside world doesn't seem to be cooperating with your iniciative. You will also try to remove yourself from toxic and draining situations.
The second week is productive and solid, you feel like you stand on solid ground and you see the results of what you're doing. In the middle of the week there may be an emotional shift or you will have a moment where you have a little devil and a little angel on each shoulder and I think the devil will speak louder. If you need to decide how to act or how to approach something the answer is with the determination and power, the soft side of you will lose to the iron fist you can use in a situation.
The keywords I wrote for week 3 were: cunning, meeting people, go on a date, your rational mind saves the day. I think at some point a new person will be super eager to get to know or meet you, you may try to be evasive and escape from them politely lol. I also see that there's strategy and hidden agendas in the people around you. Despite that, there will be a genuine connection this weeks and a good conversation that can be brief but leaves a good impression. You will control your fears and your emotions if you feel it can mislead you just be carefully not to repress your emotions, you're focused on the mind this week and that can take away from the experience you can have with other people. People will come to you, don't chase anyone even if you feel like it!
In the last week, you can't do as much as you wish you could, you feel your hands are tied about a matter that isn't as you'd like it to be. Aside from that, there is celebration and friendship, friends can gift you with something. You will go out to party. People and friends feel close to you, you can sense someone's heart is open to you as in they're being truthful and not being superficial. There are genuine connections and even help will be there if you need. If there is a picnic or get together,everyone will help clean it up later. I think you'll be relaxed and laid back even if something is out of your control you give it up to the universe and it flows.
I advise you to remember that the last week of the month will make everything else feel worth it. It's the type of month that where you end up is significantly better than the mental frame you had in the first days of the month. Especially socially, the last week is pretty sweet so enjoy!!!
Are you curious to know how each day will go or have a piece of advice for it to check later as the day approaches? Check out this pick a card.
Mini PAC n°11: will you kiss anyone in the next 30 days?
I wanted to know, so... why not ask?
This is for entertainment purposes. Be delulu and ignore this reading if you dislike it. It's always your decision, in the end.
Pile 1
Yes, you will kiss someone with whom you'll continue to text later. I think you'll be surprised that this person is more sentimental than you expected, they may seem very put together but they can cry or be emotional in situations that you don't think deserve thus reaction. It'll look like they're trying to get a hold on their feelings but can't. It's like a 30 year old person but fir some reason you feel like they're 21 when you kiss them. It's not immaturity, it's not toxicity, it's just that they can be a soft boy with some mental health stuff going on that makes the feelings hard to control? It is not as extreme as I'm making it sound, but you'll find it odd. You can find it funny when their emotions slip off their sleeves. This thing you have will start maybe in a park or place with families or many people, friendly and safe for work. This can lead to some sort of sex/sexting/sexual fantasies, or it can mean that the kiss will be very good. I see good make out potential, it can escalate just the right amount and the conversation is good too.
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Pile 2
Nope, I'm sorry. No kisses here. But I think you're happy, you said to yourself "I'm not gonna settle for less than I deserve and I'm not gonna feed tumultuous relationships". You realized that you used to be stuck in a second-best situation, that you were okay with what you got but it wasn't really enough and wasn't what you deserve. So you prefer to be alone now than put yourself in situations that take your peace away from you. You will have the realization that you were seeing things from a wrong perspective and now you are correct. You will feel enlightened about your love life and your choices. It seems to me that you're setting yourself free.
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Pile 3
Maybe. You'll have the chance to do it, im not sure if you'll take it. You'll be in some social situations for sure, and if everyone drinks you may end up kissing your best friend or just people of the same gender as you while you party. Fun but meaningless. About the people you may or may not kiss outside of this party/social event: I think someone's pride may put you off and kill the mood, if the person humbles themselves I think you will kiss them. If anyone approaches you as if they're better than you or higher than you, you'll refuse; but, if they lower themselves and you see that they value you, value your opinion, want your attention but aren't entitled to it and aren't annoying about it, you may entertain yourself with them. If they ask please and genuinely beg, you will give in for funs lol I love your energy here.
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Pile 4
Well, someone here surely wants to kiss you and they'll peacock in front of you if they must. I think you're not gonna give them much attention, you're very focused on your goals and projects. So you most likely won't kiss anyone because this person's energy won't match your wavelength. It'll be a clash of energies and you may reject them because of it. That being said, I do think you may change your mind. If you're bored enough and too tired of waiting for someone better, you'll allow them to woo you, take you out, give you small gifts, hook up for some hot days. You know they're independable and all you get is the quick fun times.
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Pile 5
No, you won't kiss anyone because you'll reject the people who want to kiss you. You have decided to be in the look out for better people, you may visit new places or cities. Someone finds you attractive but you'll go "nah, thanks". And then you'll beat yourself up afterwards half asking why you rejected and half being in self pity of why can't you find anyone good enough! You may reject that person because you'll feel that they only want to "conquer" you, they want to be able to say that they did it and they got you under their spell. You'll feel that if you kiss them you will only feed their ego. You'll think you'll end up hurt, or that it isn't a good use of your energy. So to avoid feeling sorry for yourself for too long, try to open your eyes to other possibilities that may appear after you reject that first person.
