Ana_TheFallenAngel

It's not because the love is gone. It's that Ford knows that even a little inch being allowed through the door could have him falling off that wagon.

Allowing himself to feel one shred of affection, of the all consuming devotion that still dwells inside him, would be akin to a recovering alcoholic allowing themselves just one drink. Dangerous, and something that has the potential to undo the entire process of recovery.

Ford doesn't trust himself not to go back to being Bill Cipher's devoted little priest who sold his soul for nothing but his muse's affection, if he lets himself feel anything towards Bill but hate and a desire to stop him. Yes he is stubborn but (at least in his own mind) he has to be. Because even after everything, he still can't help wanting to love and worship Bill Cipher.

blue people bloodymary but make them women ig

It was his first ever procedure in this AU and he was very brave throughout the whole thing please be nice to him

[Vol 3. Part 1] plan compromised!! abort! abort!

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The contrast of Ava and Stratt struggling with the guilt as Ava is slowly dying while Simon Grace and Rocky are up to absolute bullshit on the Hail Mary.

in on this or i’ll get turned

into a goblin