And once again, I found myself shunned

——————— It was a colder night then normal, not that it really bother the fire demon. As usual he sat there silently thinking to himself as he always did. It was Winter time, he hated this season no good memories were tied to it. It always reminded him of things he’d rather not remember, things that dwelt in the deep and dark parts of his mind, the one part of his mind that was still vulnerable. The shattered pieces of his existence, sharp and skin piercing if he held them in his hands and all Hiei would do is close his crimson hues while taking in the pain. A faint and gentle whistle in the distance far from him that seem to beckon him. The chill stung at Hiei’s face which he ignored as he sat there, his knees to his chest, the harsh moonlight raining down upon him. It was then that he heard the whistle on the wind once more, calling him. The lone demon in the wilderness that would again suffer another sleepless night as his mind reeled with painful and unpleasant memories. Those who do not know a sleepless night   Cannot become strong; that is the rule; at least to Hiei it was a rule. A rule he lived by for all his life and a rule he would continue to live by. The whistle in the distance seemed to become louder causing Hiei to turn his head and gaze into the horizon that seemed frozen yet inviting to him.  He could faintly make out the words that had been too soft to hear before even for his keen hearing. They were soft and caring, yet very sad sounding as if someone was sending out a prayer that only he could hear. Once again, Hiei found himself closing his eyes as he listened to the words as closely as he could trying to make out each words as the whistle fainted in and out. Loneliness, that was the only word he could make out clearly enough. A strange form of sadness came over him which was odd for Hiei to feel for someone, especially someone he did not know or perhaps he did know them, that was something that was uncertain. Hiei remembered that feeling all too well. A thing that’s even sadder than loneliness is not realizing that loneliness, that is what someone told him once and a phrase he had ignored but still remembered.  But he was no longer alone as much as he tried to be, he had friends and people that cared about him. It was then the dark pit in his chest where his heart would be began to feel warm as he continued to think of them. No matter how much he thought himself to be as cold and frozen as ice, he felt warm when they were near. Again, he could hear the whistle as it began to fade again the prayer of one who was alone, just like him. In that moment, Hiei looked down at his chest at the twin stones around his, the stones that belonged to himself and Yukina. His right hand reached up to gently hold them for a moment, perhaps the whistle was Yukina, beckoning him to her because she could feel how alone he was. In his mind Hiei wanted to believe that the faint whistle belonged to his twin as the idea causing a small yet different smile on the fire demon’s lips. A smile that not may would think he was able to make but he did.  Hiei leaned back against the tree that he had been sitting this whole time as lids cover his crimson eyes, the smile still present on his lips. As well as his right hand still holding the twin stones to his chest and over his heart.

Bonus if you say why Ex. Embodiment of Joy Representation of War Patron Saint of the Lost

{ Hello my little fireballs! Hiei and I have returned from our few month hiatus! I’m sorry for disappearing so suddenly but I can assure you all, those that liked my portrayal of our favorite fire demon, that I am fully bad. To be honest, I really missed this blog and everyone that I interacted with.  The reason for my absence was life really I got a little too stressed and needed to get a few things straightened out outside of tumblr. Now everything is good and I can come back to you all and portray one of my most beloved characters in anime history. } 

{ Hello my little fireballs! Hiei and I have returned from our few month hiatus! I’m sorry for disappearing so suddenly but I can assure you all, those that liked my portrayal of our favorite fire demon, that I am fully bad. To be honest, I really missed this blog and everyone that I interacted with.  The reason for my absence was life really I got a little too stressed and needed to get a few things straightened out outside of tumblr. Now everything is good and I can come back to you all and portray one of my most beloved characters in anime history. } 

I wanna see which RPers are okay with it

{ Hello my little fireballs! Hiei and I have returned from our few month hiatus! I’m sorry for disappearing so suddenly but I can assure you all, those that liked my portrayal of our favorite fire demon, that I am fully bad. To be honest, I really missed this blog and everyone that I interacted with.  The reason for my absence was life really I got a little too stressed and needed to get a few things straightened out outside of tumblr. Now everything is good and I can come back to you all and portray one of my most beloved characters in anime history. }