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I'm Looking for active Ana discords. Ones for accountability and 18+.

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Dealing With Executive Dysfunction - A Masterpost
The “getting it done in an unconventional way” method.
The “it’s not cheating to do it the easy way” method.
The “fuck what you’re supposed to do” method.
The “get stuff done while you wait” method.
The “you don’t have to do everything at once” method.
The “it doesn’t have to be permanent to be helpful” method.
The “break the task into smaller steps” method.
The “treat yourself like a pet” method.
The “it doesn’t have to be all or nothing” method.
The “put on a persona” method.
The “act like you’re filming a tutorial” method.
The “you don’t have to do it perfectly” method.
The “wait for a trigger” method.
The “do it for your future self” method.
The “might as well” method.
The “when self discipline doesn’t cut it” method.
The “taking care of yourself to take care of your pet” method.
The “make it easy” method.
The “junebugging” method.
The “just show up” method.
The “accept when you need help” method.
The “make it into a game” method.
The “everything worth doing is worth doing poorly” method.
The “trick yourself” method.
The “break it into even smaller steps” method.
The “let go of should” method.
The “your body is an animal you have to take care of” method.
The “fork theory” method.
The “effectivity over aesthetics” method.
This is the sacred texts, this is the holy grail.
This a GOOD STUFF, people. Read and try, it may work for you 🤞
I guess I’m the only one who feels overwhelmed by this enormous list. Cool, cool.
Hey there, me collecting a bunch of resources that has helped a bunch of people but isn’t helpful to you personally (valid), is actually not a personal attack on you and you could easily just have scrolled past it and moved on with your day instead of getting guilt trippy in the tags. Just a tip for future reference!
I decided to end my restriction today and eat something to see what my stomach does after restriction. With my partner coming over tomorrow afternoon I didn't want to have to eat around him and be violently sick so yeah this is what I've had
I hope to the gods that I don't wake up the 4lbs I lost back tomorrow.
I'll be doing some exercise later to work some of this off, I enjoy the Grow with Jo 10k steps video on YouTube I have just enough space in my micro apartment to do it.
Normally my eating habits are low calorie (under 1300)and low carb. I've been trying for a year and a half now to lose weight the "conventional" way of diet and exercise but no matter what I do outside of literally ⭐ING myself I don't lose the weight. I have pcos and now I'm in my 30s it's just difficult. I have bad joints with arthritis, elehers danlos syndrome and fibromyalgia so everything always hurts. I pushed myself and pushed myself into near burn out again over the last year trying to lose this weight, that I only have due to medication, pcos and an ex who had a feeder kink and would be abusive if I didn't eat what he gave me.
I don't want to be skinny for beauty I want to be skinny so I am repulsive to men like my ex.

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I was planning on breaking my restricfast today but I didn't get to the weight I thought I'd get to. I have 3 more pounds to lose.
However, my partner comes back for a few days on Sunday afternoon. He had been on a bulk for several months for his body building and now he is cutting for physique. So on one hand it means that there should hopefully not be a ton of food again in my apartment (he was doing a dirty bulk, lots of pizza and doughnuts). He knows I struggle with my weight he's been through it with me the last 2 years of me trying conventional ways of losing weight and my body just saying "no" to it. And he knows I have struggled with 4norexi4 in the past and have an ongoing Afrid issue. He watched me last week eat soup for my only meal with *those* watchful eyes and joked that I can't just live off cuppa soup. He didn't say anything else but, I worry if this week he will.
I don't want to just run back into eating normally because that will just mess my stomach up more and make me feel sick. So now I'm not sure what to do, do I eat smth today and ready my stomach or what?
He lives with me Sunday through to Thursday for college. I could just fast from Thursday, through Friday and Saturdays. And eat low cal the rest of the week I guess as long as I eat smth?
It's strange being in my 30s.
I have no goals, no dreams, I don't work, I don't have any kids. I was not supposed to be here for this long. So I feel perpetually as a 19 year old inside my aging crippling body.
People expect things from me as a 35 year old that my 19 year old mind cannot bring to the table. I am not supposed to be here.
Even the last 2.5 years, I was not supposed to be here, I was supposed to leave at 33,and before that, 30,26,23,19,17,14,12 and 7.
But here I am. With rent, and crows feet. Existing in the wrong room
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bury me here
I am gonna paint some of these I think

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Lily pads and fog
My last 5 days food log. The app is called "food"
In my old age I have gallbladder problems that come from my gallbladder not emptying correctly from not having adequate amount of food/fat rendering the gallbladder useless, So I add a bit of coconut oil to coffee, it makes it creamy,,, or to rice which is a new thing this week but works nicely.
It's 101am my stomach is in knots.
I'm finding it hard to not think about it.
I reintroduced myself to my old friend Ana four days ago.
I've restricted for the most part this last 4 days. I've had coffee, tea, soup and a bullion cube, little bit of rice and 1 pita bread on the days since. I've lost 3lbs. I've drank a bunch of water.
Since it's been so long since Ana and I hung out idk how to navigate it any more. Idk how to properly deal with cravings and the physical side effects of being her friend (I had forgotten about the gi issues she brings with her) all I'm thinking about rn is a burger. Even though Ana hasn't been around for a decade now, her buddy Afrid and Restriction have always been calling in with me on a daily basis. Even though I eat less than 1300 calories as a normal diet (I'm 5'2) due to pcos I'm still fat (192lbs) so this is a last ditch attempt to just control smth.
But man, I guess writing this helps. I know people will be feeling the same, or have tips for me which I appreciate. I just no longer remember how to navigate it. There was so many ways I used to do this as to feel better physically and emotionally and fix my pangs and cravings.
I feel a d r i f t
Just drown me here
Where are all my adult anas?
It's a different world stepping into Eds shoes again half way through life.
I don't have to worry about my parents getting mad at me
I don't have to worry about my school teachers getting mad at me
I don't have the typical teenage drama that spurred this mentality shift
I remember Ed being a call a shout for help just to be seen and cared for as a teenager. But now no one sees me, I have no watchful eyes on me. No one whispering under their breath, no parents staring at me across the dinner table as I play with a half eaten plate, no boy trouble or pubescent drama fueled by hormonal rage and indifference. I'm not doing this to impress the boy I like or try to fit in with the popular kids.
I am invisible
Except from myself.
I'm in a strange state of visible translucency. I tell people I'm fasting and they believe me, I tell people I'm too tired to come meet them for dinner they believe me.
Fuck, even my live out partner whose been here for the last 3 days who I have said the words 4norexi4 to and who has watched me consume nothing but tea for 3 days doesn't question my choices.
How different a world it is when you're seen but not seen. I am validated but I remain a shadow.

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✮TW: Meanspo!!
Really?? Are you really gonna eat that even though you just ate?? Is this whole "skinny" thing a joke to you?? Because with THIS body it really looks like so, i swear to GOD that if you keep up like this, you're gonna explode from the fat accumulated in your thighs and stomach, how do you even DARE to walk in the streets looking like a fucking COW
and now you keep crying in your room because you're fat? EVEN THOUGH you eat like a fucking pig, and STILL expects to lose some weight.
Girl, sitting in the couch with your fat ass ALL FUCKING DAY doesn't burn calories. Go do something useful instead of being a whining hoe, try doing exercises, going for walks, doesn't matter. anything counts.
It's weird being 35 and feeling your stomach as empty as it was at 14.