Still Healing & Learning

Matthew 5:37 :

June 19, 2022 (Father’s Day) - Dad passed away. It was supposed the celebration of laughter but it end up with tears. How am I supposed to celebrate it normal now?

Feb 28, 2025 (My Birth Month) - Mom passed away. I was still enjoying my birth month but who would have though you will be leaving me so soon? We we’re laughing and hugging 2 days prior to your resting day. How would I celebrate my bday thinking ahead the day you left me..

From favorites to avoided songs: Most of the songs of Michael Learns to Rock, Take me home country roads or most of the big hits during 80's and 90's.

Why?

During my childhood days I used to hear those songs and became my favorites. I love the relax vibe, peace and at home vibe whenever I hear those songs specially when you are in the province with this "Bukid" or "Palayan" view and the fact that my "Tatang" or Papa is the one who played those songs on the old cassette tapes, then later on.. the cd's.

Once they no longer stay here in this world, you will definitely miss them a lot. It will haunt you more often.. you will regret it..and will make you cry every time you pray to God and hoping that..

• If I knew, I would stare a lot on their face until their faces will remains forever on my memory.

• If I knew, I will hold their hands more often.

•If I knew, I would hug them every day.

• If I knew, I would ask them how was he/she during his teenage days? What are his/her lowest moments? What was their dreams before they have us? before they met?

Good News: You met one of your favorite Kdrama Actor.