Please feel free to tell me if I’m hogging your prompts. I just have so many ideas… and if some are not your thing, it’s more than okay to pass. I think it’s obvious by now that I love your writing :).
What about a shorter one for inspiration this time? I have a great fondness for the “magic turned Stephen temporarily into a cat” trope. Maybe he enjoys being a cat, but still has bad pain days with his hands/paws, and comes to appreciate Tony’s newly discovered weakness for pampering cat!Stephen.
Thanks for bringing it up because I want everyone to know that there's no such thing as hogging my prompts! The more prompts that are sitting in my inbox, the more likely I'll see one that grabs my brain and allows me to write it for the day. To that end, if anyone has sent a prompt in that I haven't delivered on, know that I have been thinking about how to proceed with it and it'll show up someday! If I pass on a prompt, I'll do so pretty quickly once it comes in, so if you haven't seen your prompt come up it is still sitting in my queue waiting for inspiration and opportunity to line up.
Now, on to the actual prompt!
Stephen bit back a grimace as another spasm caused his right hand to sieze painfully. It was dreadfully cold today, and his hands had been crushed tightly to his chest in a fight with an errant soul squid, so it was safe to say that in pain was an understatement. Sure, he was used to pain, but that didn't stop it from hurting.
He'd already taken what medication he could and now there was little he could do but wait. He couldn't even Astral project to escape the pain- they weren't called soul squids for nothing- and the only other thing that even sort of worked aside from knocking himself out was now ruined forever, because Tony Stark had swept in and improved it and it wasn't the same without... those improvements.
There was one thing he could do. He could call Tony and beg him to have pity on him. The very thought of doing so made his heart race. Lately, every moment they spent together was draped in tension. It was as if there was an invisible spring between them that kept winding tighter and tighter with every inch they grew closer, and sooner or later it would snap.
Stephen's bet- and his hope- was that it would be soon. But asking Tony for this felt entirely too soon. It was the kind of treatment one gave their partner, and the only reason he'd gotten it before was because he'd gotten attacked on his birthday and Tony had demanded to try and 'fix' his day.
What had followed was the most comfortable and physically satisfying evening he'd ever had in his entire life, and they hadn't so much as kissed. Tony had run him a bath and cooked him dinner and given him a massage, which he was unfairly talented at. And then... he'd indulged one of Stephen's deepest wishes, the kind of thing his touch-starved, emotion-choked childhood self had daydreamed about. He'd let Stephen retreat into his second form- a cat- where some sensations were pleasantly dulled and others were pleasantly sharpened, and then he'd spent nearly two hours lavishing that form with the same kind of attention.
Normally, on nights as bad as tonight, he retreated to his second form, but after experiencing Tony's attention he knew it would feel hollow, and he might do something he'd regret. A sorcerer's second form was a representation of their being, usually taking the form of an earthly animal. The second form was a mark in mystic education, and it was meant to allow a sorcerer to gain a greater understanding of their feelings and desires. For Stephen, it was also a reprieve from his pain, especially in his hands- physical touch was slightly duller but warmth was stronger, and the magic supplemented his paws to allow him to walk on them. It was the most comfortable he ever got these days, but he knew it would no longer hold the same comfort it had before.
The last time he'd been in that form, Tony had been there. Tony had held him, and petted him, and didn't seem at all phased by the fact that he could do things like scratch between Stephen's ears and idly stroke his tail and best of all, the most hedonistic thing Stephen had ever experienced: he'd ever-so-gently massaged Stephen's paws. Tiny, gentle-pressed circles and careful stretches and slow soft pressure that not only pushed the pain away completely, but replaced it with pure comfortable pleasure. It was so, so rare for him to feel a resting neutral, to be not in any pain at all- to be granted a reprieve from his pain and receive pleasure in its place was something he'd long given up the hope of achieving. And yet Tony had gone and done it, casually, as if there was nothing wrong with Stephen needing to be a cat, as if he was just as worth being around in that form as he was a human who could meaningfully reciprocate interaction.
