Stopped taking anti psychotic & started showing signs of psychosis. No way

Our whole street has had the nature strip dug up by construction workers & we bought 20kg of pretty winter flower seeds to throw onto the fresh soil

I don’t really have faith in people who don’t have snacks in their car

Had the most Sunday Sunday ever ; ate two breakfasts’, opened up all the windows, raked the garden , downed some electrolytes, read & journaled under the gazebo, played with the cats, listened to 4 albums, spoke to a friend on the phone, snacked on expensive stolen cheese . Made a really big effort to try & get my vitals as stable as possible before my Dr’s appointment tomorrow lol. Didn’t even drink a drop of wine

Ugh some guy was holding up traffic this morning because he was puking over the side of the freeway so I got to work late & then got spat on & called ugly lol. Clocked off work ate a burger with my friend in the park, got a call telling me one of my support groups has been cut & i am devastated for the members & my manager was like I’m sorry this will decrease ur hours like I don’t care I don’t care this means nothing comparatively ..then my sister sent me a very out of character heart felt message telling me how proud she is of me , cried until I felt ill, drove home into the sunset , sat under the gazebo w D until it was dark & the fairy lights came on . Wine has been poured, pastels are on the table. Once again things will be ok. I guess

O.k I had my two day long mental collapse but slept until 9:00am & now I can feel my brain again