heyyy. sooo videos from night one of the es tour are out.
i've tried not to speak on ari's health or physical appearance, because frankly i don't feel it's typically any of our business, and because it's been such a grueling topic over the span of her career, but seeing the videos from last night actually made my heart lurch lol. she looks really unwell.
and again, i've tried to take her at her word (i love her, clearly lol, i've been a stan since the victorious days), but this goes beyond being thin. something is going on, can't say if it's ed or if she's going through something else, but it's never been this glaring imo. she looks smaller now than she did during the wicked press tour.
ngl it has really saddened me and i've lost a lot of the excitement over this tour lol. i just really, really hope she has a good support system. i'm probably going to pause on posting for a while, bc... idk, i feel weird pretending like nothing is happening when something clearly is.
i love ari and genuinely am hoping nothing but the best for her, she has been through so fucking much and she deserves happiness and health. i hope she gets it.



















