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kinda sad that this is getting deleted, but it’s alright i guess.tumblr kinda fucked me, masturbated way  more than i should have, got into some pretty depraved shit. I created this account in 2013, it started as a sissy blog, that lasted for 2 years. After that i made goon captions, because i loved how addicting masturbation is. In real life I’m super shy and often anxious, so i never was good with girls.I kissed 3 girls, the first one when i was 13, then when i was drunk when i was 16. The last time it was when i just turned 18, i even touched her boobs. No more chances since then: I started to fetishize my failure, the shame and humiliation that came from that turned me even further on. I was over the porn addiction fetish, now i was really into femdom which played again into the humiliation aspect. Femdom and weed turned to poppers, weed and findom. Spent too much cash just cos it felt good. That’s when i realized i had to stop with the everyday drug use. And finally, the final step in this part of the journey: The end. What happens next? Who knows! I’m trying to stay optimistic and better myself :) shout out to anyone who reads this. i’ve got over 2000 followers, no idea if you know who i am. Or wether this whole text is cohesive or not. But fuck this, have fun :)

Dont worry. He will be a virgin for life. He will stay a loser for ever.

Hey everyone. I am a mistress that is beginning to control swissguys life! He even gave me his tumblr login so i could look over his disgusting porn addiction. What do you all think? Should the oneswissguy allow me to control even more of his life? XxmistressxX

yes, yes i do, but german and english is fine too :P

i mean omg looks at ginaaaaaaaa, so cute. I’m deeeed 💀

hope you all spent chirstmas with porn <3

tell porn that you love her every time you edge.

mandingo massacre is prolly my favourite porn series ever. I spent so many hours gooning to it…

definitely have to go with cum for this, sometimes i really wish my loads were bigger. Just love the texture, taste and smell of it :P

since then i’ve never even come close to cheating on my hand again 😇😇

10/10 experience, and im about to start my next session.

@filthyspermreceptacle