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3 years later, I’m pregnant again.

I miss you so damn much, stank stank. I think you took part of me with you when you left but it was worth it to have had you in my life. Some of us have to die so that others can live, but it’s fucked up you had to be one of them. I love you forever and I’ll make you so proud of me. Take care of my momma up there and I’ll take care of yours down here. I love you more than words could say. Rest easy lil mean ass girl. 💖

Anyway here’s me and the little one. She’s almost three and I’m a couple months shy of two years clean.

Ive kept her alive for more than 9 months. Im astonished.

Mommy's baby, youre getting so big and i cant hold on to you long enough while you're little like this. I love you more than all the stars in all the sky, little flower. Forever. Promise.