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That offer was taken with a smile. As low as he was, Kingu showing kindness easily made his heart flutter, made him feel that much lighter. Gilgamesh left a kiss on his knee before he got up, happy to move onto Kinguâs bed beside him. Funny, how his bed smelledâŚnice. But not clean linen nice, more like hand soaps, neutral scents. He didnât comment on it.Â
That gold chain was in his hand, and he worried it between his fingers, held it close to his chest as he relaxed into the sheets. His red eyes were downcast however, as Kingu laid down with him, his thoughts tracing the grooves on that pointed end just as the tips of his fingers. He knewâŚHe knew Kinguâs feelings on Enkidu were complicated, but it was no use in avoiding their name, and Gilgamesh didnât want to. It wasnât right to.Â
âI was shown visionsâŚ.of Enkiduâs death. Several of them.â He sees Kinguâs long green hair as a backdrop to his unfocused gaze. It brings him further into those thoughts. âBut I was also given the vision of them alive and well, smiling and fighting side by side like we used to. I tell myself I am at peace with their death, I am at peace with how we spent our lives together. But it still hurts me. It still makes me feel weak.â
His gaze lifts then, looking to Kinguâs face, those beautiful unique eyes of amethyst. One hand holds that chain and the other touches Kinguâs cheek, and he feels as though heâs embracing them bothâhis two friends. âI desire to be able to be at peace were you to pass as well. This life weâve been granted togetherâI cannot foresee how long it might last. Please, allow me to be certain that we enjoy what we can of it.â
Settled in comfortably now, a hand cautiously moves to rest upon the Kingâs torso. He continued to watch with those vibrantly colored eyes, at attention and with the smallest hints of concern. His other hand was used to prop himself upwards in order to get a better look at his friend, in order to see him eye to eye.
He glanced at the chain in Gilâs hand as he noticed it, only moments before Gil explained what he saw. If one was a close enough observer, they could notice the way that Kinguâs eyes slightly darkened upon hearing the name. It was as if someone had clutched at his windpipe, dropped a pile of stones into his stomach and tied it into a knot all at once. Just a single utterance caused a wrenching in his heart, coupled with the knowledge of the Kingâs pain.
No. This isnât about you. This is about Gil.
A voice in the back of his mind snapped him out of it, and he stashed those feelings away within him. Just as Gil had raised a hand to his cheek, Kinguâs own hand went to rest upon Gilâs. His thumb caressed small circles into the skin, shaking his head as he listened. Despite that, a small smile remained on his face.
âThereâs nothing wrong with feeling weakness at times, even for the King of Heroes. Surely, you would have learned that by now.â He personally didnât know how Gil was before the passing of Enkidu; only of what was told by word of mouth and legend. However, he did know that Gil had made a lot of changes; he had grown tremendously. âWhatever Diaidem throws at you, know that you are stronger. It is a pain that will remain in your heart, but never again will it claim you.â
Saying these words... Usually something like that would make him sick, but it was for Gilâs sake.
âYou donât have to make this about me, you know. Regardless, we should enjoy this life with each moment, rather than worrying about what the future holds.â













