Things are not going well right now. Anything you see posted is probably from my queue.
Iâm kind of not in a good place.
I donât express my emotions much here becuase im a very quiet person when it comes to deep stuff. But
things will be fine, Iâm sure. Stuff just needs to be a little bit bad first before it gets better
So today was the most stressful day of my life and keep in mind, I've had shingles, been hit by a deer, and once crashed/totaled a car on a major highway before.
The short long of it is my dad was in the hospital for a broke arm and it's gotten crazy worse like, life or death worse and we thought we would have to say goodbye forever today. I literally started my morning like that at 8am.
It's now 10pm and he's still hanging in there. He's doing better in the grand scheme of things, numbers go down but they've also been going up. Doctors doing everything in their power. Hospital's a good place to get sick apparently.
I'm not really religious; but I have been praying he'll be okay. Like. Genuine praying.
I know he'll get out of this one-he's gotten out of a coma, a leg amputation and two rounds of cancer-he can get out of this.
I'm just very very tired and very tired of being scared.
OKay gn'ight.
