It's the silence after that I remember most.

“your laugh is so amazing. i could listen to it all day.” “what if we watched a scary movie, but instead of paying attention to the movie we kissed so neither of us would get scared?” “you look so beautiful like that.” “if you’re not gonna hand it over, i guess i’ll just have to revoke cuddling privileges.” “i made you hot chocolate. you looked cold.” “you’re one of the best things that’s ever happened to me.” “move over, let me sit by you.” “is it weird that every time i look at you i feel like i’m falling in love for the first time?” “i love you enough to take cold showers with you, weirdo.” “c’mere, you need a hug.” “i got you a little figurine of a cat on a tree stump because it reminded me of you.” “you’re not perfect, but you’re perfect for me, and that’s enough.” “i’m so glad i met you.” “i’m coming with cold hands and they’re going right on your neck!!” “i think we should get a dog together.” “jokes on you. you’re stuck here forever now. i’m never letting you go.” “you have to kiss me goodbye!” “i’ve never felt the way i feel about you before.” “you’re so amazing.” “listen, i appreciate that you’re trying to pretend this was no big deal, but i saw you burn your hand when you were making these pancakes. i know your secrets.”

“please don’t go.” “you have to hold on, okay?” “he/she/they broke up with me.” “i’ll never be the same if you leave me now.” “why would you do this?” “i’m done playing your stupid games! i’m through with you!” “i just keep thinking about it.. and it hurts, so much.” “pain like that doesn’t make you stronger. it just makes you different, and not in a good way.” “i never cared about you. not even for a second.” “i killed someone today. i’ll never be able to erase that image from my mind.” “i never thought being alone could be this bad.” “you’re such a fucking joke.” “did you honestly think anyone was going to buy that kind of pathetic excuse?” “get out. i never want to see you again.” “i’ve lost so many people. i can’t lose you too.” “your name is going to be poisoned for me forever.” “i feel like no matter what i do, nobody likes me any more than they used to.” “everything is changing, and i’m being left behind.” “one day, i’m gonna give you hell for what you did to me.” “you didn’t have to go that far!” “i don’t know how to cut myself some slack.” “am i just not good enough for you?” “so you thought lying about it was the best solution? really?” “i can’t handle this anymore. i don’t know what to do.” “do you ever wonder if this is all you’ll ever amount to?” “i can’t shake the feeling that something bad is happening.” “i thought we would have more time together than this.” “it should have been you. you should have been the one that died, not him/her/them.” “i know i shouldn’t, but i miss you.” “i hope you end up alone for the rest of your miserable life!” “don’t touch me.” “i just need my space from you.” “everyone always lies. that’s just how people are.” “i can’t love you.”

“i don’t want a lot for christmas.” “i just want you for my own.” “all i want for christmas is you.” “i’m just gonna keep on waiting underneath the mistletoe.” “all the lights are shining so brightly everywhere.” “last christmas, i gave you my heart.” “i keep my distance, but you still catch my eye.” “tell me baby, do you recognize me?” “if you kissed me now, i know you’d fool me again.” “i guess i was a shoulder to cry on.” “it’s the right time to rock the night away.” “later we’ll have some pumpkin pie, and we’ll do some caroling.” “have a happy holiday.” “think of all the fun i’ve missed.” “think of all the fellas that i haven’t kissed.” “i really do believe in you.” “it’s beginning to look a lot like christmas.” “it’s the most wonderful time of the year.” “there’ll be parties for hosting.” “i’m offering this simple phrase.” “although it’s been said many times, many ways; merry christmas to you.” “it’s lovely weather for a sleigh ride together with you.” “i’m dreaming of a white christmas.” “may your days be merry and bright.” “the snow’s coming down, i’m watching it fall.” “it’s not like christmas at all.” “you should be here with me.” “i’ll have a blue christmas without you.” “the weather outside is frightful.” “it doesn’t show signs of stopping.” “the lights are turned way down low.” “how i hate going out in the storm.” “you better watch out.” “santa claus is comin’ to town.” “be good, for goodness sake.” “we’re here tonight, and that’s enough.” “the feeling’s here that only comes this time of year.” “next year, all our troubles will be out of sight.” “someday soon, we all will be together.” “until then, we’ll have to muddle through somehow.” “i really can’t stay.” “but baby, it’s cold outside.” “this evening has been so very nice.” “i’ll hold your hands; they’re just like ice.” “there’s bound to be talk tomorrow.” “i don’t know if there’ll be snow.” “gone away is the bluebird.” “in the meadow, we can build a snowman.” “i wouldn’t touch you with a thirty nine and a half foot pole.” “in the air there’s a feeling of christmas.” “on every street corner, you will hear silver bells.” “this is santa’s big scene.” “i’ll be home for christmas.” “christmas eve will find me where the love light gleams.” “you can plan on me.”

Gleb Vaganov, momentarily forgetting how words work.

“We could pretend we’re dating, but that might confuse your significant other, and then that might be a waste of petty effort for the sake of rumors.”

“ i don’t care when you go to bed, but do you have to wake me up in the middle of the night with your loud music?! “

❝  i’ve got your back, okay?  ❞ 

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