TheoSparkle

sometimes i feel aesthetic listening to tiktok sounds and then i look at my room and at myself and realize i am so gross

lowkey just got assaulted a bit a guy came up to me and told me i was sexy than kept walking with me and then kept picking me up and telling me he’d kill for me and he kissed my neck i didn’t know what to do cuz im scared if i reject him he will like idk beat me or something so i just put his number in my phone but he made me call him so he had my number he kept picking me up and walking more into an alley so i would make him put me down and walk back #do not go out late at night dressed nice as a woman

bruh my tiktok account got banned again fuck me i just wanna make a tiktok not even to post i just wanna film one bro

eating a slice of gouda whilst drinking wine i stole from my parents i took my sleep med so ill prolly sleep soon

one of the few foods i eat cuz i am EXTREMELY picky is making me nauseous not just the taste but the smell idk what happened but im rrly sad about it hopefully its just a today thing

watching my current comfort movie and this guy i had sex with twice a couple months ago keeps texting me but he’s an odd person he’s not a bad person he just speaks in gibberish a lot

feeling really out of touch prolly because i’ve been forgetting to take my meds also i got my period and i like the man i met a lot

went to a party/barbeque yesterday there were like 20 ppl and i got drunk and overwhelmed by people i remember sitting with my head in my hands and then sneaking away to my friends bedroom it was fun tho

guys i’m meeting a man i like for the first time and he seems way cooler than me wish me luck PLEASE

i need to live on a farm i suck at this life but im gonna straighten up do school and work i want to be well enough so i can do good to others

relapsed on drugs realizing i can’t be around them cuz i cave almost instantly i feel bad abt it and i especially feel bad about doing this to my bestfriend

currently at my sisters birthday with family

barely ate cheese today i feel empty

saw a woman sitting under a bandaid ad with a bandaid on and i found it rrly cool i think i need to get a better life