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im sad and i want to drink

why wont he ever text first weve been dating for a year and a half

i wanna get drunk and talk about stuff again because then he s automatic ally happy and i dont annoy him so much

how can he be soooo sweet and the next moment i want to cry

link me playlists you like please or songs! i just want to feel happy (spotify? ) but soundcloud d be nice too:)

qwhy am i so dumb why cant i be normal Once

im pathetic and hes gonna hate me

i ligerally asked him to hust tell me in advance when he wanted to see me so i can work out my studying around yhat because i really wanna soend time with him and not think about whether im gonna have time to study later and he said i screamed at him about it?? i cried and cut and im pathetic and i shouldve stood my fucking ground but nooooo miserable bitch mode shut the fxk up oh my god

i love him so much

if i cut more would he really care like really really or would he just get drunk and scream again im still so mad he upset me so much i puked for like 5 minutes and he didnt even check up on me But when i get drunk becaus r im upset its the fucking end of the wordl

i would like just 1 (one) (singular) fucjin g evening where i can go and feel good and kind of like im 13 again

i got so upset i loterally stood in the bathroom running ice water on my arms amd came back with both forearms wrapped woth cold paper towels snf he dodnt care