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The Intouchables (2012) It's Kind of a Funny Story (2010) Little Miss Sunshine (2006) Into The Wild (2007) Hangover part 1 - 3

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Into the Wild (2007)
Highly recommended movie for people who's trying to find meaning of life. Really moved by its stories and I just realized it is based on true story after the movie is finished. I knew from the beginning, no one could ever make such a real movie unless coming from a real experience (tho some parts a lil more impossible, understandable for a movie purpose). Review to be continued.......
Warning: this blog is meant for private consumption. I did not disclose my details with a reason. I did put some posts on 'private' mode but then I need to sign in to read those which is not as simple as i want. I know you have been stalking me through my posts and i want you to stop if you are a man (or if you are not, like what I'm thinking about you, there's nothing i can do)
The interview 2014
Here's the list of companies who called me back: BDO (Financial and Management Advisor) Called for the first interview session with two manager who were totally not friendly at all GAH! questions were varied from competency based, short case studies, and finance knowledge ( I wasn't prepared for any of those questions except for competency based). Rejected for the next round which is presentation and final stage interview with the director. Some small companies (Human Resources) Local SME company, I thought it's a consulting company and it turned out to be a recruitment firm. It's okay, hard work will be paid off in the future. I reject the position as HR. British American Tobacco (Management Trainee) Shortlisted for the second stage which was assessment test. Questions were maths and verbal reasoning, so damn tough. I underestimated the test and failed to the next round. Bloomberg (Sales and Analytics) The most memorable interview session. I was shortlisted together with other 7 candidates from different background which were really astounding. Stages were five in a span of 3 hours. We were rotated to different posts to do some activities or interviews. Most interviewees were really nice. I got rejected but what a good experience to have. Uniqlo (Management Trainee) I was not really up for the interview since it was during my exam period and I did not really want to be a store manager (but i did say i want in the interview, people lied so much in interview sigh). Assessment was maths and essay. then we go to group interview, i was paired with two guys who i thought a lil bit sissy. Got rejected, even to be a store manager i got rejected. This really make me a discouraged worker. Unilever (Management Trainee) The only offer I think i can nail but then I cannot come to the assessment stage even tho I have only one more step to final interview. But the day was crashing with Bloomberg interview, so I turned down Unilever offer. Sad, yes. But it's okay, I am immune to this kind of pain. I am heartless.
April - May
April Those days are gone were the right words to describe those two months hell yeah! I've been busy studying, mugging, complaining about life and hoping those days ended fast. April, I got several job interview, and got rejected (as usual) until i become so heart broken I do not want to apply for a job anymore :( May The month we've been waiting for. Exams were fine, not like last year exam. I can do quite well, hoping i get first class honor even tho it's a close to impossible but IT IS still possible. Exam just ended. I start applying for job, reluctantly. I have been daydreaming about job that I really want to do despite of working in a bank or finance industry. But hey, then I will waste my degree. Being a free man sort to say (fresh graduate student) you face with a lot more options. You can choose lots of different route to the top or down the hill. Some people say it is quarter life crisis. Hey Karl, tell me what you become in 5 years time, today you soooo desperately hate looking for job! you sick of being rejected while others who work less effort than you can easily secure a job just because they are lucky and you are not. Yes, I am not always be the luckiest girl, I work my ass off to be here where I stand now, luck is not really my best friend. I believe more to the 99% hard work. Proof me wrong please, and in the future you already know your paths. You can at least refer back and say to yourself, 'thank God I wasn't stop trying'. I do not worry if you haven't been in any relationship in the next 5 years (tho i hope you had one), because I know that is not your priority, at least for now. And I hope your relationship with mom dad and sisters getting better, you will not be the same 20years old girl like you are now. Wish myself best of luck! Ps. today you were a really bad kid, you rejected your sister and parents' call, made them worried, and you cried yourself to sleep, just remember, blame it to hormone!