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Pile 6
You will kiss someone, and may even go further than just kisses, but it'll be once. You have an open door to a bedroom with the person you want, likely someone you already know and are in communication with, but after that one ocasion it seems that things stagnate. The person slows down and you don't understand how it's possible that such a great conversation and great physical compatibility lead... nowhere? Your delulu will come true, but after it happens you'll open your eyes to reality. I think you may even start to reconsider previous partners or people you have rejected before. For some reason it doesn't feel like a fuckboy, I think this person is somewhat serious but the type to be fully satisfied with very little or with occasional intimacy. I see them reliving and replaying what happend over and over in a positive way in their heads, like chewing old bubblegum (they like it, for some reason). My point is that they wont reject or abandon you, but it'll feel like they don't need you with the same urgency anymore so you're gonna move on without them and do what's best for you. No bad feelings, no regrets, some good memories and you seeing things clearly.
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Mini PAC n°10: one unexpected thing in the upcoming week
Pile 1 - Pile 2 - Pile 3
Pile 4 - Pile 5
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A quick PAC about the week ahead.
Pile 1
The unexpected event is you needing to be proactive and action oriented. Maybe you think it'll be quicker,but it'll require your hand and determination to make it happen. There's a sense of you acting swiftly to correct mistakes and to improve situations. You may need to multitask or put to use several of your skills.
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Pile 2
You'll think that shit is gonna hit the fan, and you'll be surprised when it doesn't. You can be discontent with the way things are, and then, very unexpectedly things turn out PERFECT. It's not a fix up, it's better than expected perfect, it's doing a little dance to celebrate perfect, it's feeling excited and going 'yes, yes, yes!' The unexpected is that things will work out and you'll be happy.
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Pile 3
You may end up doing alone a thing that was meant to involve more people. Maybe you need to cover for someone at work, or you stay until later working. You will be feeling very confident, you may try to "get away with something", hope someone won't notice something. You may go somewhere in secret and tell nobody about it. You're discreet. Now for the unexpected thing itself, you'll get something that you wanted or you succeed in something that you didn't expect to be possible given the current conditions. You'll "get by"and you'll get things done this way, maybe improvising, not justifying every action you take, following your instincts, and alone.
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Pile 4
It seems this week is full of surprises. I feel like your plans will end up being executed in a different way than you expect. Some things will turn out wonderfully well, meetings will flow, people will show up, academic and religious matters will work out. But there will be one small extra thing that you hope happens, a sort of bonus or a treat you'd like the universe to give you,that won't come to be. I don't think it's big, but it's as if you just had a tasty and healthy meal that you enjoyed, in a good restaurant, but you leave the place a bit upset because they didn't have the dessert you wanted to get and you had to order something else. I think you may cry over the absence of the cherry on top of the cake, but the cake is there! Perhaps a change in perspective will help you. I do think something very good may happen, that makes you feel fortunate, a line up of events and people cooperating to makeit happen. You may change your plans about how to go about work chores and it'll be for the better. There is a sort of dream come true in this week. And a detail that I noticed: 3 of pentacles + hierophant and star... that is you going to a catholic church to look at the images and the stained glasses. So there can be a spiritual or religious experience that is strong for you this week. If you do end up in an actual church, you may repent, regret or cry and it'll have a transformative effect on you.
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Pile 5
Do your best not to miss the train, bus, plane. If you do, you're not gonna be alone in the waiting. There's a literal being left behind. But there's a recall, re-do, you're given a second chance with a lot of generosity involved. You may hold a privileged and comfortable position in a challenging situation, you'll be feeling safe wathever happens. If you go to a park you may drink water from a fountain or feed the fish. The unexpected thing this week is your positive outlook during unexpected events that usually could throw you off balance.
You'll think that shit is gonna hit the fan, and you'll be surprised when it doesn't. You can be discontent with the way things are, and then, very unexpectedly things turn out PERFECT.
Cards that came out — The Devil, The Chariot, The Star, 9 of Pentacles.
This is a month of careful consideration. There are going to be situations in love where you'll be put in the place of choosing, maybe between two people or staying in a toxic relationship or letting it go completely, or your own projects and a relationship, it varies from person to person, but the cards tell you to be very careful with becoming addicted to an ongoing situation. Your want of love and affection can be strong this month and there's absolutely nothing wrong with it, but you'll have a difficult time discerning between your limits and love, or with other people's limits, I see this is a crowded month, whether you're in a relationship or meeting someone new, try not to lose focus of what's actually important nor succumb to this intense need for connection to the point you stop worrying about your individual goals. The Star promises a new beginning, but for that you'll also have to let go of mental chains and melancholic thinking, let the past where it is, and don't try to read too much into what's already happened and you can't change. Ultimately, this month gives you the opportunity to decide between love and individulity, if you sit with your thoughts and know what you want, you'll be able to have both things just fine.
