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I'm working on fiction stories that deal with illness/the body/medicine/care. I'm looking for ANONYMOUS first hand stories that I can use to learn more about experiences that I am not familiar with. So I've made a Google form where you can submit stories.

You can be vague and skip any question you want to! I would really appreciate the help, as I think I can learn more about the experiences this way vs. reading about symptoms on WebMD. Thanks!! <3

https://docs.google.com/forms/d/1elRjfcnpX_VQCMEzar5rhg-kDCtF5Yn4okETeWbUbB4

#health #chronic illness #disease #sick #feel bad

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That tiny thought can have impact the way way you end your day.

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My friend is supposed to call me.

She hasn’t yet. And I can’t help but think, oh, she’s with her friend. Because honestly that’s been the case before. But also because I have serious trust issues. I just don’t believe that people will follow through. Like what’s that about? I’ve been to a therapist. It’s just something I can’t shake. I can’t shake that people won’t give me importance on their priority list.

It even happened with my mom when I was home this winter, and it has never happened before. But she was texting all her friends and I just had this moment of, wow, those people are her priority, not me.

Often, I think this is because other people are shitty and giving me priority. But I also know that I have some horrible self-esteem issue deep inside that tells me that even though I like me for the most part, other people won’t. Other people will always find something better.

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A little detox gift from me to you. Pomegranates.

Where do you find your images for aesthetic picspams?

I definitely don’t want to steal images from anyone!

#picspams #aesthetics #picspam #sharing images #photoshop

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#heart #love #organs #body

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EPIC 2016 TOWER CARD BANISHING RITUAL

Purpose: Banish that which is no longer serving us in 2016 (see this post for full explanation of purpose) MOON: New/Black MATERIALS: - Burn Bowl/Fire pit, Rosemary, Black Salt - Printer - Rosemary associations: protection, banishing, memory, New Year, attracts good energies, (fire) - Black Salt associations: banishing, protection (earth)

Prep: write down all of the old habits, thought patterns, toxic decisions, toxic situations, and anything that NEEDS to go up in flames along with 2016. Print out a copy of the Tower Card on non-toxic paper. THE RITUAL:

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My theme for 2017 is “have faith in your magic.”

#new years resolutions #new years eve #nye 2017 #magic #belief

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#i feel like a white lily today and all days

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Woke up this morning, on New Year’s Eve, in a mood. I usually live somewhere else--New York or Tucson--and come back to CT for holidays. Ergo, it doesn’t make sense to run off to a party city for NYE. It also means that none of my friends are here, just family. We’re going to Thai food and a movie tonight, which is absolutely fine and fun. But I’m not going to get that NYE kiss or anything. It’s time for me to come to terms with that.

My high school “one that got away” who I reconnected with recently hasn’t texted me back and based on his Snapchat story, it’s because he’s with his girlfriend. Which is fair, of course. Again, something I have to come to terms with. Also, thought: “I deserve so much better, though.” A good start, I think, in getting over this angst.

#clouds #wind #sky #new years eve #holidays

My life is a crystal teardrop. There are snowflakes falling in the teardrop and little figures trudging around in slow motion. If I were to look into the teardrop for the next millions years, I might never find out who the people are, and what they are doing. Sometimes I get lonesome for a storm. A full-blown storm where everything changes. The sky goes through four days in an hour, the trees wail, little animals skitter in the mud and everything gets dark and goes completely wild. But it's really God--playing music in his favorite cathedral in heaven--shattering stained glass--playing a gigantic organ--thundering on the keys--perfect harmony--perfect joy.

From “Where the Kissing Never Stops” by Joan Didion

I did bibliomancy today after doing some tarot readings. I picked up Slouching Towards Bethlehem because it has my favorite New York essay in it (”Goodbye to All That”). That was New York advice that I read in the autumn of 2011 and did not believe and now understand wholeheartedly. So I wondered if this book might have more wisdom for me. The funny thing is, I had already marked this passage all those years ago. Like I knew. My finger landed on the first paragraph, the one that is so beautiful and also so sad. But I read on to the second where I feel like the writing changes, talking about how things seem discordant, but aren’t always. That’s the message I took--that we might not always understand everything and how it links together, but we can consider it part of a perfect harmony. Understand it as it is and consider it lovely, regardless of how much we want to parse it out.

#bibliomancy #joan didion #slouching towards bethlehem #books #reading

Moving into 2017

2016 was a year where I actually did reach a lot of goals. I ended up getting into an MFA program, getting a few publications under my belt, losing 6 pounds. But I need to do just a little more. I want to live a more productive life. Sometimes I worry that this type of lifestyle will be restricting--that I’m 23 and I need to act like it. But I also feel that when you have a good routine, you get shit done. And then you can use the time outside of that routine to have fun.

Here’s my list for this:

Put more time aside for writing. Even in an MFA program this can be hard.

Lose 20 lbs by June 15. My less intense goal is to lose 10 lbs. After I get the 20 lbs off, I’ll see where I’m at. I may want to do more.

Go to the gym 5x a week. Would love to use those 2 other days to do some stretching at home regardless.

Have a better sleeping routine. Going to bed by 11 and getting up by 730 would be ideal.

Actually track my meals on MyFitnessPal.

Cut back on sugar and eating out.

If you’re on a journey like this, let me know! Part of the trouble I’m having is finding people in my life who are not only supportive, but interesting participating in this cleaner lifestyle. I won’t start officially until January 8th, which is when I leave home to go back to grad school.

#goals #2017 goals #new years resolutions

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