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- Ask me to show certain parts of my body. I show off only what I'm comfortable with. At the end of the day this isn't a job, so everything I post is going to be what I'm comfortable with.

Close friends and family don't much, but there are definitely looks. I notice people looking at my belly as well as the food I'm eating. I do still get a few comments every so often at family gatherings, especially from cousins I'm close with. I have one cousin who used to be kinda chunky, who jokes about how we traded places. I was always skinny growing up, and he was jealous, but then when I started getting fat, he slimmed down. Now he looks similar to what I was, and I'm bigger than he ever was.

Not sure, my scale told me I'm 185, 304, and 233 when I tried to weigh myself today, so I have zero idea at the moment. I was weighed at a doctor appointment a little over a month ago and was 286, so I'm thinking I'm somewhere in the mid-280s to low-290s. I'd be shocked if I'm below 280.

I've been trying on and off for a while, but I just keep losing a little and gaining it all back. The lowest I get is around 275 and then next I know I'm back up to around 300. The problem is what y'all warned me about a long time ago--I'm so far gone and get off to said struggles every night after stuffing my fat face. I genuinely want to get back to a normal weight, but at the same time I struggle to finish unless I'm shaking and slapping my huge stuffed belly--it's actually a problem 🥴😂

Also, the nurse seemed surprised that my bp was in a normal range, which was kinda hilarious.

Currently sitting around 280-285 ish. I'm not really trying to gain or lose atm, just eating what I want when I want to, and it's been kinda holding steady.

There was another person that I’ve been wondering the same about because she blew up FAST—like was pretty small at the end of the winter semester, not even chubby, and then over the summer got BIG and came back in the fall with a gut and thick juicy thighs with stretch marks all over, and didn’t seem to try to hide any of it. Like 90-100lbs kind of weight that you’d have to be stuffing your face all the time to get that big in 3 months. She’s only like 5’ tall, so it really adds a lot to her frame, and I’ve overheard her talking to other people about her new back issues, and I can’t help but wonder if it’s because of the weight of her belly and boobs that she didn’t have this past May.

It's the first thing to enter a room by far, and definitely gets in the way. I keep knocking shit over with my gut. You'd think I'd be used to its size by now, but 🤷‍♂️

Thank you ☺️ I love going to the store in that shirt to get junk food--I definitely get quite a few "you really need all that?" looks 🥴

Once I'm recovered I'll likely gain all of it back pretty quickly though 😂