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This is a lovely story Slywyn wrote for me! She also has a writing blog here and is open for commissions.
Iâm also going to just post the info I gave her for the story, since it is Relevant Worldbuilding Information:
Gestalt - burgundy with a lot of jewelry, bright pink eyes, professor of mathematics, keeps bees (cloth bees, ofc), plays at being very casual, schemer, polymath, everything's a metaphor and people are pawns, dislikes poetry; cloth cut: pear-shaped, from the plains and farmlands, fairly common; life goals: none much to speak of; scarf-type: braids, so good at multi-tasking, "fingers in all the pies"
Ode - black and unadorned, bright blue eyes, graduate student studying alternative energy, work-oriented, literalist, but likes poetry, loner, doesn't understand most social niceties or care, tries to stay under the radar but is super smart and super distinctly designed so fails a lot; cloth cut: very foreign (from a floating city called Mi'raj), tall, thin, and dark; life goals: discovering a more efficient, long-term energy solution; scarf-type: flat, multi-tipped, so good with detail and precision, but specialized
Location: The Museum -- everything is sparkly, Journey architecture, bright colours, lots of shiny shit. Everything has a sort of golden haze that's v pretty but due to pollution. Everything is BIG and impressive and nothing has handrails. Has a tall, white wall separating it from the City. Is its own, self-sustaining little world that the students and teachers rarely leave.
Gestalt has been aware of Ode for longer than Ode's been aware of her, at least romantically. They know each other from back when Gestalt was an assistant professor, as Gestalt helps Ode out in her research, but Ode is an oblivious idiot so Gestalt's the one to instigate everything.
So far as a date, it'd probably be something like Ode wanting to use this time to talk about work, Gestalt trying to get her to have fun.
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Some notes from talking with @wayfarer-ari I'll have to see how this fits with old stuff.
The ancestors had a Base 8 system (sans 0 ofc), not base 6. Six is, however, a sort of death number, which works much better for Gestalt's symbolism.
Still torn between whether Mi'raj has a different base 8 with 0 or Ode gets to discover 0, which works better for her too. Either way, Edge-of-Tide has some sort of issue with 8 because they're base 10 on account of hands.
The entire war's a sort of Cold War goes hot M.A.D. situation. See "There Will Come Soft Rains"Â
Magnetism is definitely something they're aware of, as well as solar energy, though nobody's figured out how to utilize either super efficiently (barring Mi'raj). Most goldstone looking stuff are lodestones. Somehow they interact with glyph juice/fumes. Glyph juice = Fairly new discovery at time?
((aaand thatâs it for the cult, too! Since there arenât any read mores or the likes for them, Iâm probably going to delete @anotherjourney at some point. Itâs gone! The cult could use an entire overhaul, if itâs even going to stay as a cult, and there wasnât a lot of material posted anyhow.))
We are not the playthings of the mountain, of the ancestors! Do not bear the burden of their sins! Let their journey fall away, join us, and begin a new journey.
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This is an anti-Journey cult dedicated to the concept of free will (even if they have to make you) called Soulâs Light. The validity of their claims are disputable, but thereâs a good-sized settlement on the horizon.
On the surface, the cultâs harmless and even inviting. Soulâs Light, however, has its share of zealots - it wouldnât be a cult, otherwise - and frequently extreme plans to reach their goals. The members are noticeable for their blue robes and lanterns.
Theyâre isolationist in nature, but have no problem confronting those on the journey, blocking their way by whatever means necessary. Yes, up to and including death of others or themselves (which is why I have a good many nameless, faceless NPCs, if need be). Thereâs also the more docile sermonizing, for those who believe but arenât at the murder stage yet.
The leader, Beatrice, probably wonât be an interactive character. Sheâs more of a figurehead, ever in the periphery and occasionally referenced but never directly addressed.
These are wayfarers as opposed to humans. I might make human versions, but prefer the wayfarer design. So assume theyâre all armless, cloth-looking types who use their cloaks like extra appendages. Nah, theyâre humans.
Though we are small*, our numbers grow. We welcome all who have seen the truth.
Azure Blue Cloaks
Our members who have never set foot in paradise and remain untainted by the addiction.
Cadfael
Bio #cadfael
5â7â, gangly, clumsy, wears a shawl over his cloak, occasionally entertains ideas of going to the mountain, stupid curious, hobbies include various arts, recitation; never had contact w/ ancestor
Varied Shades of Blue Cloaks
Our members who have traveled to paradise, yet realize their errors. A tier of silver for each journey taken.
Durante
5â9â, average build, melodramatic, reborn thrice, hobbies include weaving, avoiding duties, kidnapping, posing dramatically; ancestor is tba
Vergil
6â4â, majestic build, majestic looking, paternal, reborn eight times, hobbies include weaving, kidnapping, murder, agriculture; ancestor is tba
â When you say donât climb the mountain. I donât know what else to do but I literally climbed it 7 times and it was worth it each time because on the 3 time I found the wayfarers at the Japanese hot pool event and I was quite happy! So I stayed low for a while and then I went out into the light!â *Crossing my arms smiling*
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Cadfael shifted his lamp from one shoulder to the other, nervous when faced with his first confrontation. Before he made his case, mentally reviewing the rhetoric heâd been taught and come up with in practice runs, the acolyte needed to compose himself. Always think before speaking, especially about the mountain, and start very, very small. That was how Vergil had taught him.