Singles — This month I see you'll be having more than one option in love, more than one person is going to be interested in you and that is really going to boost your self-esteem haha, which is completely understandable, you'll be meeting or reconnecting with many people in love BUT beware, don't just trust blindly in what anyone says just because you like them or it seems sincere, I'm not trying to put you down, as you will have more than one person interested in you, but because smart about who you give your feelings to, because it can surprise you how much you don't know a person.
In a relationship — If things have been confusing or difficult for you this is a time to clarify it. The High Priestess appears in your reading to remind you to use your intuition and trust your gut, when something doesn't feel right in your bones, it might be your body's way of telling you something you've been suspecting or something you don't want to ignore anymore, if you can communicate what is it you want and expect from your partner you can get to an agreement, but you have to talk!
PILE II.
Cards that came out — Knight of Pentacles, King of Cups, 2 of Cups, 10 of Pentacles.
Whew, this month for you is absolutely beautiful. Whether you are in a relationship or not, you'll come to meet or get serious with someone who's serious about their endeavors and serious about their emotions for you, this is a person you might already know all too well and are now just making it official or maybe reconnecting after some time. I want to say this isn't an ex but there's a possibility that this is an ex something, or someone you've always liked and nothing went much further from a crush or a hook up, the cards that are shown talk about compromise and responsibility in love, wanting something to kick off and it doing it successfully. There's a lot of positive energy here and this can also talk about the completion of a plan you had with your current partner like moving or traveling, it's a full circle moment for you. And I want to emphasize that this might not even be about getting into a relationship but about maybe finally letting go of an old one, of letting it rest, of starting fresh or trying to get out more and give love another chance, it's important you adapt it to your situation too.
Singles — This month invites you to be more open about meeting people, don't close off to the opportunity of meeting all sorts of individuals, it's really difficult for you to put yourself out there, maybe because of shyness of fear of past situations repeating, but the only way you'll meet someone new and have more opportunities in love is if you literally go out, put yourself in new situations and aren't afraid of rejection or rejecting others too. You've been feeling low maybe in your self-esteem or the way things have turned out in love in the past, but this same mindset is isolating you from other forms of love you've yet to know. Accept that with new things, certain others must change like mindset.
In a relationship — This month is going to be very eye-opening for you, there are certain topics of conversation that are going to be uncomfortable but necessary for your relationship, like knowing where you want this situation to go or if it has any future and if the other person wants the same things that you do. In most cases, it's probably going to bring harsh truths to the table but it'll make the relationship a lot more solid, in other cases, the relationship might not move and you'll decide to break it off completely to search for someone who shares the same values as you. Either way, a necessary change is coming this month, it's important to have an open mind.
PILE III.
Cards that came out — The Sun, 8 of Pentacles, Queen of Swords, Ace of Cups.
For you this month can start quite positive you'll come from a period of a calm or happy love life could it be? Where not much has disturbed your peace or you've made peace with it and try to move on as much as possible, but the rest of the cards tell me that you are going to focus too much on moving on and see the positive side of everything, which is absolutely okay and it's your right to deal with this as you please, but as I said, the cards are telling you that this positivity can lead you astray very soon, where you won't be able mentally or won't want to acknowledge the negative and sad and even traumatic sides of a romantic situation, and this can harm you a lot. It's necessary for you to not downplay this part of the healing process, I feel like you've been dealing with healing and going through it to overcome it for a while, and now you just want to pretend that everything is fixed and it's okay, in what sense? You'll be triggered by words or memories or moments where you'll remember a bad situation and your mind will shut it down and won't want to process it, I know this reading is highly psychological and maybe that's not what you want at all, but it is what you need. This month comes as a warning, if you keep ignoring the bad parts of a relationship, or what trauma a past situation left you, you will not heal, you won't get over it, and you won't be able to move on fully. This is all A LOT for you I'm sorry this is all I can say for you in love, but the last card invites you to let go of anxiety and try to control or overanalyze, or even repress your negative emotions towards a person that did you dirty or your own partner that you feel doesn't value you, negative feelings and uncomfortable moments are a part of life, you shouldn't repress them because you want other people to feel comfortable in your pain, at the end of the month you'll learn a way to cope better and even have a good chance in love.
Singles — This month for you is to reconnect with sadness and with yourself, asking yourself questions of "why this happened to me?" "Why did I let people treat me like that?" "Is this the love that I feel like I deserve?" And those are very important questions to ask yourself, even if you spend the rest of this month alone, you won't feel sad about it. You might think this is sad or pathetic or even boring, but some time alone is what you need, you'll realize this sooner than later.
In a relationship — This month I see your person being an unconditional figure maybe in you expressing yourself more, as I said in the beginning, not to be afraid of confrontation and setting boundaries even with the person you love. And if I'm being honest with you, if this person really loves you and understands you they will also understand the limits you put. This person is reliable but are their emotions there in the connection? I'm not talking about a break up but I am seeing this is a turning point for you two, you've to start letting go of the commodity of this connection.
