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Top 3 things people love insisting they don't have despite it being impossible
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Everyone has an accent it came free with your language 🙄
Congrats to every reply like this for failing to understand the fundamental definition of an accent. Of course you think you sound normal! It's the way you speak!
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Sign languages also comes with accents, you can easily watch people sign and tell the difference
You get different sign language accents, you get regional accents, and you even get "second language speaker accent"

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I have got bad news for you about how connecting to the internet works and how corporations will respond to requests from the government.
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Thinking about Bill and Javier, the two still most blindly loyal people to Dutch by the time of the downfall of the gang, who questioned between each other who the rat could be, who will walk around camp in chapter 6 constantly calling others out for doubting Dutch or defending him against everyone else right in front of him,
then being the ones to absolutely nope the fuck out at the first chance they got to flee after the Pinkertons' invasion of the gang's final stand, so quickly to the point that they never even showed up as enemies on the mini map nor appeared in the mission ever again.
(credit to Novice on YouTube for pointing this out that they completely disappear as soon as the shooting starts)
Almost like they took the bare bones idea of Dutch and Micah's plan without the "going back to Blackwater" part of it.
No one asked about them afterwards; they left seemingly completely unnoticed in all the chaos going on.
It becomes a pattern of behavior for Javier that leads into RDR1 where he's only loyal to people until it interferes with his instinct for self-survival which goes above all else
And for Bill, when John comes looking for him, Bill's choice to desert Dutch comes back as resentment toward John for not saving him, forcing Bill into making the autonomous choice for himself to get out
But it's just as John says,
Bill took pride in following Dutch just as much as he took pride in the future over running his own gang, but it was also fear that kept him with Dutch so long because he saw no better option - nor did Javier. Dutch always saw them right, so they thought, and he would do it again. But it wasn't until that night of the final separation of the gang where everyone took their side that they both realized the truth, it seemed. They did, in the end, do what Arthur told them:
Dutch wasn't going to see them right this time and the proof was upon them by the arrival of the Pinkertons. They thought for themselves, and they ran.
Hm. Commenter got me thinking a little more on this and I've been puzzling it out in my head ever since. I do think it's worth noting how Javier hesitates to point his gun at Arthur and John in the final stand of RDR2 before committing to it right before the Pinkertons fired their warning shot and announced themselves. He was put between a rock and a hard place with making a choice of who to betray, but in the end he settles for what's most familiar and comfortable before taking off alongside Bill after the Pinkertons started shooting. From this, his character reads to me as the reluctant turncoat, staying with whoever and whatever suits him best until it no longer suits him, but there is a loyal side to him too that brings a hesitancy or reluctancy, even at times guilt for letting others take the fall in his place. But he also runs, because he doesn't want to settle on one choice or the other.
Javier was a revolutionary at one point; standing up for others was once part of his character and where he drew a moral line, but when things started closing in on him and everyone else, somewhere along the way his priorities shifted. It was as John said, that when Dutch took a turn, Javier went crazy because "the one thing he believed in turned out to be a lie". For a while, he still questioned Dutch like everyone else on their return from Guarma, but his desire to do that fell apart later, too. Where people like John and Arthur were strong enough to keep questioning Dutch and taking stands against him, neither Bill nor Javier could. Thinking too long and too hard about the idea that the leader they loved so much, the leader Bill uplifted to near godhood status, the leader who brought Javier in after he fled Mexico and had nothing and nowhere else to turn to, wasn't the man they thought he was, was far too scary to consider even though they both knew it deep down. So they remained loyal up until the breaking point because it felt safer, because it was familiar, because they didn't want to face the truth.
As far as we know, and we unfortunately don't know much of what happened with Bill and Javier from the end of 1899 to 1911 because they weren't included in the RDR2 epilogue nor mentioned, they went their own separate ways - Bill to New Austin, a place the gang had once discussed fleeing to, where he then formed his own gang, and Javier back to Mexico despite the price that was once on his head, likely a reason he became a paid mercenary of the Mexican government, mirroring John's own situation with the U.S. government - and as far as we know, after that night in 1899, they never sought Dutch out, or he was as unfindable at the time to them as he was to everyone else until he ended up with Micah on Mount Hagen by 1907. It would make sense at least if they never reached back out as they were both so quick to flee the final stand which was why I made my original analysis, because it was such an odd wrench in their behavior after what we saw of their other choices in chapter 6, and it deviated completely from their typical patterns of behavior, a pattern of "we're loyal to Dutch and we're staying loyal" to "because we're loyal, we're going to call out those we see as not being loyal anymore" and then all of a sudden to splitting from the rest of the gang together at the end of the chapter. We get less from Javier on the matter, but as we get Bill saying in the beginning of RDR1 to John, "Now, I'm in charge! No more Dutch, and no more you" and then proceeding to still parrot things Dutch had said against John, that Dutch had "always said you were an arrogant son of a bitch" and that Dutch had wanted him dead, it makes me wonder if both Bill and Javier had come to an agreement eventually that while they may still have respected Dutch, this was their time to stand out in their own ways separate from him and they wouldn't follow him so closely in the same way again.
I believe perhaps, however, that though this worked for Bill as he became a feared gang leader in New Austin, that wasn't Javier's desired path. He didn't know who or what to believe in anymore and thus spent the remainder of his days getting paid to kill. Both things were something physical he could count on - his capacity to take a human life, and the payment that would follow. They were solid things he could grapple with, and if he was getting rewarded for what he was doing, he wouldn't have to think about why what he was doing wasn't a good thing. Like Dutch, Javier followed in his footsteps to become the kind of man he swore never to be. He was paid to kill and thus he could live. I don't think it's something he necessarily fully settled with, but when cornered and with no other options, upon revisiting the gameplay, he can at least rat out Bill as being with Allende if you catch him rather than killing him - which we eventually see that Bill was, and I think from that he could turn against Dutch too, just not completely remorseless either - much the same as John, once again drawing parallels between them, as John also didn't hunt down the trio completely removed of remorse either, but doing it because he also was left with no choice: it was "hunt your old gang or lose your family" whereas to Javier, it was "I could give you our old gang in exchange for my life", old found family of killers and betrayers vs beloved wife and child, and old found family of killers and betrayers vs one's own life. At the end of the day, Javier again runs, but this time he isn't even given the option of turning Bill and Dutch over to John because John denies giving him that chance, and he can't pull a fast one on John either in the moment and draw his gun without risking his own life. When he has to make a hard choice, he's non-committal, and/or he runs, but he can be driven to give up the ghost as long as it saves his life, too. As they say, those who stand for nothing fall for anything, and that's the vibe Javier was giving by RDR1.