Taking his second form had brought him comfort before, but nothing could compare to sinking into Tony's extremis-enhanced warmth and being massaged and petted and utterly, perfectly comfortable and content. The second form was meant to let sorcerers get more comfortable with their desires, and he knew that he could never take his feline form again unless Tony was there, or there was a strong chance he'd go to wherever Tony was and demand his attention again. He could not let that happen.
No, if he was going to ask Tony for something so... intimate, he would have to do it person to person. And he didn't feel he had the right to do that. So, he resigned himself to an uncomfortable evening sulking in bed. The Cloak was wrapped around his hands, gentle but warm, and he tried to focus on that instead of on the gnawing desire that had been ignited since the moment he knew it was a possibility.
And then the air shifted with the soft whoosh that came with the Sanctum's warping, and Tony Stark was suddenly standing in his bedroom with one hand raised as if to knock on the door.
"Stephen!" Tony exclaimed, clearly just as shocked as he was. "Did you do that or did the Sanctum? I didn't even manage to knock on the front door."
"The Sanctum must've done it. I wouldn't warp you without telling you first."
"Okay. Uh, can I come in? I meant to knock."
Stephen couldn't help but smile- sometimes Tony seemed almost shy in a way that was utterly endearing. "Yes, you can come in. You can sit, too, if you'd like."
Tony offered him a cute, shy smile and stepped forward to sit on the edge of Stephen's bed. Stephen counted himself lucky that he'd been sitting up in bed when Tony had arrived- it saved him the trouble of revealing how sore he was by trying to move now.
"I brought some food, if you're hungry. I heard you had a rough day so I brought a utensil option, a finger food option, and also a drinkable soup." As he spoke, Tony set the bag he'd apparently been holding down on the bed, as if in offering.
"I-..." Stephen was overwhelmed by the care displayed in Tony's actions, which of course only made his hands shake harder. "I'm honestly not sure if I can hold anything right now. It's been a bad day for my hands."
"Are you hungry? I can and will feed you if you want me to."
"What, you want to nurse me back to health on your night off?" It was meant to be a joke, but he sounded a little too shocked for it to really land.
"You think I've got something better to do than bring you a little relief?" Tony asked, knocking him completely off any axis he'd been clinging to. "So do you want pesto ravioli, charcuterie-snack-box-slash-appetizer-plate, or soup? I've got congee with a little extra broth and egg drop soup."
"You brought all of this just because I might be hungry?"
"No, I brought all of this because I thought you might not have eaten. I knew you'd be hungry eventually so the food would get eaten no matter what."
Stephen was quiet for a moment, processing that. Tony wanted to care for him so much that he was building contingency plans into his attempts. If it hadn't been before, his heart began to pound. This was a kind of care and intimacy he'd never been afforded by anyone. And here Tony was, offering it freely as if it were easy to do so, as if it were fact. The spring coiled tighter and for a moment he thought it would snap.
Then, Tony opened a box and the smell of something deep-fried hit Stephen's nose, and his stomach grumbled- loudly. To make matters worse, Tony laughed. Moment thoroughly broken.
"Do you want a fried pickle chip? I've also got fried onions and fried green beans- wasn't sure what you'd prefer- as well as mozzarella sticks, Mac and cheese bites, and popcorn chicken, plus the charcuterie stuff."
"Tony, that's so much food."
"It's one of every appetizer on my home chef quick menu that doesn't require dexterity to eat."
Another shockingly thoughtful layer to the action. Stephen couldn't help but blurt out his most prominent question. "Why are you trying so hard to take care of me right now?"
"Because it makes you happy," Tony responded simply and without hesitation, and Stephen immediately felt his face flush. "You deserve to be taken care of just as much as anyone, and I know you don't get that enough. If I can provide that, why shouldn't I?"
For a moment, twin flames of exhilaration and panic burned bright in his chest and Stephen could do nothing but stare at Tony, shocked and red.