âThat does sound like fun,â he began carefully. âIâve never been, myself, but thereâs a lot to be done down here, too. Instead of going on the journey over and over and restarting from the beginning each time, we try and build a world we not only can survive in, but grow in. For everyone, even those who go on the journey.â He shrugged underneath the blue cloak he wore. âThereâs a lot that needs to be done that wouldnât get done if we all journeyed to the mountain.â
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âTrue. I also want to see that. But how? Are we going to carry on fighting each other for scraps?!â I say a bit angrily âhe other wayfarers would never listen the sides itâs a choice to climb the mountain and itâs where you can get a better cloak and fly higher than the city of you want. Also itâs beautiful up thereâ I say and then I say âitâs also where the guardians become scarf dragonsâ
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Blue eyes darted around, looking for anyone who might be able to help him. Cadfael didnât handle legitimate anger very well, but he couldnât let himself be cowed. His hands wrung the wood of his lamp stick, palms sweaty.
âWe donât want to fight, and we donât want to live with scraps. But â but too many are going to the mountain instead of trying to build a community. What if the light goes out? Or the ancestors go silent? What if ââ what was it Mother Beatrice had said about the cloth dolls who seemed to eternally loop. They were like children, never learning their lessons⌠âWhat if you grow up, but the mountain stays the same? And the world stays the same, because everyone goes to the mountain for better cloaks, or pretty views, and never learn how to help themselves?â
Cadfael lapsed into a momentary silence, committing that point to memory. Heâd kind of extrapolated from what Mother Beatrice had said, but it didnât seem wrong. âB-besides, Itâs beautiful here, too. Sometimes, when the rains come and the salt flats flood, it looks like youâre standing on the sky.â
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Iâm silent from a moment trying to process your point and I look outside the big hole in the wall which pretty much takes over 80% percent of the wall and I say âyour right, we might not be able to restart. But the way we evolved over the years and how some didnât, some donât have bodies and others grew ears like myselfâ twitches ears and looks out at the vegetation that grew on the old buildings and the ruins and the animals and all the lifeâŚâŚ.and its beautyâŚ.I stare out while I feel the wind through my hair and I take a deep breath and say âthis world is beautifulâŚ. I want to stay in it as long as possibleâ I look out at the sunset behind the mountain and I close my eyes pretending to feel what you described
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Cadfael nodded sagely, as though he came up with the observation and not Ruvik. It really was beautiful, and some days he didnât even feel the ache to go to the mountain because of that. How Ruvik described the mountain made it seem⌠less horrible than how Mother Beatrice portrayed it, but that was indeed only one part of a very large world. Perhaps, later, heâd tempt fate and ask more about the mountain.
For now, though Cadfael wasnât going to toe that line. He likewise looked out, beyond the ruin theyâd both found themselves in, and focused instead on the other point Ruvik had brought up. That everyone was vastly different was never anything heâd heard addressed either way. âIt is strange, isnât it, how weâre so different? Those little cloth people, you, me â thereâs a friend of mine, she looks like me, but even then weâre not the same. She wasnât born of the mountain like I was. I wonder why that is? Why are there so many different types of people?â
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âHow am I surprised to know? I canât really remember life before the light hit the mountain.â Stares at the mountain and gets out of the trance âour lives our strange. I think I was of the mountain I think itâs when everyone went there we saw each other, I have the memory of a scarf so I donât know who I shared my first journeyâ a scarf fish went on my head and I shake it off and I hear you say why âweâre all mad here, some are just born in other waysâ I answer and I sit down on the ledge
Durante crouched in front of Chaucy, who had the edge of her cloak pressed to her nose, the blue fabric darkening to purple. The others crowded around her scarf, which still crackled on its torn edge. Many of them were her age or younger, new to their pilgrimages and only familiar with the beaten paths. None were ready yet for the yearly journey to the ruins, and Durante wondered how much further this would set them back.
âItâs probably broken,â he announced. Chaucy gave him a bloody grin. âDonât look so pleased with yourself. That was very stupid of you. Here, stand up.â Durante stood and helped Chaucy to her feet. Sand trickled off of her, and she brushed away the grit that had dug into her skin from the landing.
âHere, you, uhââ
âCadfael,â the blue cloak said, lifting his mask. He had a furtive, hunted look to him, lantern jingling on its rod. The attack had shaken him, though he seemed untouched.
âCadfael, take her. Who else was hit?â
A few hands rose, and Durante did his due diligence checking them for injuries. Chaucy had taken the brunt of the attack, and the rest had scrapes and bruises, but nothing serious. These less trod paths had more unpredictable dangers, but were safe enough that they worked as a trial run, usually. Underneath the calm veneer of his own mask, Durante was pallid and shaky. Seeing a war machine dive through a cluster of wayfarers like that, scattering them like silver fish â
âWeâll head back to sunlight and regroup,â he announced. He was supposed to be the leader, so he should make some decisions.
Chaucy shook off the other wayfarer and sidled up, putting a hand on Duranteâs arm. âI lost my eye when I hit that wall,â she said apologetically.
Durante was silent a moment. âOkay,â he said. âYou all go back â on the main path,â he added pointedly. âChaucyâs in charge now. Sheâll get you to it, so stay close to her.â He didnât like leaving her in charge, since it was hard to remember she was an adult, but she did have seniority after him.
Chaucy clapped him on the back before rousing the blue cloaks. They marched off like a line of fireflies, their lamps disappearing one by one around a corner further away, leaving Durante with only his light for company.
He began the search right around where Chaucy had hit, picking the broken glass out of the oiled netting of her own lamps, which hadnât survived the impact. He tucked the pieces in a crevice and covered them with sand before shining his light high and wide, looking for the glint of gem or metal.
When he finally emerged from the underground, false eye safely tucked away in his cloak, the mountain was silhouetted in evening light and the eternal rivers of sand were all alight. He wouldnât be able to find any campfires or lamplight now, so simply scaled the city to one of the higher points and sat down to rest on the warm stone and watch the sunset.
