"One Time, One Chance"

Mt fuji. Partner. Workflow. She helped me up the stairs lolol.

Its December... its 85 degrees... i hate this place. I wish i can go back to Japan... better yet Cali... the old life was better. But the new life keeps me entertained.

in terms of updates... thats about it really. livin that white collar life with no time of having a love life lol. kinda sucks but kinda glad at the same time. no responsibilities of answering international phone calls during business meetings bwahahahaha.  oh well. sleep sounds good... up in 5 hrs again.  #bonnuit

2nd part of my biz trip is chillin in phnom penh.,lol super busy. Lots of fun. Now im hungry as fuck again. But i really do want to go home. Sigh... #makingdreamscometrue #gobigorgohome

makes me want to go home... #homesickyetagain #calipride 

Night stroll. #nexttimewithyou #afterarainyday #yokohama #japan #freeway #missincali

Morning motivation.

Flying in to Japan... and yes those are actual rice paddies... im feeling some sake tonight lol #alcoholic

Quite an eventful weekend... denver, omaha, dallas, sd, oc, rowland, lax... biz trip. Complete! Now time for vaca next month. Mwahahaha. Im missing @aribonana_tiu

050214 Still haven't finished packing. Going down memory lane... Atreyu Senses fail Saosin Cartel All that remains... And more... Getting back in touch with rock. I guess i should practice to be part of the band... drums, guitar... gg lol. I don't wanna stay here. I gotta keep doing new things... 俺が欲しいのは君だけ こんなに願ったのは久々 君の笑顔を見るだけ この高鳴りは久々 君を見るだけで落ち着く 君と喋るだけで落ち着く だが君との未来はない もうこれでいいだろう 君から元気をもらいました 色々お世話になりました 君から力をもらいました 色々お世話になりました だけど一つだけ覚えてね 俺たちが過ごした時間を忘れて 俺たちの存在を消して 新しい彼に思いっきり甘えて 新しい彼に思いっきり泣いて 新しい彼に思いっきり頼って これからの人生を笑顔で迎えて 俺はもういないから Don't miss me Don't think of me Don't miss me Don't rely on me Don't miss me You don't know me So be happy. You don't want to get to know me You don't want to hear the truth You don't want to rely on me You don't want your ego to die Mjl

Here's to being independent Here's to being yourself Here's to not giving a fuck I present you My dreams. Who wants to see the world with me? Next stop southeast asia. But before that, I'd like to see my sisters and brothers. My friends and family. Here's a thumbs up to everyone that cares Here's a thumbs up to those that don't At least I'm chasing my dreams. What about you?

That moment when you deliberately have to help your liver out... im prepping for tonight and the weekend. Yes i work this weekend too. #shutupanddrinkup #ragemonth

As a fun filled blessed week, i reflect to what ive had and lost this past yr. Last year was a bday celebration with a bunch of our friends. A year has passed and one thing remains... I spent my 23rd year to the fullest. Being helped by a blessed friend when my uncle and grandpa passed away, she was there. As i swap jobs, she was there. As i disclose my plan for Japan, she stood by me... only for me to tell her goodbye. Im happy to know that she's doing better with someone else that cares for her. As we exit our paths, i will continuously care for her well being. And i truly am happy for her. Lol. As for me, my time is just packed with work and making new friends. From CEOs to the ghetto ass ppl. My plans to go abroad past Japan only gets stronger. I realize. What i want is diff from what i expect. At least im happier lol.

"But how can I reach YOU how can i reach you how can i reach you with my hands up to the stars" "looking everywhere for you I look up high to see you fly it won't take long to reach for you the time has come for us to part and find a place for us to stay where we belong WITH YOUUUUU" Is there more to explain?

From elementary school together. She's probably stuck by a lot of my bs since then... the bad times. The good times. So thank you for being there for me lol. And she came to my bday party. Even tho it was hella last min. She told me she can only kick it for a bit... but she was sweet enough to stay and drink all night. Even though she had work the next day. Anddd she got me a presentttttt... wait til ur bday. Imma spoil your ass. Meet one of my close friends なっちゃん. #shessosweet #24th #birthdaybash #friends #YALLGOTTABENICETOHER