m.a.p

i am so determined to fall more in love with life. intentionally romanticising the walks i am on, the birds chirping, the blooming nature around me, the water in my cup of tea turning from a light peach tone to a dark pink, the poetry i write, the things i am learning, my handwriting, dozing off while sitting in ront of my window, all of it and more. I have to take a closer look at the little things that make my heart beat faster.

People with depression sleep a lot because we are trying to reproduce that ‘refreshed morning after’ feeling & perspective on life that non-depressed people have after having a rough day, but it never comes, so we keep trying.

Call me at night and tell me you wanted to hear my voice