A movement nearby caught his attention, dark figure flitting through darker ruins. Durante squinted, trying to make out any details â they didnât look like one of the normal red or white cloaks. He bounded a little closer. In fact, they looked like a blue cloak turned black in the deepening evening. No lantern. Had one of their acolytes run off after what happened in the underground?
He set down his lantern and dropped into the broken alleys and flooded streets, gaze tilted heavenward to catch the movement of the runaway. Now Durante was sure it was a blue cloak, headed toward the mountain.
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It wasnât as if Xun had a time frame or a date upon which they were due, but they couldnât help but feel they were late as the mountain embraced the setting sun. It was the same route as always, the path they had deemed to be the quickest⌠just taken much later than usual. From building to building they leapt through the ruined city, laughing with each close call and cheering aloud with each perfect maneuver, soon to be moving above the Underground if they were to travel for another hundred meters or so.
If⌠Instead, Xun skidded to a halt upon a thin bridge that connected the second stories of two adjacent buildings. Without a roof over their head, and without walls around them, the last few minutes of the day shone down and breathed a bit more life into them. Though Xun made the most of this rest, indulging in it the same way they bathed in the last light. The blue wayfarer stepped toward the stone railing, leaned forward and folded their arms upon it, letting out a delightful sigh of harmonicâ
A small weight fell from their cloak, over the edge, and they even saw it plop into the sand-filled street below. âOh bloody hell,â they muttered to themselves, shaking their head. Deep and meaningful occasions aside, they were going to need a better, more secure pouch inside their cloak for packages. They hadnât ever lost one, but having to backtrack every time they realised they had dropped one wasnât exactly the best use of time.
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The blue wayfarer had stopped on a bridge, giving him plenty of time (with a few small leaps) to close the distance. Heâd find out sooner than heâd expected what they thought they were doing. Durante wasnât sure what to make of them from this distance, and wasnât familiar with the newer acolytes like he probably should be to pinpoint any details. He had thought he heard laughter and shouts on the wind, but faint enough to suggest he was simply imagining them in the sounds of the city settling.
Durante pulled himself up sharp as something fell from the other wayfarer, a tiny, dark shape against the sunlight. He slid a bit further on momentum, but then with a quick boost changed direction and glided to a darkened alcove. He peeked out and up, to see if heâd been spotted. They were still standing there, and werenât poised as if to run. He hadnât been close enough yet.
Durante let out a sigh of relief, catching his scarf to shove behind him as the whistling winds tried to pull it back out into the open. If he kept his scarf held tightly to himself, he should be able to slide a little closer under cover of the buildingsâ eaves. Â It was a risk given how near the other wayfarer was, but even if he was spotted, thereâd be a confrontation no matter what.
He clung to the darker shadows of the walls and coasted on the natural current of the sands to a vantage point nearer the parcel, at the corner of a half-crumbled building. If they either came down or moved on, Durante was close enough now to confront or shadow more effectively.
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The desert seemed so, so much larger without the glow of lamps or the silhouette of Edge-of-Tide for reference. Cadfael had walked so far that the only things to see were dunes and faint stars on the far horizon. A dune was a dune was a dune, but heâd been taught how to read the sky. Without those stars heâd be completely lost, and as things stood he was only mostly.
Night fell gracelessly, the sand beneath his feet rapidly cooling from their usual sun-baked heat. The moon was mostly dark, leaving him in blurry shadows. He paused a moment to light his lamp, then hefted it over his shoulder again. There wasnât a schedule Cadfael had to adhere to, but he was too excited by the prospect of finding the city to sleep.
He crested the next dune, found only a sea of dunes beyond, and so crouched in the sand to check his bearings. He wasnât as good as his teachers, but between the unchanging, distant mountain light to the left and the guiding stars, Cadfael could make sure that he was still heading in a westerly direction.
He glanced up a moment to gauge the positioning â was that a hint of blue? It was hard to tell in the gloom. Cadfael squinted at the shape, then straightened. Had Beatrice sent somebody else? He hadnât been gone that long, he though. What if she just didnât think he could do it? He had to send them back, because he totally could if he had the chance.
Frantically Cadfael gathered up his stuff and slid down into the trough between dunes. It was harder to run up the other side than if heâd been walking, but he didnât want to miss them. His lamp swung wildly on its pole as he ran along the top of the dune.
âHey! Hey! Hello!â he called out across the sand, waving his shawl like a flag, bright blue cloak flapping behind him.
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Kaâaki had been traversing the desert on her daily walk about the area. It had been months since she had given up the search for her family, and now she only patrolled the dunes within sight of her oasis home. She feared she might lose that home too, if she wandered off too far.
Her stride wasnât as playful as it usually was. Today it seemed as though her inner beat wasnât strong, and she couldnât help but miss her family a bit more than she oft did. Kaâaki didnât even bother to dance across the flatter parts of her walk, and she always danced. Sighing, she gave up and headed back to her home.
Next to the small pool of water was a hanging structure made of cloth, held up by a strong vine that connected two palms. Vibrant colors shone from the cloth in the desert sun, reflecting the majority of the heat away. inside the cloth tent was a large mat with a chest and a small table, where Kaâaki kept her tradeable goods, food, and outfits. She didnât have a lock however, and paid heed whenever strangers approached her home.
She had taken her walk far later than she usually did, and the sun began to set as she headed back. Entering her home, Kaâaki closed off the cloth door as best she could and decided to turn in early for the night. She wasnât hungry and was feeling too down to stay awake and practice dance steps.
Unfortunately she was restless and her attempts to sleep were fruitless. Kaâaki sat up and opened up her old journal, flipping to a blank page and grabbing a small piece of charcoal. She simply wanted a way to pass the time until she was tired enough to sleep. And that was when she heard a distant voice. Ugh itâs too late for tradingâŚ.. she thought, flicking her ear toward the noise.
