these hazards of love...

NOTE: I selfship partially to cope! While that often means escapism and fluff, it's also very helpful for me to explore the aftermath and effects of my trauma in a fictional space.

Some work may be heavier, and I will warn & put the relevant work under a read more.

If I ever fail to properly tag anything or you feel I need to beef up my warnings, please reach out so I can do so! I appreciate you being on my blog and seeing what I make, so it's the least I can do to make sure everyone is safe while they're here.

CONTENT WARNINGS:

discussion of past sexual abuse (tagged as cw csa/sa/rape/sexual abuse) - i selfship to cope, and this is one of the things i cope with. everything will be under a cut and tagged!

discussion of past incestuous abuse (tagged as cw incest + above tags) - as above. eddie and I also share this trauma, and part of the reason I'm so attached to him is because he understands. I DO NOT CONDONE ANY ROMANTICISATION OF INCEST. IF YOU DO, PLEASE GET AWAY.

violence/gore (tagged as cw violence/cw gore/cw blood) - exactly what it says on the tin. honestly this one's just because it rules.

psychiatric abuse (tagged as cw psych abuse/cw medical abuse) - hey, did you know that undergoing ABA therapy from when you're 5 to when you're like 13 messes you up? i do. this is one of those things i explore and play with in fictional settings because it affected me a lot.

F/OS:

Eddie Gluskin (Outlast) - Awful Terrible Husband Man! Tag: r :: always a groomsman / S/I: Leslie Manco

Maxwell Carter (Don't Starve) - I am so in love with him and it is horrible and unhealthy. Tag: r :: we'll not go home again / S/I: Wick (The Seeker)

Magnus Hammersmith (Metalocalypse) - my yucky oldman... i love him. he can stab me it's okay :) Tag :: r :: my sweet revenge / S/I: James "Jay" Gerstenberger

'Swan'/Secret F/O (Secret Source) - i hate him. he is awful and terrible. but i'm also madly in love with him. he has a codename so I can talk about him. Tag: r :: here all clipped of kickstand // rr :: terrible horrible no good very bad polycule (with my irl boyfriend, we both ship with him) / S/I: also a secret

The Drifter (Deadlock) - my stinkyyyy my yucky #myyucky - Tag: r :: on to the next bloody show // rr :: blackout in new york (polyship w my irl bf) / S/I: Ginger

Wyll Ravengard (Baldur's Gate 3) - My #1 husband forever. mwah. Tag: r :: blade and burial / S/I: Taves

Raphael (Baldur's Gate 3) - 80% of himposts are on this blog I'm gonna be honest. r :: the devil made me do it / S/I: Calamity

Cyrus (Pokemon Diamond/Pearl/Platinum) - my first f/o... tag: r :: gaylactic / S/I: Percy

The Guide (Terraria) - listen hes on this blog cause i like the whole wall of flesh thing. sniles. tag: r :: follow me! / S/I: Seeker

Flambae (Dispatch) - i need to chew on him. warm guy... tag: r :: if you need someone to push you around / S/I: Sandman (Teddy)

Santiago (IWTV) - he's my type. unfortunately. tag: r :: night unfurls its splendor / S/I: Sam

Franco Barbi (Outlast Trials) - i can make him realize he likes boys. tag: r :: drink to me baby / s/i: willard

FAMILIAL/PLATONIC:

Benoit Blanc (Knives Out) - my father figure... tag: (not set) / S/I: (not set)

Valentine (Skullgirls) - the sisterrrr (older sister) tag: f :: i know exactly what i want and who i want to be / s/i: nutmeg

Mother Gooseberry (Outlast Trials) - that's mama. tag: f :: mama! / s/i: willard

Sister Liliya Bogomolova (Outlast Trials) - also older sister yayyy!! tag: f :: as it ever was so it will be again / s/i: willard

& others!

TAGS: (not counting cw tags!)

#(won't want for love) - general selfship work tag!

#(isn't it a lovely night?) - art tag!

#(we speak our vows and starry whispers) - writing tag!

#(the miseries that hounded you) - angst tag!

#(o my own true love!) - reblog tag of content of my f/os!

#(the taiga shifted strange) - reblog tag of other's selfship content.

#(grant me freedom to enjoy this night) - imagine/general selfship reblog tag!

#(and i want this night!) - NSFT/suggestive tag.