Super excited for work tomorrow I’m going to get so many amazing hugs from so many amazing mums

i'm kind of annoyed at my sister .. we were talking about my illness & it's so obvious she is scared of MY psychosis .. & the last time it happened i really needed her but she had to "protect her peace" lol. every time i think i am over it i am not

Went into the city for the first time in weeks . Shaking before we began to lock up the house. How did i used to live smack bang in the middle of it all. Now it makes me feel scared. Downed a glass of wine for the road. Listened to the opera on the radio in mostly silence. Watched memento with a live symphony soundtrack. I think we were the only ones laughing through the whole thing. Came home to my bedroom roof leaking from all the influx of rain