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Cadfael took a moment to catch his breath and clutch his side. He was used to salt flats and stone, and running over so much shifting sand was far more exhausting than heâd expected. The shape heâd spotted was looking more like a place than a person, and deceptively farther away. It was comforting to know that probably wasnât someone from home, though. Just someone.
Maybe, maybe he should ask for a bed for the night instead of setting up camp. Or just fall face-first in the mirrored pool of water he was noticing the closer he dragged himself. He understood much better now why heâd been told repeatedly (and brushed off just as often) to pace himself on group excursions. Excitement didnât compensate nearly well enough for effort.
Walking let him catch his second wind, so by the time he actually arrived he was standing a little straighter. It looked like someone was still awake, though they werenât outside. Heâd never seen a tent dangling like that before. Cadfael wondered if he should be wary of something on the ground first, if they would let him in so he could look at it more closely second.
âHello?â he whispered from a fair distance away. No, if he was going to talk to strangers as heâd have to do eventually, Cadfael had to actually talk to them. He threw his shoulders back and marched closer.
âExcuse me!â he said, standing on the side of the pool opposite the hanging tent. âIâm Cadfael the Azure, and I was wondering if I could have lodging for the night? Or⌠just⌠stay out here and have some of your water? I can pay!â he rambled, not even waiting for a response. There was an introductory speech heâd had to memorize, but as soon as he needed to use it, it vanished like the wind.
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Kaâaki groaned and stood up slowly, making her way to the cloth door. She moved it aside enough so she could move her head through it a bit and looked around, spotting the blue robe of a stranger across her oasis.
What really caught her eye, however, was the dark tawny cloud approaching her home from the distance behind the mysterious wayfarer. He clearly hadnât noticed the approaching sandstorm, and Kaâaki didnât feel he ought to suffer for it.
âHere, come inside. Weâve got a sandstorm coming and Iâd prefer it if you didnât suffocate out there tonight.â She parted the door so the stranger could enter her house.
Why am I letting someone into my home I donât even know?? Gahh, curse my hospitalityâŚ.
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Cadfael had slouched a little when it looked like heâd get no response. He hadnât had much practice interacting with people not from Edge-of-Tide, but heâd kind of hoped itâd go better than this â
He perked right up when he heard the voice, all his previous misgivings gone. He readjusted his robe and jogged around the pool, lamp swinging wildly with his less than graceful movements. As he approached he lifted his mask to look over his shoulder at the roiling storm in the distance.
Cadfael hadnât even realized it was there.He wasnât really equipped to handle sand storms out in the open, and thereâd been no ruins to hide in for a while now.
He took a moment to blow out his lantern before scrambling into the womanâs home. Cadfael then pulled back the entire hood of his robe as soon as he was in and let the mask hand loose around his neck. He was a little sweaty from his travels, but his robes and mask had done well keeping the worst of the sand away.
âThank you so much,â he said, bowing a little. âI didnât even realize! Um. Iâm Cadfael,â he repeated for want of anything else he could think to say.Â
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Kaâaki smiled at him a bit. âIâm Kaâaki.â She paused. âWhere are you from? I havenât seen anyone dressed like you before pass by.â She started over to one of her chests and pulled out a bit of dried fruit. Moving her drawing things aside, Kaâaki placed the food on the table, offering some to Cadfael.
She wasnât entirely sure how far he had come, but she always knew to be hospitable. He didnât seem like a traveling merchant; he didnât have enough things with him. Therefore her only conclusion was that he was a wanderer, like the many passers by she met during her daily strolls.
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Cadfael shrugged out of his cloak and hood, folding it small so he could sit on it. It was a relief to be out of his formal clothing. He kept everything close to his person, as though afraid to infringe upon Kaâakiâs space. Back home everything was everyoneâs, including space, but he still had some trouble with that and figured others would too.
âOh, uh, Iâm from Edge-of-Tide â a little town far to the east,â he clarified, leaning over to pick out a piece of the fruit. There was little reason to assume anyone this far from it knew its name.
âIâm looking for some ruins,â Cadfael continued. He had yet to master the bartering of information, especially when he was nervous. New people and sandstorms both made him nervous. âMaybe youâve heard of the place. Itâs kind of unique â a city in a crater. Itâs supposed to be out in this directionâŚâ
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The heavy cloth outside her home began to quiver ever so slightly as the winds began to bombard the outside. Kaâaki knew she was fine in her home, but she couldnât help but worry whenever a sandstorm hit. After all, if the cloth came up and the wind got into her home, sheâd be overcome within minutes.
Listening to Cadfel speak, she slowly began to nibble on the fruit. The name of his town seemed vaguely familiar, and she assumed that her family might have visited it some time in the past. But she was much younger at the time, and the memory didnât stick.
However, when he spoke of ruins, she choked on the fruit. Coughing up a few times, she disloged it from her throat, and sighed, turning back to rummage through her chest and pulling out a jar of water. Ancestors know she certainly couldnât get some from the oasis at the moment.
âHow do you know of the old city?â Kaâaki eyed Cadfel suspiciously as she took a sip of water.
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Cadfael instinctively reached forward to help Kaâaki, but before he could actually assist, she recovered. He sat back and fidgeted with his hands as though heâd been caught doing something wrong, and waited for her to drink and speak of her own accord. Cadfael hadnât expected that reaction at all, and felt a little guilty having caused it.