PILE IV
Cards that came out — The Hanged Man, 7 of Pentacles, Temperance, Page of Wands
This month for you is going to be a slow month, I don't see you'll want romance and adventure but maybe external, or even internal situations, will prevent you from having this romantic month. Maybe you are going to be very busy with school or work or your own projects, this is not necessarily something bad, you're a very goal oriented person since always, but you've been craving love, even in a relationship there's this sense of longing, of yearning love and yearning fun. It's not something bad at all, but the cards do advise you to think and specially to wait for things to turn around on their own, don't try to control love or how things turn out in a connection, I'm not saying you should wait for the other person to act, but to wait for things to evolve organically, this desire for love is more than understandable, but if you keep on beating a dead horse, like a relationship that's long overdue or try for this person to like you back or to come back tirelessly, maybe it isn't for you. Maybe what will work out for you is not something you'll feel the need to control because you'll get too anxious that it's going to slip from your hands, that's not healthy. Wait, act when you feel it's worth it not as an anxious attachment to a person or the idea of a person. The end of the month is much more promising, you'll venture onto new things and new people that won't make you feel like you have to beg to get their attention.
Singles — This month wants to remind you who YOU ARE, what are your goals and aspirations? What moves you? Defines you? Don't put all your worth on a person, if they like you or not, because you have many more important things coming your way. As I've been saying on the reading you are yearning for love and feeling desired, which is absolutely normal and there's nothing wrong with that, but don't forget who you are! Your plans, your future, your ambition and passion for your career or your job, love is definitely important, but not more important than you. I do see people, a specific person coming your way, reliable and serious, but not very emotional, or maybe it's you! You bring a lot to the table so this month you must choose wisely who is a good candidate, anyways if there's a person on your radar they're very smart and even wealthy! Or as ambitious as you, like gurl, whoever you are stressing about they're not worth it, you'll find something better.
In a relationship — This month for you and your partner brings decisions and trying to pick the best option possible, maybe you and your partner are projecting long term, and you are thinking on how to move next, I would even go as far as to say you are debating whether this relationship is worth it to keep trying or not, there are cards of luck and movement here for you, if you are seriously thinking on ending this connection maybe it's time, time to move on and find something that won't stress you out or make you second guess, for others of you this has more to do with a plan, like moving or a big compromise or traveling and you are trying to do everything perfectly, but beware of control, of taking all the responsibilities on your back and not allowing your partner to help you, if you can't trust on your partner for such a big investment or change, then are they really the one for you? If you don't trust that they'll do a good decision, then there's a lot to work on.
You're waking up after a heartbreak or a period of solidarity, ready to overcome fears and uncertainty. Next couple of months are about crawling out of your shell and regaining hope and motivation to go out on dates, see people. There's no clear indication that you'll find what you're looking for and there won't be disappointment on the way. Things will move slowly and even though you are buzzing with a desire to put your energy into this area of life, you'll find that a new beginning with someone is difficult to find. If you want to return to an ex partner, it won't end in your favor.
In a relationship: You're filled with energy to save a sinking part of your relationship. You're hopeful and open, overcoming fears and leading the way. Having said that, the progress is slow and often non existent and you're drained soon after. Reflect whether the energy you spend is appreciated or if your actions are in the right direction. Don't let optimism blind you, be practical.
2.
If you're feeling like things arent fair, theres a chance you're walking away from the cause of it during the next couple of months. You're disappointed but you're not overly emotional. You're taking your own feelings and experiences in your hands and deciding its time you properly took care of yourself. There could be someone guiding you through it and offering their support, someone who will listen to your sorrows and not stir things even more. You can trust this person. There is peace in this but the scars will stay.
If you're in a relationship this could both mean a breakup or your partner offering a lot of help and support during a personal hardship. Either way, it seems you're protected.
3.
During the next couple of months you can either find out about a lie or start living a lie yourself. You're experiencing jealousy, you're overly sensitive and think other people are worse than they are. You're prone to thinking others habe bad intentions towards you. This hurt is in your own heart and mind rather than in reality. If a partner is making you insecure, have a stern and honest conversation with them. This is a time of working on yourself and your relationships and improving them. There's a lot you need to learn when it comes to interacting with others and you're ready to do it one step at a time. Past mistakes are brought up to light and become visible.
4.
You're not too happy and you don't know what to do. You're desiring a better situation and you're ready to look within yourself but the reason behind it feels gone. You're asking yourself "is it worth it?", "what can I even do?". Either your partner or the people you meet as potential future partners don't seem to fit in with your idea of someone you want by your side. Sometimes you blame them for it. You're sitting in dissatisfaction, not moving, not taking action. You're not entirely happy being on your own/you're not entirely happy with the person you're with and yet you've seem to have lost all other options than standstill.
5.
You have a lot of emotions inside you, a desire to love and care and have these same things returned back to you and you're ready to look for ways to express them but your efforts are scattered all over the place. You're talking to someone for a week and then the next you're somewhere else doing other things, you go on a date and then never text the person again even though it was a good time. You're tired of independence and want to share life instead but you're too busy or too much in your own head to make it happen.
