Hi
So, it's been a very long time since I posted here, I hope you're all doing well. Over the last few years, my life has been a total whirlwind. I'm sure yours has, too. When I took over TheParamoreCrew from Nikki/Victoria back in 2010, I was just a 16 year old kid, a kid who was broken, a kid who was being abused at home, and saw this fandom as something to cling to. It ended up being a total rollercoaster, for better and for worse. I know a lot of people in the Paramore fandom had/have a lot to say about me. Some have good things to say about me, some do not. All of which is valid. I haven't engaged with the fandom in a long time. I deleted the twitter account with over 40k followers (thank you all for the support, by the way!) and I reached out to Hayley to apologise for all of the things I held her accountable for at one point. 2017 was a big turning point for me. I cant say that I've gotten "better", but I can say that I am trying to do positive things with my life, and I'm trying to build a life for myself that is worth living. So far, I've been successful in that. So, this post is just to say, this chapter in my life is now long over. I am done with idle worship of celebrities and musicians who are no more important to this world than I am. They do not hold the key to happiness. They're just human beings, like me, trying to get by one day at a time. I hold so much love for this chapter in my life. I hold so much love for all of you whom I became good friends with over the years. I hold so much love for the memories I created while following this band. But now, it's time to follow myself and my dreams instead. Signing off. - Jamie
