It is so crazy living with someone again , just like , hey ! How’s your morning ! Hope you have a nice day :) wtf

Yay , I had a nice morning at work ,, I took the scenic route through the valley & it was very foggy! My co worker made freshly baked sourdough bread w olives for morning tea & then blew bubbles for an hour outside

In some ways I am feeling more capable than ever & in other ways it’s like well I just took schedule 8 drugs from my family medicine cabinet

Ok i’ve narrowed down my bookshelf to 125 -ishForever books .. the ones that if I can’t see them before I sleep I wont be able to settle down

Tomorrow I am going to drive for 4+ hours in the rain to take my mum out for a lavish birthday dinner w my triplet brother & sister ;; recently i leafed thru the baby book my mum kept for me & read the diary where she wrote about my surgeries & deformities, detailing all the ways I grew into myself;the ways she taught me how to fight. She makes me really proud to live another year in her life

My psychiatrist gave me a generous Valium prescription & a recommendation to read a hunger artist by Kafka

Moving out of my mouldy apartment that has made me irreparably sick into my friends back room that leads to a beautiful garden. He has painted all the walls for me & bought pretty patterned rugs