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Holy shit.

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EDDIE. EDDIE IT’S PEOPLE. EDDIE WE’RE EATING PEOPLE.

EDDIE. EDDIE IT’S PEOPLE. EDDIE WE’RE EATING PEOPLE.

so future!bellarke has been in the dropship camp for a few days now and one afternoon future!clarke was helping a few of the younger kids out with something when she suddenly bumped into finn (who she’s been avoiding), causing him to drop whatever he was carrying and she helps him pick the things up and after an “i’m sorry” and “don’t worry about it” finn smiles and tells her “thanks princess” and that pretty much triggers clarke and suddenly she’s thrown back to that cold, terrible night with the grounders screaming for blood and the sky people silent in fear and raven begging her to kill lexa and oh god she had to kill finn for the sake of their people, for the sake of the much needed truce to get the rest of the 100 out of mount weather, and clarke shudders, wheezes, and falls to her knees and stares at her hands that were once covered with finn’s blood and even though she’s taken the time to come to terms with every thing that she’s had to do there are still moments where it becomes unbearable and so here she is slowly breaking down and finn is like “o_o what is happening” and tells one of the kids to go get future!bellamy and a minute later he comes (followed by wells, octavia, and past!bellamy and past!clarke once they heard about what happened) and he immediately goes to clarke and comforts her and he hears her mumbling stuff like “it had to be done” and “i’m sorry, finn. i’m so sorry” and “for our people” and he asks finn what exactly he said to her and he reiterates the moment but bellamy is like “no, what exactly did you say to her” and when he hears the “thanks princess” he goes “shit” (because of course clarke told him about that) and he continues to comfort her, reminding her of their situation and that everything was okay and in the past and other stuff and the onlookers are like “o_o” and are talking amongst themselves and listening to them and boom after clarke says something like “his blood is still on my hands. lexa made finn’s death worthless” or something (idk just roll with it) the delinquents realize that clarke killed finn for some reason and they’re even more “o_o” with finn going “O__O!” and while this is all happening, naturally there’s past!bellarke’s reactions to future!bellarke’s seemingly close relationship ohohoho yes give me all of this

No, but really, past!Bellamy helping past!Clarke come to terms with the fact that she becomes the kind of person who would murder her friend for the sake of a treaty and sure they don’t know all the details, but obviously she killed him why would she do that, how could future!Bellamy stand to be around someone so cold hearted and terrible. And past!Bellarke doesn’t even know all the details about Mount Weather. Ha, suckers.

SO ANGST. MUCH PAIN.

What have you done?

Somebody HELP I CANT BREATHE

Okay. I don’t know what this is. But it’s all Monika’s fault and everyone should go read her AU ideas that get weirdly stuck in your head and never go away. This particular drabble, or whatever it is, is based on this au here. I’d recommend reading that first because otherwise this all will make less sense than it already does.

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No, but really, canon!Bellarke becomes slightly obsessed with campaigning against nuclear warfare because they know the outcome of all the radiation. Everyone else is pretty confused as to where this all comes from, but they roll with it. (They also don’t quite get how the two of them went from grudgingly getting along at constant social gatherings to intense silent conversations and light, subconscious touches on the arm like all-the-time.) (Also what’s up with Clarke’s sudden icy attitude toward Lexa? Yeah, they broke up, but it was a mutual decision after a brief but intense affair. Stop acting like she killed your cat, Clarke.) (Because, yes, modernau!Clarke has a cat. A sleek, black cat that reminds canon!Bellarke so much of the panther that nearly killed Bellamy during their first week on the ground.)

omg bellarke campaigning against nuclear warfare??? i didn’t even think about it! that sounds awesome :D and maybe they see that A.L.I.E. is behind pushing nuclear warfare and they attend a press conference about it and she locks eyes with them and there’s a glint of recognition and bellarke is like ‘oh hell no shit is going down’ and they devise a way to break into her facility to get the tech to transport them back to their ow time, and in the meanwhile they adjust to the pre-apocalypse world and omg is that real ice cream and wow an actual running shower where you’re not time restricted because of rations and woah clarke your pet cat is awesome etc etc

and yeah. this is the kind of stuff i think about when trying to sleep haha (what do you think mostlypoptarts goldenheadfreckledheart fandom-fiend hooksandheroics ??)