now that you mention it, itβs dawned on me suddenly and for no obvious reason that i canβt go on living as i am
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now that you mention it, itβs dawned on me suddenly and for no obvious reason that i canβt go on living as i am

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How to tell a person βhey you are responding to a narrative that youβve made up in your head rather than whatβs actually happeningβ without sounding like a gaslighter.
you ever just sit and realise u canβt remember 80% of your childhood? like β¦ what happened? who am i ..?
Many people in the comments are saying βtraumaβ, but this is actually a very normal occurrence. Itβs called Childhood Amnesia, and itβs a process which, as the brain reorganizes itself for cognitive thought that is developed in late childhood, it changes the Accessibility of those memories during recall. Many childhood memories are available to the person, but they will not be remembered during regular recall activity, you have to βtrickβ your brain into remembering with different tactics.
This is because there are two parts to memories - their encoding and their recall. The encoding determines their availability, their recall determines their accessibility. The reason why trauma memory and childhood amnesia are different is in this distinction. Trauma memory is often encoded differently, bypassing to the limbic system where it is stored as intrinsic memory. It canβt be recalled because it was never encoded. Childhood amnesia, however, seems to indicate that the memories are encoded, but we lose access to them as we age. This is most likely due to the development of brain structures that fundamentally change our encoding and recall of memory as we get older.
This is an important distinction, because trauma memory is βstored in the bodyβ, i.e. you get triggers that send your body into a cascade of uncontrollable feelings, sensations and reactions. Whereas childhood memories wonβt generally do that, they are just recalled at odd times with odd associations.
reblogging this because Iβve legit seen people freaking out when they realised they canβt remember some of their childhood, thinking they might have some repressed trauma.
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practicing self care less out of self love and more for the sheer logical reasoning of itβd be kinda stupid of me to expect myself to be able to function without proper maintenance
βoh i donβt deserve rest and relaxation, i havenβt done enough, i havenβt earned itβ and my carβs breaks donβt deserve break fluid because they arenβt breaking well enough to earn it. thatβs what you sound like!!!!!
Dumb blond jokes are a necessary tool of patriarchy, to make sure that the handful of women who do actually meet the racist, classist, eugenicist, transphobic, and (of course) deeply misogynistic standards of womanhood don't forget that just because they're pretty doesn't mean they're respectable
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what we say: fandoms, much like every other social part of our life, should have political awareness and be a safe space for fans who belong to marginalised groups, as well as be cautious about media literacy
what tumblrinas hear: fandom is activism, fanfics are activism, shipping is activism, here's my fanart of a fictional white dude punching ICE agents like it's an art trend, i'm not racist because my oc is biracial

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so frustrating to be a skeptic with a sense of whimsy because like. I want there to be cryptids. I want there to be magic. I want there to be evidence of something we don't fully understand and can't explain. but then 99% of the "proof" out there for that stuff is like. the most obvious scam you've ever seen in your life.
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It must have been painful to experience.
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