Lost Love
Written 8/18/2024
Lucien entered the ‘gathering’ room to see Azami was sitting at the table, scribbling away “So you’re going through with it?” He had heard earlier that she was going to marry Lucifer son, Faolon to further their alliance. He didn’t believe it. He hoped it was just gossip. “I have no choice” He frowned as he stood across from her “You do have a choice sweetheart. You always have a choice” He watched as her sapphire eyes finally met his. “If I don’t do this, our alliance might not exist. I do not want to risk Stella being separated from you” He frowned now “There is plenty of other ways to go about an alliance. If you do not want to marry him, you do not have to. You have a voice and a choice. What’s going to happen when you wake up next to him and realize you made a mistake?” She was still staring at him, but he could see the wheels turning “That.. Lucien, That doesn’t matter. Plenty of people get married without love. I already told him we are doing this for the alliance. Nothing else.” Now Lucien sat across from her. He had to admit it felt like his heart was breaking at the realization that the one he loved the most was now going to be unavailable completely “I always hoped we’d always be” He watched as broke their eye contact to stare at the scroll she was previously writing on.
“I’m sorry Lucien, but maybe this is a sign we should just move on. From each other. What we had was in the past and it should stay there”
He stood quickly, slamming his hands on the table. It was like something within him snapped. “The past!? The time we spent together meant nothing to you? The nights, the evenings, the walks, the talks, creating our beautiful star, meant nothing!?” Lucien never lost control. He never took things seriously nor did he care to. But the thought of losing Azami, his previous partner and mother to his child was causing him to lose that battle within himself. “I never said it didn’t mean anything!”
Azami had now shot up from her seat to glare at Lucien. “How dare you assume it meant nothing! You meant everything to me! Before we had Stella and after! You meant so much to me! How dare you assume the worst of me! I’m not like Nyxie or Oceania! I loved you more than anything. I was willing to give up so much for you!”
Tears were sliding down her cheek as Lucien stared, the black ooze that was causing his eyes to turn black had halted in overtaking his vision fully. He shook his head as he hung his head. The ooze was now seeping out of his eyes like black tears. “I made this choice for my kingdom safety and to strengthen Lunaris Alliance with Hell. I am not going to let you interfere with that!”
The noise from the chair moving got Lucien to look up as Azami had walked away from where she was sitting. She had gathered her scrolls and stormed out the room. The scent of tears following behind her.
He cursed himself.
---- Lucien & Azami Old timeline Inspo: Chappell Roan – Good luck babe ---- I really love chappel Roan now and I cannot stop listening to her music. In the old timeline Azami comes to term with marrying Faolon to help her kingdom under the goddess orders. She doesn't have any feelings towards the fallen angel, but they both came into an agreement for the marriage. Azami could never admit it, but she does still love Lucien and want to be with him again, but due to circumstances and things that have happened, she cannot see herself with him. --- Characters belong to me













