thefrickinhermit♤

I'll decay, Become a part of the woods. My soul engraved on a tree, No remnants of me. No signs of my existence Only a body That now lies empty

And I'll just be another existence in history that will just become a figure of deaths in the future.May God have mercy on us.Ameen

I just want to feel sane please and normal

I gaze, And I fall deeper and deeper, Into those cursed eyes. Those distressed, Troubled specks, Possessing all the Hurt and the pain, Life offered. And this gazing still wouldn't be enough, To quench this thirst For I am intoxicated On them.

You're shedding/shredding skins of yourself leaving the past you behind in all those memories or is this to protect yourself.

I have wandered eternities in search of you,trying to get a glimpse of you in every person that i come across,trying to find some sort of reminder that time will heal things and is not as cruel as it seems.

Childhood My smiles as of yet,are untainted and pure. A reflection of all the happy feelings I've experienced to this day or maybe I'm unaware and ignorant of all the sadness there is to this world. Adult My smiles as of yet,are hollow and melancholic.Regret and agony seeps through every inch of it. I wonder when such a great blessing was stolen away from me.Is it that my souls become too dark for it to carry the light known as a smile

I'm digging up grey in the parts of my brain that still work. They're burying me with my dead dreams . My dead dreams

Maybe all these repressed emotions since childhood unveil themselves one we grow older.

She took me away for a stroll in the park.A few moments later I found myself aimlessly moving about, gazing , drowning myself into my surroundings. Remaining days of enchantment never seem to grasp my hold anymore.

I got an exam and I don't kn9w shit. Procrastination taking over my life

It's just easier to pour everything out on your past and future self.

She said"sorry, I dont want to be me but I dont want to end it together. I just want to matter."