i don’t get any enjoyment out of tumblr anymore, haven’t in a long time and i’m fairly sure no one here gives a shit about me. it’s been kind of clear lately and. i really miss everyone but it’s never been mutual. I deluded myself for a long time, but I’m not smart enough or interesting enough or anything enough, never have been. even if I feel like I have something to say, no one cares, no one ever has. and it’s okay!! i shouldn’t expect people to.
parts of my want to leave this thing up in care I want to look stuff up again. but. I’m done. I’m deleting the app and logging off on my laptop. i’ll still be on facebook an instagram and twitter, for what it’s worth. i’ll probably make a new account to look at pretty things.