At some point in my career my mental health started tanking and I didn't even know it. Trying to grasp on to reality while still creating work was a wild and harrowing process that I am only now beginning to understand. I stopped meeting deadlines, stopped responding to people, stopped working on projects.
But I just kept shooting. It was the only thing I had to keep myself going. I feel horrible for the people who believed in me, collaborated with me, and never heard from me again. This photo - I have no memory of who he is or when I shot this since it was on film. I really and truly lost myself, and hurt a lot of people along the way.
I hope I can get well enough to make things better.
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