In a relationship you're focused on the little things and are overwhelmed with what seems like responsibilities rather than enjoying the moments as they come. In worst case, you're in damage control mode. In best, you want to be pampered and noticed but arent sure how to ask for it in the right way.
6.
You're struggling to understand and make a situation work. There's a massive focus on losses and whats not enough. Your financial situation is causing you to feel insecure about finding or maintaining a partnership and through this anxiety you're failing to actually prioritize love that you crave so much. Overwhelmed by negative thoughts and low self worth you're putting all of your focus on acquiring the material items or reaching goals you think will make you worthy. Even if its an increased focus on your dreams, there's signs that you're not doing it out of passion but rather a sense of urgency and fear. Realign yourself and understand that only by centering love in all other of your life aspects will you be and have the partner you want.
7.
There's a lot of stress and even nightmares. Something you wanted or something that had started hasn't worked out and there's damage. You're moving away now, you know you need to let it go but you've suffered. You're afraid your reputation might be challenged but theres no real evidence at least not yet. You're regretting what happened and that you got involved in this situation, and in your mind you're going through the details and compartmentalizing your emotions about it. You're in an overthinking loop without knowing if its worth stressing out it all. On the other hand, you could be worried about consequences without ever taking action, without ever taking any first steps. Love is more burdens to you than happiness and you've put yourself in this position.
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Okay, my bastards, this reading is all about your situationship. We will examine the current energy of the connection, their feelings/thoughts, and the potential future of the connection.
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GROUPS:
1-2-3
4-5-6
Instruction: Pick a maximum of 2 groups for one person. If the reading doesn't resonate or you don't feel drawn to any group, maybe this reading is not for you.
Disclaimer: Energy changes all the time. This is only for entertainment purposes.
Decks used: The Literary Witches Oracle, Dark Mirror Oracle, The Mystic Dreamer Tarot + shuffled songs.
GROUP ONE
Current Energy: The Lovers, The World, 8 of Cups rx,6 of Pentacles rx, I Won't Cry For You, Colorless Angel, Joy Harjo(Bravery) rx, Agatha Christie(Trickery) rx.
There's this energy of emotional co-dependency; you're very much drawn to each other and hooked on each other's energy. If you guys stopped talking, it would feel like the end of the world. It's very much an obsession or something akin to that, intense and all-consuming. I think you know it's not healthy, and eventually it will hurt as hell, but for now, you can't even imagine letting go of that person. You're inseparable, or at least one of you can't function without the other. If it's not physical intimacy, it's texting or calling, but for most of you, there are lots of cuddles involved. I don't think there are any mental games involved; there's a lot of fear and treading lightly. I do think you are in denial of the future because you know if it ends, it's gonna hurt like a motherfucker, but you keep going, just to have your person, even if it's for a little bit. It's almost as if you expect the ending and start preparing for it.
Their Feelings/Thoughts: Wheel of Fortune, 10 of Pentacles rx, The World, The Emperor rx, Revenge, Is This Me?, Alejandra Pizarnik (Solitude), Bride rx.
They feel very content and happy with how things are at the moment, but are prepared for the fallout or even expect it. They've seen it all before; it's not the first casual connection they've gotten into. I don't think they are ready for any sort of commitment, or at least they don't think they're capable of it. It's not even about them not wanting commitment, but them just feeling like they're too broken for any sort of serious relationship. They know they're a coward, maybe a relationship from the past destroyed the possibility of anything serious for them. They don't want to be alone; they need companionship, and yet they're afraid of commitment. They don't like this version of themselves because they know they can love long-term. One day, they believe they will overcome this fear, but for now, they're still learning.
Potential Future Of The Connection: The Hanged Man rx, Knight of Wands, Justice, The Moon, Colorless Angel, I Won't Cry For You, Snail, Anais Nin (The Subconscious).
Everything depends on you and what you are willing to do. Are you ready to give it time and wait, not stressing about it or pressuring your person? Are you ready to go with the flow and match your person's energy? Can you be chill and still in contact, even if you know they aren't ready for any sort of commitment? Can you withstand seeing them with other people and still be there (not in a romantic way but in a friendship way)? It can take a long time, but they will come around if you stay. Even if you break contact, they will come around, but it's going to be your call if you want to enter a relationship. You don't need to pretend you're emotionless and that you don't care; you won't scare them away. But you need to see where your boundaries are and what exactly you can tolerate.
SONGS:
Glimpse of Us by Joji
(Why then, if she's so perfect, do I still wish that it was you?; Perfect don't mean that it's working, so what can I do?; Maybe one day, you'll feel lonely; And in his eyes, you'll get a glimpse; Maybe you'll start slipping slowly and find me again)
Chihiro by Billie Eilish
(To take my love away; When I come back around, will I know what to say?; Said I need to be alone now, I'm takin' a break; How come, when I returned, you were gone away?)
