Emotion (Haldir x reader)
You had been in lorien for a little over a year when you found yourself falling hard for the marchwarden. You tried your best to hide your feelings, not wanting him or anyone else to know. It seemed to work quite well until one day…
You heard a horn and looked up to see the elves returning from patrol, Haldir in the lead as usual. He looked exhausted and grumpy. Well, more grumpy than usual after a day of work. You frowned and went over to greet them as they came closer.
As you neared, Halidir didn't exactly smile, but his face did lift a bit when he saw you. You greeted him by bowing your head and extending your hand from your heart. A common elven greeting. He nodded, acknowledging your greeting.
After a moment of hesitation you joined him as he made his way back to his chambers. “Long day,” you asked softly as the two of you walked.
Haldir nodded. “The goblins are getting bolder. They attack more often and in larger numbers. They have drawn too close to our borders… im afraid we will have to double our efforts, get more of us out there to fight them back into the mountain where they came from.”
You frowned. “It must be tiring, fighting to keep all of lorien safe.”
Haldir nodded, agreeing with you.
“What if you found a way to seal off the exit? Trap the goblins inside?” you asked.
“We tried, they have more than one way out of that mountain… i fear they may end up hurting someone before we have a way to remove them.”
“Have you brought this to the council?”
He nodded. “They are working on a solution.”
You frowned and walked in silence for a moment.
“Haldir?” you asked, unable to bear not knowing any longer.
You let out a breath. “Does it bother you that I walk with you every day? If you would prefer to be left alone with your thoughts i-”
Haldir gently cut you off. “No, mellon, it doesn't bother me at all. In fact I look forward to your happy greeting after a tiring day.”
You smiled. “Oh, i'm glad, i was worried i was bothering you.”
“And where would you get an idea like that?” haldir asked.
You shrugged. “People talk…”
“Well, don't pay them any attention, they are wrong.”
You smiled and stoped outside his door. “Well, i guess i come to bother you tomorrow,” you said in a joking manner.
You turned to leave when he grabbed your hand, causing you to pause and turn, looking at his hand and he let go of yours. You immediately took notice that his gloves were completely worn through, causing small blisters to begin forming from the use of his bow. “What is it?” you asked, looking up and making a mental note that you should make him a new pair of gloves before his hands got any worse.
He shook his head. “Oh, nevermind…”
“I- ok…” you said, turning to leave. “You know where to find me if you need anything,” you said as you went back to your workbench to start on those gloves.
You rose earlier than normal and put on a cloak to shield you from the morning cold. You then snatched the gloves you’d spent all of last night making before running out the door, hoping you had gotten up early enough.
You ran quickly through lorien, determined to stop Haldir before he left for patrol. You saw the group leaving and ran faster. “Haldir!” you called as you ran.
Hearing his name, Haldir paused and turned to see who was calling him. When he saw you his confusion escalated. You were a night owl, not an early bird. He feared something was terribly wrong. “y/n is everything alright?” he asked, walking over to you as you paused to catch your breath.
You nodded and smiled shily, holding out the gloves to him. “I uh…” you took another breath, trying to ignore the group of elves watching you. “Yesterday i noticed your gloves were worn so i-i made you a new pair,” you said, trying hard not to blush.
Haldir smiled and gingerly took the gloves. “Thank you, y/n…” he said.
You smiled up at him. “I hope they fit…” you said softly.
Haldir slipped them on and nodded. “They do…”
You tried to stifle a yawn but failed.
Haldir chuckled. “Go back to bed, y/n,” he said softly.
You nodded and waved as you went back the way you had come.
Once you were out of earshot, Remli spoke up. “She likes you,” he said as the group began walking again.
Haldir stopped admiring the gloves and looked up. “You think?”
“And by the looks of it you feel the same,” Ferin said, joining the conversation.
Haldir colored and cleared his throat. “I do not,” he said. “What would give you that notion?”
“Haldir the two of you see each other every day, she goes out of her way to greet you when you get back from patrol, and just a moment ago you were looking at her as if she was the only thing that mattered in the world,” Remli said with enthusiasm.
“And can we acknowledge the fact that she blushes every time she sees you?” Ferin added.
“You should ask her out.”
“No, I will do no such thing.”
“Why not?” they asked in unison.
“My duties lie here, not wondering whether y/n may feel the same or not.”
“You just said you couldn't worry about whether she felt the same or not…” Ferin said.
“Just pay attention to the way she acts next time you see her.” Remli said. “Maybe invite her inside for once.”
The day seemed to pass in slow motion for Haldir. Every minute felt like an hour.
When the patrol did finally come to an end, Haldir sighed with relief and walked a little faster than normal. At this point he was desperate to see you.
You sat at your workbench, carefully working on a saddle when you heard a horn blast. You jumped to your feet and ran out the door you didn't want to be late.
When you arrived, everyone was making their way home. Except for Haldir, he stood, clearly searching for someone. You realized with a flutter of your heart that he was looking for you.
You gently tapped his shoulder and he turned around. “I know I'm late, I'm sorry…”
Haldir smiled softly. “It's alright y/n…”
You tried to fight the blush growing on your cheeks.
This time Haldir did notice it and his smile widened. He offered you his arm, something he seldom did which caused the blush on your face to grow. You shyly linked your arm with his.
“Thank you again for the gloves, they did wonders.”
You smiled. “Well i- i couldn't just leave you to get blisters all over your hands now could i?”
Haldir smiled, Feren and Remli were right, he did love you and it was quite evident you felt the same.
Once the two of you arrived at haldir’s chambers, you stopped outside his door as usual.
Haldir opened the door and asked you inside, you blushed and accepted his invitation.
“Just give me a moment to change out of this and ill be right back,” he said, disappearing around the corner.
You stood, surprised by how welcoming the room was. You smiled and looked around there were a few random items scattered among the books he had on a shelf. You walked closer studying the items with curiosity.
Suddenly, there was an arm around your middle which caused you to gasp. “You startled me,” you said softly.
“Haldir?” you whispered softly, curiosity in your voice.
He gently turned you to face him before he pulled you to his chest, wrapping both arms around you. You stood stiff for a moment before letting yourself relax into his embrace. You tried to remember ever seeing Haldir show anyone affection. You failed.
He released you from the hug but let his hands rest on your hips. He then leaned forward, placing his head between your collar and jaw. “I love you,” he mumbled.
You blushed madly and put your arms around him. “I love you too,” you whispered, placing a kiss on his head. “I have for quite some time…”
He lifted his head and gently placed a kiss on your cheek. “May I court you?” he asked softly.
You nodded, tears filling your eyes. “Yes…”
Haldir tilted your chin up and slowly leaned down, pressing his lips gently on yours.
You melted into the kiss and lifted your hands to his hair before pulling him a little closer.
Haldir pulled away but allowed his forehead to rest against yours. “It took Remli and Ferin’s teasing for me to realize just how much i love you.”
You smiled. “Mmm, you must remind me to thank them for that…” you whispered.
Haldir chuckled. “Your just as bad as they are,” he teased, kissing you again. “Goodness, your more addicting than wine from mirkwood…” he whispered in your ear.
You were now a very deep shade of red and you knew it.
Haldir kissed your nose. “ I love you… don't ever forget it…”