real life

I feel like a lot of people nowadays are trying to be 'nice' only because it's 'cool' to be 'nice' and 'inclusive' like it's a fucking trend. Those people can just go fuck right off

The worst that can happen, is it all just stays the same.

My anxiety feels like I'm buried alive in a coffin constructed of heavy stone and I've been trying to claw my way out for years and my fingers are bleeding.

People are always saying 'everything will eventually be okay'. I'll be dead before 'eventually' ever comes.

I really can't keep doing this.

Struggling.

I'm not bored I'm apathetic.

I'm an empty vessel. I'm afraid I will always be empty. I have nothing to offer.

Not happy with anything.

Rich business people that don't tip EVER and have never been told 'no' their entire lives. Fuck off.

Reaching the point where I'm unsure I'm able to make it through.

In a constant state of feeling too much but not feeling anything at the same time.

I let myself fall apart again

I solemnly swear there's still no good in me.

when i woke, the first thing i checked were the walls

I was looking for God in an empty cornfield, but all I found was dirt and trash.