I have become ugly,
Uglier in my own eyes,
After the deceitful words,
And all the devastating lies.
Once I thought,
I could be someone’s world,
But I instead became,
Someone’s hell unfurled.
Curled into a ball,
Churned in its maw,
The void that is your mouth,
Forever since then,
I have been going south.
South by infernal south,
The devil has his own infernal tout,
That there, where all ugliness reigns,
My descent,
There’s no stopping its reins.
Ugly, deformed, unloved,
Who would want an unlovely face,
When you could live your decadence,
In your own beautiful pace?
Be honest,
Falling in love with a beast,
Is a ridiculous case.
There’s no reason to feast,
But to feast on your stupidity at least.
Spit out the kiss,
Vomit what you said you always miss.
Scorn, this is the devil’s bliss,
Dying wouldn’t be remiss.