Falling Down by Lil Peep, XXXTENTACION
(Sunlight on your skin when I'm not around; Shit don't feel the same when you're out of town; Darlin', your love is like walking a bed of nails; And I just can't keep on fighting)
See You Again by Tyler The Creator, Kali Uchis
(Cupid hit me with precision; I wonder if you look both ways when you cross my mind; Can I get a kiss?; And can you make it last forever?)
GROUP TWO
Current Energy:8 of Wands rx, 4 of Cups, Knight of Swords, Queen of Cups, Bride in a Cage, Black Flower Fragrance, Alejandra Pizarnik (Solitude), Eye rx.
I feel like it's either no contact at the moment or you both just need some time alone to process your feelings and what you want from each other. I see some drama happened, words were said, as well as accusations, big and angry feelings that burned down everything around you. Now there's regret because what can you do now? I don't know how long you haven't seen or talked to each other, but I don't think it's a long time, a week at worst. The important thing at the moment is to take a deep breath and calm down so the words won't flow on their own to destroy everything again. It's okay to take some time apart, just give each other a heads up. I see fury and blowing up as someone's toxic pattern or coping mechanism, and they might feel beat up about it or even embarrassed. It's okay, though, as long as you're working on it and communicating that to the other person.
Their Feelings/Thoughts: 4 of Cups, 2 of Swords rx, 7 of Wands, 9 of Cups, Sacrifice, Bride in a Cage, Toad, Emily Bronte (Fantasy) rx.
They are unsure of what to do at the moment. Honestly, I feel like you were the one to blow up, and they are the people pleaser, so now, they feel immense guilt, and they're ready to sacrifice their dignity and apologize (even though it might not have been their fault). They're at a crossroads because one part of them (the healed one) knows they didn't do anything catastrophically, but another part tells them they're worthless and should save whatever is left of the connection. They're indecisive, going back and forth. They were happy with you and how things were going, so this drama/fight hit them pretty hard.
Potential Future Of The Connection: 2 of Wands rx, The Emperor rx, Page of Wands rx, 4 of Wands rx, Is This Me?, Revenge, Naked Before The Stars, Eye rx, Forugh Farrokhzard (Rebellion).
I think you guys should split up and move on. There's so much bitterness and conflict, including a lack of trust and anger. At some point, you will only hate fuck or hurt each other on purpose, just to get the upper hand. Playing mental games, manipulation, and arguing. I see that this dynamic could go on for a long time before you decide to end it. There is comfort here because even if you fight, you do it together. The feelings didn't fade; they just turned into the worst type of intense emotions, and even if you destroy each other little by little, you're still by each other's side. This dynamic won't even teach you anything useful; it's just gonna fill the emotional emptiness inside of you. You won't see eye to eye on anything, and every little thing will be a cause for conflict.
SONGS:
Gimme Love by Joji
(Those pictures so clear, the fade in my mind; You leavin' me here with ashes and fire; When I'm far too gone, can you show me love?)
I Didn't Change My Number by Billie Eilish
(Don't take it out on me; I'm out of sympathy for you; Maybe you should leave; Before I get too mean; I didn't change my number; I only changed who I believe in; You were easy on the eyes)
Ugly by XXXTENTACION
(I seem out of it; The dream I had about her in my head; It seems I won't forget; Am I insecure? I'm not really sure)
JUGGERNAUT by Tyler The Creator, Lil Uzi Vert, Pharrell Williams
(Say the money comin' in, yeah, that's true; The more money I get, I don't wan' sex you; Can't think about the last time that I text you)
GROUP THREE
Current Energy: 3 of Swords rx, Ace of Cups, 10 of Swords rx, Devil rx, The Child I Was Meant To Be, Black Flower Fragrance, Wall, Apple rx.
You are healing each other. There might be factors blocking commitment, but if you're afraid your person is talking to others behind your back, you're wrong. They're loyal to you even if you aren't together. Every minute you spend together, you heal wounds you didn't inflict. It's quite a beautiful and pure connection. I do see some of the people here have baggage, and so this might be one of the obstacles. You guys have your walls up, and they are slowly coming down. You are afraid that this connection will destroy you just like those before, but you can be at peace. You are learning acceptance and trust.
Their Feelings/Thoughts:Page of Swords, The Star, 5 of Swords rx, Ace of Swords, Black Flower Fragrance, Perchance To Dream, Spider, Sandra Cisneros (Body).
They are very hopeful and want this connection to work out. They enjoy spending time with you and talking, even just sitting there in silence is one of their favourite things. They're trying to leave their past behind them, untangle themselves from its influence, and start anew. They fantasize about the future with you (cards don't mention if it's platonic or romantic). You give them hope, make them think everything will be okay eventually. I think they're trying to verbalize their feelings and what exactly they feel about this connection, but the words are stuck in their throat. If you have sexual experience with this person, I hear that the sex is very healing as well.
Potential Future Of The Connection: 5 of Pentacles, King of Wands rx, 2 of Pentacles rx, 10 of Wands, Anger And Chains, Is This Me?, Lantern, Book rx.