âUm,â he said, caught off guard by the sudden wariness. And the fact that Kaâaki seemed familiar with the city. If there was ever evidence of providenceâŚ
âMother Beatrice â sheâs our leader â she read about it in some ancient texts,â he explained. âI was sent out to find it, as a sort of, uh, rite of passage?â That seemed the safest part to explain, given Kaâakiâs reaction. Surveying the ruins sounded too full of an agenda, even to his ears. âHow do you know of it?â
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Kaâaki sighed and sat back. âItâs the place where my people came from. They evacuated it many years ago before I was born. My parents managed to flee, and several years later I was born. My older brother was only an infant at the time.â
She recalled the stories her parents told her of the old place, and she chose to speak of the exodus they all took.
"As Iâm sure youâre well aware, water is a rarity here in the desert. We had a deep river way below the city the sustained my people, but due to the way our city was built, we were not able to survive a spontaneous rainstorm. In fact, since the city had been founded several hundred years ago, that was the first time it had ever experienced rain. So when this one came, our homes were sliding out from under us, and we had to climb over one another to escape the pit.â
She paused. âSorry, I was never part of this. Iâm just retelling it how my parents told me.â
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Cadfael nodded encouragingly. Though Beatrice had known of the city, its fate was ultimately unknown â the books had all been written well before its fall. It had just been an assumption (a safe one, given the state of everywhere else) that it was in ruins.
He tried not to let his disappointment show at the description of its comparatively recent destruction. Â At least it was new information, and if he could find it, there might be something salvageable. But if people were scrabbling to escape, there might be bodies, bones. The idea of picking through the dead made him a little nauseous, not helped by the sway of the tent.
Cadfael set down what food heâd taken. He had to persevere, or return home in failure. âDo you, um, did your parents tell you where it is?â he asked, hoping that the fact Kaâaki hadnât experienced it herself would put some emotional distance between herself and the city, and allow her to help him.
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Kaâaki took a bite of her fruit and chewed it thoughtfully. âNo they didnât. We wandered about a ten mile radius around it though, but thatâs still a wide area to search, and they had no intention of clarifying where we were in relation to it.â
âOf course that doesnât mean we canât find it. Although many old markers of its location were destroyed by fleeing citizens, since they were afraid that thieves might ransack the place once the flood had passed, I still have a vague idea where some of them are. If you found them, Iâm sure they would help us tremendously.â
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Cadfael stared thoughtfully at the roof for a moment, before deciding that heâd have to take her word that it was a wide area. Heâd never been much of a learner, more a doer, and had some trouble with abstract measures. Everything in the desert was large, and wide, and sheer tedium to search. Ruins were much more his thing.
âYes! I can find things,â he said immediately. âI can definitely do that, Iâm sure. So long as I know what these markers look likeââ Cadfael interrupted himself. âWait, we? Together?â The idea of working together seemed to have thrown him for a loop. Did that negate his rite of passage thing? Would Beatrice be upset that he brought an outsider into this? They were very insular, but at the same time Soulâs Light was supposed to be welcoming. He weighed the pros and cons, squinting at the table.
âDo you want something in return?â he asked, finally. âI think I have some stuffâŚâ He was already reaching into his pack, searching for the few things heâd been given to trade if needed. Sand had gotten all into the pack, as it managed to get everywhere, even before the winds started kicking up. He should probably give her something anyway, just because sheâd let him in from the storm.
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Kaâaki held up her hand. âNo, you donât need to repay me. Honestly, seeing my home for the first time is all the payment I need.â She lowered her head and sighed, her appetite gone.
âI suppose if the storm is gone in the morning we could set out then. Iâll have to take my home down though. I donât want people coming and stealing my things while Iâm gone.â Looking around the cloth structure, she saw a faint movement from the wind blowing outside. âI also donât want it getting blown away in my absence.â
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Cadfael slipped the small salt lamp heâd gotten half out of his bag back into it. He had one or two of those, and a few other trinkets and glasswork that he hadnât managed to shatter. âIf youâre sure,â he said, a little uncomfortable with how easily this was going for him. He always figured pilgrimages like these were supposed to be fraught with difficulty.
âI can gladly help with that, at the least,â he added as Ka'aki described the preparations sheâd have to make before leaving. Cadfael wasnât exactly sure he knew how the tent had made it into the tree, but if sheâd managed to do that on her own, two people should be more than enough to get it down.
âUm. Should we sleep, now? So that we can start before it gets too hot?â He doubted heâd be able to sleep well, as excitement coursed through his veins, but if he packed in early, he might be able to get some winks. Cadfael was going to the lost city!
Chaucy led him up, and they crossed over from one large structure into another, lain over the first. It was a maze, but one she knew well, as she led him out then down a long cloth ramp that twisted to another buliding, smaller than the others, but upright. They alighted, drifted into the chamber, and he felt it shift.
Cadfaelâs stomach lurched at the thought of plunging hundreds of feet to the salt flats. He ran back outside. Several feet below, he could see the top of the column it had been resting on. They wereât falling, they were floating.
âWeâre floating!â he called back to Chaucy.
âIs that what this is?â she asked, tottering her way out to join him on the ledge. It wasnât a stable hover, but one that listed and slid. âItâs never done this for me â it must be because youâre here.â
Cadfael couldnât help how he was born, or not born, as the case was, but he couldnât imagine how it must be for things to just not respond. âIâm sorry,â he said, unsure how else to reply. Before joining Soulâs Light, he had explored ancient machines and fantastical workings that all ground to life at his merest approach. Doors opened for him wherever he went. But Chaucy didnât have that.
âIt just makes me more clever,â she said with a dismissive wave, already turning back to the interior. âDo you want to meet your ancestor?â
He followed her into a surprisingly unharmed inner chamber, where the familiar posts and statue stood. Though Cadfael had never truly experienced true cold, and the city was actually fairly moderate from trapped sunlight, the room felt very cold. Moonlight poured in through broken windows high above and glinted off of hanging cloth tapestries. Despite having seen these like white ghosts scattered throughout the world, Cadfael hadnât ever activated one. He had always meant to, but something would distract him, or he had other plans, until finally heâd run across a group of blue cloaks treking through the streets of the sunken city and they invited him to join them, and heâd never been close to one since. He placed a hand on the marker and it glowed.