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Week 13 simple act of kindness
Went back to sg on tuesday. So not looking forward to it. But unusual things happening while I was in the airport. .
First, there’s this China lady asking me frantically in mandarin accompanied by an officer. Wth she didnt know my chinese was as bad as my dad’s sundanese. But I was the only ‘chinese looking’ passenger so I entertained whatever she said by replying in broken Chinese plus body language signs, until finally I said ‘dui’ which means ‘correct’ in english, then she stopped and said thankyou. I just hope I didnt get her into trouble.
And then I was got cut in my check-in queue by a random uncle. I was okay actually, not in a rush, and also I didnt have (and never have) the energy to argue. But there’s this kind aunty before my queue that do the job for me. She complained to the uncle that my turn was after her, not his turn. They both got a lil bit intense till the officer said we can check in together. Phew. I was like only stonning between them looking stupidly innocent. But thanks tho to the aunty for standing before me. :)
And the good thing is cuz I was helping the Chinese lady and i was the victim of queue-cutting I was given the front seat (Actually I asked for it but they said no more front seat at first).
Lastly once I arrived in sg I found my baggage was already unlocked and my stuff was so messy inside. Typical of LION AIR who always got this matter unsolved since my dad and my relatives experienced the same thing previously.
So yaa..maybe a previously-thought bad day can turn good as long as u think it is. It’s all in your mind.
Week 12
Finished with the prelim! Yay! Indo gateaway for a week! Seriously made used of my time while in Indo: procastinating all the way yay! Social life: in crisis.. too focused on exam alr no time for flirting and gossiping yay!
http://www.elephantjournal.com/2014/03/how-to-love-a-girl-who-doesnt-know-how-to-be-loved/
Week 5-11
Sooo I just finished this whole prelim thingy uyeaaah!
Short catch up!
I dont know why but it seems all ppl around me are getting married or are engaged. .and I accidentally watched movies about wedding and stuff like that.. okay so the point is.. is this the sign I shud really think about my future love life? Just nice after prelim..
I dont know but im just tired of all this love talks and probably decided to be in my own as long as I need to.. but situation and society in fact doesn’t help at all..
Journal week 4: The Interview!
20 to 26 Jan 20: whole day at school finishing 4 assignments in a day! wew! 21: BIG NEWS calling! Interview with BDO wohoo! 22: cannot really concentrate on my day till the interview day.. but today finally went to play badminton with new shoes! then studied at starbucks with Feli! 23: took another professional photo for the interview.. interview in my mind every day all day pretty much.. 24: two class in a row! my friday night for the next 1 month 25: went for the launch of PA-SIM.. the participants were really nice, hope I'll get something good by joining this program 26: rest day! and stress day thinking and preparing for the next day interview,,gosh!

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OMG I GOT BDO INTERVIEW! SUPAA EGGCITED YET SCARED!!
Journal week 3: super hectic
13 to 19 jan
13: a guy in top students workshop asking for my number.. did a lil research he's a male model.. at least im still attractive
14: meet up with daddy after hes late for the fligt due to jkt flood
15: 2 classes in a row again! Nuff said
16: did a profesional photoshoot.. jacq did my make up haha!
17: watch insight undo.. oh God time really flies! Been a year! 365 freaking days!
18: went to career fair, dropped some cvs, hope I lock a job soon
19: went to geylang with fam ate claypot rice and big feast as usual! Omg what a way to end this hectic week!!!
Journal Week 2: Hectic Week and Proud Top student
6 Jan - 12 Jan 2014
6 Jan= Just attended class as per normal.. meet up with an old friend A**ers. Shockingly he was trying hard to be 'gentle' with me. I was flattered, been long time no one being genuinely gentle to me.
Journal Week 1: first gamble, first gastric problem
So I'm canceling my plan of buying one small notebook from Moleskine as I was calculating the pros n cos of investing, not writing, and chances of losing it. I ended up going back to what I used to do: Blogging. But this time I will commit myself to weekly diary journal of what I am doing the whole week. Hopefully can be a reflection for the next year.
Schizophrenia, know him well when you get older...

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Whenever you feel down, just remember your family back home and the reason why you're here.
The End
It's clear now finally! More and more evidents that show me the real personality of a man whom once I was crazy about.
Let this be a lesson for me. Not to feel down by an anonymous rejection that might be there for a reason. Perhaps it's the reciprocal of all the things I understand.
So all those tears and depressed were for nothing but a lesson. A lucky treat in disguise! Cuz if I force my feeling to him and we ended up together, the tears would be more than before. He is just not the one I need.
I am glad that he had ever been in my life tho. Everyone comes for a reason. Now it's the end of my journey for him. I gotta run on another direction now. Bye to you, Leo, hope you'll find another me.
P.S. The best advice of love: dont fall for a stranger..and marry your best friend.