This connection is meant to heal you both, but remember that it's built on pain and suffering. Something brought you together because you needed each other, but you're not meant to stay in each other's lives in the long run. If you remained together, it would just remind you of the past and all you went through, causing you to go back into the spiral of sadness once again. This person seems like a light at the end of a tunnel, and they are somewhat of a guide now, but you will see with time that your time together is limited and will run its course eventually. One of you can also grow out of this connection and want to move on, but the other person cannot follow.
SONGS:
Ew by Joji
(Teach me to love just to let me go; I can't believe that I'm not enough; What does love mean when the end is rolling in?; Oh, let it go, let it stay, can we love one another?)
Lunch by Billie Eilish
(Baby, I think you were made for me; Somebody write down the recipe; Been tryin' hard not to overeat; You're just so sweet)
love yourself (interlude) by XXXTENTACION
(love yourself; Take no chances, fuck that ni**a)
Trashwang by Tyler The Creator, Na-Kel Smith, Jasper Dolphin, Lucas, L-Boy, Taco, Left Brain, Lee Spielman - this song is meant to hype you up, not really relevant to the reading
(These clothes they free though; Straight from the back of the Supreme store; Don't let the skateboards fool you; Know ni**as that pull triggers)
GROUP FOUR
Current Energy: 3 of Pentacles, 5 of Swords rx, The Fool, King of Cups, Triumph Of Lies, Forgetting Oneself, Sylvia Plath(The Dark), Emily Bronte(Fantasy) rx, Snail.
It might be a new connection that you're already very emotionally invested in. It's a type of connection that's very slow-moving; however, there is a purpose. You need time being in a situationship with this person because the fantasy has to wear off, leaving space for reality. It won't progress fast, especially if you got hooked on this person pretty early and suddenly. I do think you guys will see each other's worst sides, you will confide in each other about your traumas, but it takes time (especially since someone is pretty much avoiding telling the truth out of fear/has problems with vulnerability). Also, there's no actual progress in a relationship because you have to detach a little; otherwise, you're risking being devoured. Have some distance and perspective.
Their Feelings/Thoughts: Ace of Cups, 3 of Swords rx, 2 of Pentacles, Devil rx, Black Flower Fragrance, The Child I Was Meant To Be, Maria Sabina (Healing), Doll rx.
They are grateful for your presence. You're healing something you didn't cause, and they appreciate you greatly. Their heart is currently blocked, but you're giving them a brief respite. They're trying to regain their footing in life and have some balance. You might think sometimes that you're doomed to be hurt by them, but they truly do everything they can to not hurt you. They could see a romantic future with you, but for now, it's far away. They also don't want to heal and discard you; even if you will separate one day, they will have nothing but love for you. They can also think of themselves as a broken doll; broken beyond repair, unfit for any relationship. You're their safe space, or at least beginning to be.
Potential Future Of The Connection: Emperor rx, The World, 4 of Pentacles rx, Hermit, Colorless Angel, Addicted, Creature's Paw, Alejandra Pizarnik(Solitude) rx.
There is so much potential here. You can give each other so much happiness if both of you are willing to do the work. They will be powerless when it comes to you, loyal to a fault, and devoted. They can be possessive, though; I keep hearing one person wants to be alone and the other doesn't want to be apart, so either you or they can become clingy. One person can become very co-dependent emotionally. This connection can quickly become obsessive if not managed properly, so look out for that (unless you're into that). I don't see any toxicity or abuse, though.
SONGS:
Yeah Right by Joji
(Yeah, I bet you won't cry; Yeah, I bet you won't try; But you know I don't mind; Yeah, you bet she know that we ain't; Never gonna be together, I see)
ocean eyes by Billie Eilish
(You really know how to make me cry; When you gimme those ocean eyes; Careful creature made friends with time; He left her lonely with a diamond mind)
Infinity by XXXTENTACION, Joey Bada$$
(I'm as real as they come, they feel it, get numb; You think you got a little buzz, so now you can't get stung; I keep a razor blade tucked on me, under my tongue)
Her by Tyler The Creator
(We talk every night, she cry to me about her guy; And if we text, I get pissed when I get no reply; I know that she's the key to love; 'Cause it's like she is inviting me to her world full of privacy; I'm getting gassed up, I think she's liking me)
GROUP FIVE
Current Energy:Ace of Cups, The Hermit, 5 of Cups rx, Death, Wings, Boar rx, Anne Carson(The Intellect) rx, Black Flower Fragrance, Colorless Angel.
So this either is a very fresh connection, you've never felt like this before/never encountered such a connection before, or both. This is a very transformative energy, but I see that you don't spend much time together. I keep hearing "freedom," so you shouldn't be forcing anything out of it; just go with the flow and enjoy it. You don't have to fight anyone or anything. I keep losing words I want to write, so despite both of you or one person being intelligent, overthinking doesn't help the emotional state. There is a focus on reflecting on the past or just sitting with your emotions alone and processing them.