âAre these grave markers like the ones in the desert?â
âI think so, but youâd have to ask Mother. They repeat a lot of motifs, so maybe theyâre only metaphorical.â
Cadfael nodded like he knew what she was talking about, and thanked the gloom that it hid his blush. He felt he should know what a motif was, but had been slacking on his studies as soon as heâd been told he was going to the city. Nobody could focus with that looming in the future.
âOr they literally sacrificed two⌠five⌠six people to power this chamber for centuries. Whoâs to say?â
Cadfael took his hand off the marker like it burned him. He raised his lamp so it cast its glow further, looked around the room as though the specters of the dead were just on the edge of the light. Nobody was there, nobody had been there for centuries, except for Chaucy and him. He shivered.
Chaucy was looking at him, and Cadfael realized she was waiting for him to activate the circle and step into it. The lone, glowing marker stood amid dark and dead stones. What would he say to his ancestor, if he met them? What wisdom could they impart that wasnât written in the crumbling city around them?
His breath caught and he felt a tightness in his throat. Cadfael didnât want to know what happened, didnât want to know this place as it had been. It hurt just to think about the lives that must have been lost here, sacrificed or not. A city had fallen. More people than Cadfael had ever seen in his life had fallen with it. Everything had a sparkling haziness to it, and he had to blink back the tears that had sprung unbidden to his eyes. The markerâs glow faded.
He didnât know the exact details of what contact with oneâs ancestor entailed, but it was forbidden knowledge. Cadfael was beginning to understand why. He wasnât ready for the weight it would impose on him.
âI⌠Nevermind. I canât.â This wasnât a repository of knowledge, but a grim monument to death and failure. Cadfael retreated to the opening and the outside world.
Chaucy said nothing, and for that he was grateful.
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They made it back to camp just in time to get up, after working their way through the major buildings and most curious parts of the city. It gave Cadfael some time to come to terms with what heâd almost done, especially knowing what happened to those who couldnât let go of their pasts. Chaucy spent most of her time using him as a key to get into places previously barred to her, and Cadfael liked being useful. They were mostly quiet, then, thinking their own thoughts. A dead city was far safer to learn from than an immortal spirit.
Beatrice was the first one up, rousing everyone by rank, which meant Cadfael got at least a few minutes of sleep. One of the perks of being just an acolyte, though with this venture everything would change. Instead of being carried, now, he would have to carry others.
It was a long trek back tot he city, this time during the trick light of morning cast in a low haze of fog steaming up from the pools. The salt flats glittered like jewels, and Cadfael could smell the beginnings of oily water cooking, receding, leaving algae slicked to the ground to dry and rot. It was a strange smell, gross when he first encountered it, but now it had the comforting air of home about it.
The city itself looked vastly different during the day. Instead of haunted, it looked simply abandoned, with no dark corners for ancestors or spirits to hide in, no faint ghost lights to confuse. Everything even felt different â lighter, more open.
He was set to work alongside Beatrice, transcribing some map from stained glass to paper. They worked in silence and the air steadily warmed around them, breezes blowing in from far distant climes.
âKnowledge canât be rushed,â Beatrice said suddenly. Her voice was low and gravelly when she wasnât projecting to a crowd. Cadfael froze and dutifully paid heed. âAnd not all knowledge is good.â
She must have been referring to what he and Chaucy had gotten up to last night. Cadfael immediately assumed such and made to confess. âI know. The ancestors â â Beatrice shook her head, cutting him off.
âKnowledge is worthless without understanding, something the ancestors donât grasp. They tell, or show, but donât teach. And one day, everyone born of stars will die, then nobody will know anything, because theyâd never been taught how to think.â
Cadfael didnât want her to assume heâd just accepted what his ancestor said. He hadnât even communed, and didnât want to be blamed as though he had. âI didnât do it.â
âI know. Instead of simply being given answers, you chose to learn for yourself.â Beatrice smiled, something Cadfael didnât think heâd ever seen before. It was strange, like the salt-flat smells, but special too because of its strangeness. âMaybe one day youâll choose differently, but in your own time, and in your own way.â
She lapsed back into silence, leaving Cadfael to his thoughts. He returned to the copy he was drawing. The small compliment afforded to him sat warm in his thoughts. Though he couldnât read nor write yet, he could still pose questions and find answers. Maybe one day he would choose differently, and light every one of those grave markers to commune with a spirit long passed, but when he did he would have something to say and know how to listen.
For now though, heâd start small with his inquiries. He hadnât a clue what this map he was drawing was even for.
Chaucy was waiting for him in the bottle-green glow of her lamps when he finally reached the hole punched through into the city. The column had gone up, up, crumbling architecture until it hit a wall too hard to break, though cracks could be seen lacing away from the impact. Chaucy helped Cadfael get off the column and said nothing about how long it had taken him.
Once his own lamp had been lit, Cadfael took the chance to really look around. Though they called it a city, it looked to be one giant building, a hive tilted awry. Moonlight fell through holes in the wall, now the ceiling, poured down over glasswork windows and twisted metal doorways. Entire walls and pillars lay as though tossed carelessly aside, and he could see how people had once thought giants put this place here. It was big â too big for such small people as would have lived in its walls. Narrow pathways, bridges, threaded up the side and no door stood higher than ten or so feet. Tall, but not fantastically so. A line clearly delineated between what had been above and what had sunk below the waterline that supposedly existed.
