theUnfoundSoul

I often have this episode where for a few weeks I go numb. I try everything to make myself feel again. But it doesn't work. I'm full of feelings and emotions inside myself but I'm not able to release them. I try to tell someone but I just end up crying with pity for myself that doesn't release anything. Well maybe it does a bit, I'm not sure because I don't feel any different. Then comes the phase where my overwhelm and my burnout doesn't let me do anything. I feel the guilt and I want to work but I just can't. Because I'm too burnt out and I don't know how to get out of this. How to become my normal routine self which had been so hard for me to be. I'm just there surviving and hoping tomorrow I'll work but tomorrow I feel the same again and not do anything again.

Sometimes I wonder who hurt Nick Jonas enough to grow into someone Priyanka Chopra would fall in love with.

How it hurts knowing that someone loves you so much and yet it's still not enough. Isn't it paradoxical that if they loved you so much, they'd do anything to be enough? But at the same time, it feels so wrong. Because maybe they can't be enough. Maybe they just don't know how to be. But is that really a reason to deny someone the love they deserve?

In a world full of “It is what it is,” I want to be someone’s “Itni shiddat se maine tumhe paane ki koshish ki hai ki har zarre ne mujhe tumse milane ki saazish ki hai. Kehte hain agar kisi cheez ko dil se chaho toh poori kainaat usse tumse milane ki koshish mein lag jaati hai”

I'm just done with those who don't appreciate me. I'm choosing to see myself. I will no longer be waiting for their love or appreciation. Because from now on, I'm gonna appreciate myself the most. To hell with you, you ungrateful bitches!

Loving someone by sacrificing your self-respect is you being weak. But isn't loving unconditionally is what everyone wants?!

I hate how my mood goes from amazing to ruined, by just walking into a room with tense energy all around me!

Surprised how no one talks about transitions. Whether you're going to a new university and starting a whole new life, whether you just had a baby and how life changed drastically, whether you just moved into a new place which which can feel overwhelming for months or even just getting cats and adjusting to their schedule is difficult? The hardest for me? Transitioning from the escape I needed to survive in childhood, to finally being in a safe space… and then leaning into it so much that I don’t want to leave that fucking comfort zone.