TheoSparkle

my whole life i want and when it’s over i cry

“what’s wrong with us why can’t we have a good day” last words of a horrid evil connected relationship

i think i’ve been enjoying sex less because i find myself less sexy recently

i’m so frustrated and empty i feel like the only emotions i’ve actually felt recently are anger embarrassment and disappointment everything else feels like im making myself feel something instead of it actually happening summer is depressing doing school makes me angry i feel like i cant do better i never try hard enough i submit to my own thoughts and it sucks i want to grow but every time i run into an obstacle no matter how small i crumble i suck dude

went in my camera roll to find a free bleeding pic and ending up looking at photos from when i weighed less i am feeling poopy plus i haven’t slept but im gonna try to do some cleaning and feel better

the phych ward sounds really good until i remember i can’t vape and ill lose my streaks

bruh i had sex with this ugly ass man last night i got beer tho

ended up having sex for sure cuz of peer pressure also i hate the teachers sorry for bias but i hateee

i’m so deadass growing up is so depressing

i’m so excited to go vomit watch “as you are” repeat repeat

yall my tiktok keeps showing me ed accounts and it actually has me laughing i just saw a comment saying “who wanna join my wl gc” and it made me remember when i was in one when i was like 12 and it was the most diabolical place to be

next time i get a bottle im gonna drink a lot really fast and see how that goes

whatever i was just gonna drink alone today