tiny ghost

combusts in release.

my ghosts come and go as they please, sometimes i dont even get to know their name, but all is good. my good friend ghost n°4 is raphael, who i insist isnt really a ghost but who am i to judge (bonus fact he sits on my desk in a painting, he likes it quite a bit). lily is such a sweetheart but is very shy with people she doesnt know, and loves tending to her garden (imaginary or otherwise). hubert is the very opposite of lily and is often the grumpy old man who doesnt really want to teach you how to woodwork but gets frustrated when you dont know how to do it, so he helps you anyway. i dont know when he died, he doesnt really talk about anything other than woodworking, but he is a welcoming presence, to me at least. there are other ghosts i have talked to here and there, but most dont really talk about themselves, as is their right. but that's it for now!

for a long time, even though i was pretty into scrolling on tumblr i never really posted anything, not like i didn't have anything to say, but more like i was afraid of public perception. but as i grew older (im 22 now) i found that posting my thoughts, experiences, questions etc... did more good for me than just scrolling and liking posts. but i keep forgetting posting this much so i post again only to find i've somehow amassed about 33 posts. i've learned through posting and commenting (even if it might feel like a natural or trivial thing) to get myself out there professionally, personally, or otherwise. thanks for the ask!

I sometimes forget that jaywalking is illegal in america (or that it exists) (jaywalking not the country) (it's confusing i know), like it's so silly and funny i can't take it seriously. but you gotta understand where im coming from, my country does not have a law against jaywalking, and a few years ago like 3 to 4 yo the gov tried to issue a law that said if a pedestrian crossed the street away from the crosswalk they were fined 25 bucks (not gonna say the currency so y'all can guess where this is), but we the people found it so ridiculously funny and silly that we didn't take it seriously AT ALL. and the thing is the amount of money you were fined changed depending on how far you were from the crosswalk. so if you were like 5 metres away you "payed" like 15 bucks. and the closer you were the less you paied lmaoooo. so soon videos spread of elderly people who for the most couldnt see all that well so they kept getting fined lmaooo. and it's not like a system where they got it mailed no no cops where stopping them and telling them in public they had to pay like 10 bucks (and for you muricans it's like if a cop stopped you and said you have to pay a dollar for jaywalking lmaoo) so these lovely citizens would laugh in their faces and it was just the best thing ever to happen. i dont know if the law changed or something but i know that cops dont give a fuck now and you can jaywalk IN FRONT OF A COP AND THEY WILL NOT SAY A FUCKING THING.

no more food for you. you are not becoming an eldritch horror that mimics a cute cat at my expense.

the only possible anecdote about this is that now at 22 i have a fucking FAT ASS THAT I DO NOT WANT AND MY MOM LIKES TO MAKE FUN OF MY FAT ASS SAYING I CAN YOUR ASS FROM A KM AWAY. please does anyone accept ass donations i am suffering here.

more to follow!

my twink for the love of god if you send me a text and i answer dont wait for literaly ETERNITY to text me back. This will not make you evolve, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY TWINK

Ghost n°4 : no. no no. YOU dont wanna know. But the socks *chefs kiss*