May nag flashback sa utak ko bigla kaninang umaga pagkagising ko.
I would consider it as a trauma, that's why I don't wish to work in media prod (tv or radio).
Malinaw na malinaw pa rin sakin yung scenario.
I was an intern in a radio station. I was browsing/reading something from the board. It was like an announcement board, something like that. The board is outside the studio.
In my peripheral vision, a guy, wearing clean/corpo clothes, in his late 20's I think is also doing the same. Browsing some papers from a different board, located just beside our studio. I was 20 years old at the time.
We glanced at each other. I'm sure we both have blank expressions. It was just instinct to look who is in close proximity. I just glanced at him, we locked eyes for just a second then I proceeded to the studio. Nothing special.
That guy is NOT just a random guy browsing a board. I discovered that he is one of the bosses of the radio station I was working. Ang gara pa kase saka ko pa nalaman nung pinagsasabihan na ako ng isa sa mga employees/DJ nung radio station na yun. Sinabi nya sakin na hindi ko raw binati yung boss nung nakita ko raw sya sa labas.
Nasa isang room kame habang sinasabi nya to kasama yung iba pang mga interns pero glass room kase sya so kita ko yung boss and tsaka yung kasama nyang 3 tapos yung iba pang mga DJs sa labas ng room. Sa isip ko, yeah, nakita ko nga sya sa labas ng studio and I have no fucking clue who this guy is. I don't know what the dj is asking from me. Should I have greeted him "good morning" at least or say "hi"?
The DJ was disappointed. I saw the boss just chatting with others but also glanced in my direction. Why am I being treated like this in front of other interns / other people?
I just told the dj na "hindi ko po sya kilala" and that is the truth. He answered, "kahit na".
What happened to "don't talk to strangers"? Also, it's not like we were introduced formally sa mga bosses, employees, etc. In the end, he didn't tell me exactly what I should've done. Naipit lang din siguro si DJ. That time, sinumpa ko talaga yung guy and si DJ as well. They must be humbled. Kung may right ako mag speak up that time, I should have defended myself kaya lang, grades ko kase ang nakasalalay dito haha so after the "kahit na", I knew that they would not listen to me anyway. Doon ko talaga naramdaman na may mga tao talagang mean.
In that moment, I learned something. I won't enjoy working there and I don't want to try hard just to please them. They didn't deserve even a "sorry" from me :p I got a passing grade but I still hold a little grudge from that incident.
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