The things Cadfael had wanted to see lay dashed at his feet, softened by waves and time â dishes and decorations, rotted bedding, furniture. Not the trinkets of gods or giants. He knelt down, set his lamp at his feet, and ran his fingers over the velvet-smooth glass, etched table legs. It was like if someone had taken Edge-of-Tide and thrown away all that mattered in it. Every little unimportant thing that made it a place lived in.
He muttered a small prayer for those who had lived here and died here, in a different time and different world.
âWhat were they like?â Cadfael asked as he stood once again.
âImpossible,â was all she offered. âWhich way do you want to go?â
Cadfael looked around at the broken city. It didnât look like a place filled with knowledge, only a reminder of the passage of time. He followed the signs that people had once followed, trying to see what they would have seen. Wider paths, more windowed walls, plants hanging sideways, grown wild out of planters. âThat way.â
Without comment, Chaucy waved him forward.
They climbed at Cadfaelâs pace and never once did Chaucy try and hurry him or direct him. He moved slow and cautious, peeked into interesting dark crevices and examined age-worn remnants as they crawled up the city streets. Though it lay in ruin, the underlying structure was still strong, and made for easy climbing.
Soon the two were at an open arch high above the line, one door swung open like a platform, the other completely missing. They stood on it, heard metal hinges creak and watched the dance of shadows from their flickering lamps reflect back a hundred shattered windows, a hundred hundred eyes descending into a darkness where their light couldnât reach.
âShall we?â Chaucy asked, a whisper carried far away and echoed back like the murmur of waves.
Cadfael nodded and shifted his attention to the dark interior. Most of the walls were intact, leaving little room for natural light. He held his lamp high, the feel of its rough rope strange in his grasp. Pillars were spaced evenly with chains and chained weights hanging. Across the gap was a long mural-sized window, cut glass and thick leaded barriers creating an image.
He looked down the room where whatever had been on the floor had piled up, then leapt across, scarf glowing for that extra boost. Cadfael hit the first pillar and almost toppled over the other side. Chaucy followed, landing much more stable, and they bounded over to the window. Â Cadfael tilted his head to align with the picture.
It showed geometric shapes in the illusion of streets, of tall spectral figures in hoods and sun-flare halos. Down the length of the wall where the glass hadnât fallen away, the image changed from streets to towers, clouds instead of waves. Creatures littered the borders, foreign beings similar to the cloth animals that lived in the deserts, but larger, stranger. The figures never left, though their backgrounds and the animals changed.
âAre these their gods?â
Chaucy shook her head, metal bangles in her hair clicking in the echoing silence. âThey worshiped the mountain. Those are them, the people who lived here.â
âCan you really call those people?â Cadfael examined one of the figures more closely. No arms were visible, no facial features but gem-like eyes.
âThey had language, and art, and philosophy,â Chaucy said, sitting down and letting her legs dangle over the edge of the pillar. âYou fell from the sky, didnât you? You used to be one of them.â
Cadfael joined her on the edge. âI donât remember.â
âMother says so, but I wouldnât know myself.â
They lapsed into silence as Cadfael studied the pictures, tried to imagine what life had been like before, when he was tall and thin and woven.
Had he once been like these people, architects of impossibilities? Entire cities in the skies and underground, their marks left on the land long after they faded.
Cadfael could barely knit a shawl, much less build an empire.
âI think I was like those cloth dolls, if there were any ancestors like them,â he said. The cloth dolls lived nearer the mountain, looked more like the ancestors than any child of stars or blood did. Â As such, they werenât trusted, but Cadfael found them easy to empathize with. Heâd met several before Vergil found him, brought him to Edge-of-Tide, and always enjoyed their company. They were uncoordinated on the ground, made more for flying like the cloth creatures that abounded closer to the mountain, but liked to play and explore as much as any child. No language, no writings of their own, just gestures and chimes and simple thoughts.
âThey fall from the mountain. So that makes them kind of like stars â Â Do you want to meet yours?â
âMy ancestor?â Cadfaelâs voice echoed, sharp and startled. âI can do that?â
âOf course,â Chaucy said as she stood, dusting her palms off on her pants. âEven here, they worshipped the mountain. They have meditation chambers.â
âIâŚâ Cadfael trailed off. Now that the idea had been broached, it had the same appeal as exploring the city. The unknown was within reach. He did want to know about the past, who he was before, if he had been anyone that mattered. While Soulâs Light gave him some direction, he still wasnât anything more than one of many. âOkay.â
Cadfael gripped his lamp stick in his hands, clenching so hard the bleached blue wood creaked. He tasted salt on his lips, saw salt in the stars. The shadow of the ruins they were heading toward lay just at the edge of the camp, casting everything on the ground in a hazy silver-black blur.
âHey,â a voice whispered near him, and Chaucyâs silhouette filled his vision, the gem in her eye catching moonlight like a catâs eye. âWhy arenât you asleep? We have a lot of work tomorrow.â
âI know,â he whispered back, mindful of the many sleeping blue cloaks around them. Mother Beatrice slept with her flock on oiled sheets and thin-padded mats, somewhere a little to the left of Cadfael.
Seeing that simply telling him to sleep wasnât going to work, Chaucy stepped back and waved for Cadfael to follow her. He gently, gently stood with his lampstick in hand, heard the oil inside slosh loud in the quiet, and slunk after the tail of her long scarf, the clink of her own netted lamps. He was too excited to sleep, and certainly wasnât going to say no to sneaking off with her. Chaucy led him further along the salt plain, around pools dark and deep as the sky, their still surfaces reflecting stars.