"You told me that your birthday was one of the best nights of your life," Tony continued, reaching out to lay a hand on Stephen's leg. "If dinner and a massage is all it takes to give you that kind of happiness, I want to do it for you regularly. You deserve the opportunity to have those needs met."
"I don't need-" Stephen began, but cut himself off roughly. The truth was, he'd been touch-starved since Donna died, and that night with Tony had eased an ache that was damn near permanent. Despite himself, he'd been unable to hide the impact it had had on his mood- he'd ridden that high for almost two weeks. Of course Tony would have noticed that. "I- what do you get out of this, exactly?"
"Peace of mind, knowing that you've eaten well. A sense of fulfillment, knowing that I'm giving you something you need- something we both need- via physical touch. A sense of pride, knowing that I was able to stop your pain for even a little while. And, selfishly, a sense of pride in knowing that you trust me enough to let me see you in your other form- if that's something you'd be interested in doing again."
There was a hopeful edge to that last statement, and Stephen took a slow breath to try and calm his racing heart. "You want to do that again? It wasn't... off-putting?"
"Off-putting? Try captivating. Stephen, getting to- to hold you and pet you was exhilarating. That you'd choose to take on such a small, fragile form and then place yourself in my arms, that you let me massage your paws, that it helped? I loved it. I've always had to fight for people's trust. My whole life, I've had to earn the trust of my loved ones and the media and the public over and over again, but you... you just give it to me freely, like it's not even a question. And I know you're not like that with everyone, and it makes it easier for me to trust you. Isn't that... special?"
Stephen's heart soared, and a wave of fondness crashed over him, leaving behind a spark of desire. "Just to clarify, are you hoping for a platonic arrangement or a romantic one?"
"This is on a separate axis from that. I would want to do this with you regardless of whether it were romantic or platonic. This is something that you and I can do that's undeniably intimate, yes, but it doesn't have to be one or the other. What you and I have is what you and I have, and it matters to me regardless."
The warmth that had crept up Stephen's neck and across his cheeks spread across the rest of his body as Tony rambled. It was better than an admission of romantic feelings- Tony had just boldly stated that Stephen was important to him in any capacity, that he was worth keeping around even if their entire relationship was on Stephen's terms.
"While that was perhaps the best answer I could've gotten, I'm asking because I want to know if I can ask you to kiss me."
"Oh!" Now it was Tony's turn to flush, and Stephen couldn't contain his grin. Tony was adorable. "Yes. Yes, please."
Tony's smile was as radiant as the sun as he scooted closer and leaned in for a kiss. Stephen tried to meet him partway, but Tony must've noticed his stiffness because he gently guided Stephen back with a hand on his chest.
The kiss was gentle and languid, like Tony wanted to savor it. Stephen hummed, freeing his hands from the cloak's makeshift muff to reach for Tony, one shaking hand curling loosely over his waist and the other coming up in a weak approximation of grabbing his shoulder. Even the sheer act of laying his hand on Tony's shoulder was enough to trigger another strong spasm, which made him gasp, regrettably cutting the kiss short.
"As nice as that was, we should get some food in you so that I can help you with that. If you'll allow me to."
Stephen smiled despite the pain- even now, Tony was acting like it was a privilege to grant Stephen's most selfish desires.
"Why wait? I'm not hungry."
Without waiting for a response, Stephen slipped into his second form, which to Tony would look like him flickering into a cat. Tony gave a single shocked laugh.
"Okay, but I will make sure you eat before going to bed, which means you can't cat nap on my chest all day."
Stephen paid him no mind as he climbed onto Tony's lap and settled there, just barely managing to withhold his purrs until Tony's fingers skimmed over his fur. He was far too eager for this to wait long enough to eat first, no matter how hungry he was. And even if this meant this session had to be shorter, something told him that Tony would be willing to indulge him again very soon.
It was official: Tony had outdone himself. He was now responsible for entries one and two on Stephen's list of best days ever. He could already picture the satisfied smile Tony would make when Stephen told him... later. Right now, he got to just sit back, relax, and enjoy for once, and that was just what he was gonna do.