Their Feelings/Thoughts: 6 of Swords, Page of Swords, Knight of Cups rx, Devil rx, Sylvia Plath(The Dark), Emily Bronte(Fantasy) rx, Doll rx, Hiding Your True Self, Blinded To Pain.
I keep wanting to cry while doing this group.
I do see them wanting to reach out to you and talk; they want to make that move towards you, but something is blocking them. I feel like they're emotionally confused or they don't feel worthy/brave enough to put themselves in such a vulnerable position. They don't want to start something that will ultimately lead to both of your demises. They don't want the fantasy to devour and blind them. They don't want to get played. They have their walls up pretty high. They might have been hurt badly in the past, and they expect you to do the same to them.
Potential Future Of The Connection: 4 of Pentacles, 7 of Cups, 7 of Pentacles rx, Ace of Swords, Praying Mantis, Wildflowers rx, Today For Tomorrow, Peaceful Among Thorns.
First of all, y'all need communication. Don't leave things unsaid or up to interpretation. I think both of you have a tendency to pay attention to the wrong things and get stuck in your head about them for a long ass time. You overthink to the point of not even having a conversation about something, but already having a conclusion about what the other person thinks. You have to plant a seed of cooperation and teamwork first, so you can actually resolve any problems/doubts that arise. Don't let Billie Eilish's song "Wildflower" be about you! Be present in the moment with each other and try to make the present work; don't pay so much attention to the future! Don't get stuck in the fantasy/"what if" world.
SONGS:
Plastic Taste by Joji
(I can't do this face-to-face; But I'll admit that I'm afraid; Let these moments go to waste; Excuse me for my plastic taste)
8 by Billie Eilish
(Wait a minute, let me finish; I know you don't care; But can you listen?; I came committed, guess I overdid it; Wore my heart out on a chain; You said, "Don't treat me badly"; But you said it so sadly)
Butthole Girl by XXXTENTACION, Tank Head, Robb Banks, Craig Xen
(I can guarantee that this ain't what you want; She just wanna suck on my energy; But the bitch gotta do it under oath)
interlude by Tyler The Creator
(Imma do a slow song but its really cool; Cause I get all artsy and shit)
GROUP SIX
Current Energy: 3 of Wands, Ace of Cups, 8 of Wands, Hanged Man rx, Skull, Anais Nin(The Subconscious) rx, Addicted, Fragmentation.
Do you feel like it's one-sided? This situationship might have progressed too fast, and now you find yourself thinking about what to do next, but at the same time, you feel bitter. It's like you want to be patient and wait for the other person's move, but you cannot just sit and watch this connection slip through your fingers. You might feel like you're giving parts of yourself to that person, but you get nothing in return. Is it worth waiting for? You've waited so much, and you have this emotional attachment to this person; it's killing you not to be in control of your own feelings. There's inner conflict here; your intuition tells you one thing, but you block it out.
Their Feelings/Thoughts: Page of Swords rx, 4 of Wands, High Priestess, 6 of Swords rx, Tree rx, Spider rx, Queen Of My World, Atonement.
They're confused, trying to navigate their feelings but coming up short. They're happy with how things are, though. They don't communicate as well as they should. They think you belong in their life, but aren't sure in what capacity/role yet. They have their own inner stuff to figure out, still trying to heal or find out who they are. They don't want to get entangled in your web. They don't want to take root in what will not stay or be good for them. They're waiting for the other shoe to drop. They like touching you. Their walls are high up. They might seem confident, but deep inside is a deeply hurt person.
Potential Future Of The Connection: Hanged Man rx, Justice rx, 5 of Cups rx, 7 of Wands rx, Glove, Praying Mantis, Triumph Of Lies, The Child I Was Meant To Be.
Whatever will happen, it's not gonna be fair. Someone will not deserve it. Yes, the waiting is over, but maybe waiting was better than whatever the resolution will be. It will allow someone to stop looking at what they lost, but focus on what they have in their life. The fight is over. Someone will give up. Someone will lie, even if it wasn't their purpose. Your prayers were answered, just not in the way you hoped. It was supposed to be different, and you expected a different resolution, but there is nothing here to stay for.
SONGS:
No Fun by Joji
(Fuck my friends, they're gone; They all left one by one; Don't check no mail, no phone; And I tell them I'm not home; And I know it's my fault but I don't care; And I keep to myself; Who are you to pretend?)
bellyache by Billie Eilish
(Maybe it's in the gutter; Where I left my lover; What an expensive fake; My V is for Vendetta; Thought that I'd feel better; But now I got a bellyache)
It's all fading to black by XXXTENTACION, blink-182
(Now I'm just a ghost in my own life; So make the most of this goodbye; Do you still dream about me late at night; You know it's killin' me to let go; I see your face, but it's someone I don't know; Everything was perfect just an hour ago)
WOLF by Tyler The Creator
(I know, fuck you, I hate you so fucking much; I know you think I'm crazy; Whatever the fuck your name is; We don't fuck with you or anybody else here, alright?; You stay the fuck out of our way and we'll stay out of yours)