âSounds carry. We still have to be quiet,â she whispered over her shoulder, scars glowing like pale roots across her dark skin. âBut not as quiet out here.â
âWhatâs out here?â
âNothing â not until we reach that.â Chaucy stopped and pointed at the city. Cadfael let his gaze follow the line of her gesture, slipping across small piles of buildings crumpled like paper and softened with time, fluttering cloth banners growing wild out of them, up to the striated columns and their offering held high. A city tilted sideways, speared like a great beast on stone jutting out of the salt plains. Some small amount of cloth hung down and swayed in the sandpaper breezes that rolled from the mountain halfway across the world. It looked alive, backed by silvered plains and inky skies, tendrils writhing.
âWeâre going there? Now?â he asked, footsteps slowing, excitement giving way to nerves.
Chaucy stopped and turned around, scarf swirling with the sudden motion. âOf course. Itâs one thing to take the guided tour, and another to really see it.â
He shifted his stick to his other shoulder, changed the weight on his feet. The salt groaned quietly and wind sang across the pools around them. Farther back, the dark figures of the others littered the salty ground, all resting for the coming day. âBut Mother Beatrice ââ
âYes, what about her?â Chaucy asked, fingers splayed across her lips as though to keep in any other comments. âDid she say not to do this?â
âNoâŚâ
âDoes she like it when you cling to her scarf end?â
âNo,â Cadfael said, a little more strongly. She did encourage independence, gave them the tools to learn for themselves, keep themselves alive.
âIf you go tomorrow, sheâll put you to work and you wonât have a chance to explore.â
Cadfael didnât hold exploration as high a priority as Chaucy did, but he couldnât deny wanting to know what was there. This was a place of stories and mysteries, hinting at a world long gone. He didnât want to see it in passing. If Chaucy was willing to go, he felt secure that it wasnât bad to go.
âWill you come with me?â he asked. âI donât want to go alone.â
âOf course.â Chaucy turned again and started up a brisk walk toward the ruins. âOne should never go exploring alone.â
The city itself was still far away, despite how deceptively close it appeared to be, and time crawled in the murky depths of its shadow. Â As they passed smaller buildings, Chaucy paused and let Cadfael work his way through them â most were empty and disappointing, so soon even he was simply passing them by for the real goal: the city proper.
âSupposedly this used to be all water,â Chaucy said when he commented about the lack of things in the buildings, any evidence of lives and livelihoods, as though they were just faded replicas of homes and nobody ever lived in them. âAll the way up to there.â She pointed almost straight up at the columns that were rising up around them like fingers, breaking the salt into bars of shadow and moonlight as they got progressively taller. As they got closer to the tallest, one stood out as being distinctly different â not a column at all, but a giant artificial thing jammed into the ground and pointing heavenward. It didnât look like the buildings had, either. One thing at a time, though. Cafael returned his attention to Chaucy.
âHow did it stay so high? Did they have something to hold it in?â
âAll of this used to be water,â Chaucy repeated. âFrom horizon to horizon. The cliffs held it in. When the buildings fell, the water ate them away.â
âWhere were the buildings that they fell?â
âIn the sky.â
Cadfael fell silent, trying to figure out if Chaucy was just making up stories. She mixed reality and fantasy with the same ease Vergil and Durante, both asleep back at the camp, wove their poetry.
Endless depths and flying cities â both seemed impossible. Cadfael glanced around, following the curve of the horizon and trying to imagine the black puddles large enough to coat even a fraction of what Chaucy claimed. Heâd seen the salt plains flood, turning into mirrors that let people walk on the sky, but it was rare and the water shallow. The ruins, which everyone in Edge-of-Tide knew about, were a bit of a mystery as to what they actually were. At least to anyone but Beatriceâs chosen. Cadfael had heard stories ranging from giants to gods, and none did the reality of them any justice. If Chaucy was telling the truth, he found that far more impressive.
âHow do you know?â
âLots of ways. I can show you some of them, but others areâŚ.â She trailed off, carefully avoiding any hint as to what the other ways were.
âAncestral knowledge?â Cadfael asked, lowering his voice even more as though Beatrice would materialize behind them at the merest breath of the phrase. The forbidden information only imparted to those fallen stars who journeyed to the mountain and tasted paradise â a small consolation for then being cast out again, given in bits and remnants and never a whole. He hadnât thought the children of blood like Chaucy were given any, but Beatrice had been to the mountain many, many times.
âThere are maps, and books, and just⌠thereâs so much up there,â Chaucy said instead.
Cadfael accepted the dodge and tilted his head back, loose-knit shawl falling from where it was draped across his hair. âHow do we get up there?â
âWe climb.â Chaucy tied her lamps to her waist and flexed her fingers, eying the column beside them. When she began to climb, digits wedged into hand- and foot-holds, Cadfael just stood helplessly by and watched.
As it became obvious Chaucy wasnât in any way joking, he sighed and tried to figure out what to do with his own lamp. He took it off the stick and mimicked her action of tying it to his waist. It knocked against the back of his knee, glass cool and heavy. It threw him off balance, so he was careful to climb slowly and test every hold he managed to find.
Next thing they produce: glass! (Thatâs supposed to be glass.) Thereâs a ton of sand around Edge-of-Tide, because Journey, and most of what goes into the glass is local. Despite being in the middle of a desert, the glassworkers there will pay you for a bucket of sand if itâs from somewhere else.
Their glass-making skills are pretty basic â lots of impurities, nonuniform structures, etc. Most of the glass is blue-green, but can come in other variations, the rarest being clear because of said impurities. The glass is used for lamps, decorations, jars, floats, and other such stuff.Â
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I wanted to do some stuff regarding what Edge-of-Tide primarily produces, because not only is it the home of a cult, itâs also a trade town. So, first product: salt! Itâs basically blue Himalayan salt which comes from the nearby âoceanâ (more sometimes salt pan, sometimes briny shallows). The people of Edge-of-Tide carve the salt, use it to preserve foods, for medicinal purposes, and whatever else one can do with salt.