The1oflove

But I know that won’t work, so I don’t. But I’m FAR from pathetic. And the moment you let your guard down, I’ll think of all the ways I can hurt you.

I don’t care what they’ll think of me.

Better than I already do.

I love you, and I will always, my moon.

I miss your dumb jokes.

I miss our conversations.

I miss our heart-felt moments.

He’s terrible. Manipulative. And so many other things I won’t bother saying….

Do you fear what will happen when he finally remembers. Don’t you just hate the feeling of watching him in pain because of what you KNOW he did?

Don’t you just hate yourself for the resentment you feel

Am I that easy to read…. That’s pathetic isn’t it…

I’m not meant to care for others, I’m meant to protect them. Why must everyone remind me of what I’m supposedly “supposed” to be?

It pains me to see my brother in pain. It pisses me off when someone attempts to remind him of his own doing, but part of me… part of me wishes that he would remember, so he could feel the impact of what he’s done.

No…. I shouldn’t wish that upon him.