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'There are no lines left.' He held up his palm for me to see. 'Time has erased what men call fate. I have none.'
Marius de Romanus, The Vampire Armand
âI was a drifter through eternity, a spy among other hearts. I was a blood thing who knew nothing of death and finally nothing about time.â
-Marius de Romanus
I lived the lie. I lived it out of anger. This is what I'm trying to tell you. I have lived lies. I have done it again and again. I live lies because I cannot endure the weakness of anger, and I cannot admit the irrationality of love.
Marius de Romanus, Blood and Gold
Anger is too pathetic. It's too much at a disadvantage always. I can't act upon it. I can't make it mine. Anger is as weak as fear [...] there is something brutal and hurt inside of me, and I wander alone, refusing the cup of anger, choosing silence rather than angry words.
Marius de Romanus, Blood and Gold

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You can hear the musical for the Vampire Lestat musical here
The sheet music for the broadway play The Vampire Lestat
But I was wrong in my optimism, I was ignorant, as ignorant as I accused others of being, and refusing to see the very horrors that surrounded me, all the worse in this century, this reasonable century, than ever before in the world. [...] It's horrors, horrors upon horrors, and it always was, and I can pretend no longer. When I see millions gassed to death for the whims of an Austrian madman, when I see whole African tribes massacred till the rivers are stuffed with their bloated bodies, when I see rank starvation claim whole countries in an age of gluttonous plenty, I can believe all these platitudes no more. "I don't know what single event it was that destroyed my self-deception. I don't know what horror it was that ripped the mask from my lies. [...] God, the litany goes on without end. I have no faith, I have no optimism, I have no firm conviction in the ways of reason or ethics. I have no reproof for you as you stand on the Cathedral steps with your arms out to your all-knowing and all-perfect God. "I know nothing, because I know too much, and understand not nearly enough and never will. But this you taught me as much as any other I've ever known, that love is necessary, as much as rain to the flowers and the trees, and food to the hungry child, and blood to the starving thirsting predators and scavengers that we are. Love we need, and love can make us forget and forgive all savagery, as perhaps nothing else can.
Marius de Romanus, The Vampire Armand
One thing to understand about Marius is that he began his immortality very cynical and angry. During this early period, he came to terms with his separation from mortality. And it hurt him immensely what he had to do for the Great Parents, a duty that was even more burdensome because he got nothing back for that grand work. His sacrifices and pleas were for nothing.
After a while, Marius began to develop emotionally. I think it was when he found art, though he hated his talent a considerable amount when he first discovered it. But it was through art that he began to see beauty, and he began to create beauty. It was this beauty that drew him to the great artists, and with this, he could link humanity with beauty and therefore optimism. He always had great faith in humankind. As humans began to modernize and embrace science, embrace ways of thinking beyond religion, Marius felt they were ascending to a higher level of thinking, and only good could come of this. He felt that soon enough humans would discard dogma and something elevated would take place. But humans stayed barbarous, and the modern age saw some of the worst examples of cruelty. So, after a while, Marius lost his faith in humankind.
âAmadeo,â he said, his lips on my throat as theyâd come a thousand times, only this time there came a sting, sharp, swift and gone. A thread stitched into my heart was jerked all of a sudden. I had become the thing between my legs, and was nothing but that. His mouth nestled against me, and again that thread snapped and again. [âŚ] This is what I want of you. âAnd you must have it,â I said, words propelled to the near forgotten present as I floated against him, feeling him tremble, feeling him thrill to it, feeling him shudder, feeling him whip these threads from inside me, quickening my heart and making me nearly cry out, feeling him love it, and stiffen his back and let his fingers tremble and dance as he writhed against me. âDrink it, drink it, drink it.
The Vampire Armand
But maybe someday something more wonderful will take place: the world will truly move forward, past all gods and goddesses, past all devils and angels.
Marius de Romanus, the Vampire Lestat

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âMark, all this time, as I slipped into churches to see more works by the Master, as I crept into a palazzo to see a famed painting by the Master of the irresistible god Mars sleeping helplessly on the grass beside a patient and watchful Venus, as I went about clasping my hands to my lips so as not to cry out crazily, I did not return to the workshop of the gems. I held myself back.â (B&G pg. 149)
Mariusâ Powers
The Mind Gift The Mind Gift is a very intricate power, one that not many immortals have or realize their true potential in doing. Within the category of the Mind Gift, Marius has the ability to read thoughts as they happen, probe the mind for things within the subconscious, select images, send thoughts of his own into minds, make people forget things, move objects, and cloak his mind from being probed entirely (B&G pg. 165-167).
The Fire Gift Marius first discovered this power when he was 'battling' Eudoxia (B&G pg. 163). In his anger, he wished one of her boys burnt, who promptly burst into flames. Marius practiced and discovered that his power had no limit to space, meaning it doesn't matter how far something is from him (B&G pg. 165). Marius does this again to Eudoxia, burning multiple vampires at the same time (B&G pg. 180), so he is clearly capable of sending out that force in multiple directions with accuracy. However, it must be noted that stronger vampires can resist such a thing. Sending the power does not ensure will be effective. Eudoxia sent the fire at Marius multiple times, but he said it felt like scaling water poured on his skin and nothing more. Marius also killed Arjun this way, after Arjun sent an ineffective blast of fire at Marius.
The Cloud Gift This was one of the later powers to come to Marius, or rather, one of his later powers to realize (B&G pg. 208). With this power, he is able to think of a destination and move there faster than the eye can see. He's also able to jump very high. He notes in Blood in GOld, within the first hundreds of years of his immortality that he can easily jump to the top of a four story building. This power increases with age until Marius can rise high in the sky high above the ground, moving at great speed.
The Killing Gift Marius didn't even know that he possessed this one until he used it on Eudoxia (B&G pg. 163). Using it, he repelled her attacks and knocked her down to the floor, causing enough pain in her when he lashed out that she lost her strength and would go weak. Marius described this power as pressure (B&G pg. 165). Testing the power out later on rats, Marius determines that the power would explode a mortal from the inside since the rats had exploded (B&G pg. 166).
The Healing Gift A power to heal fast. After his first time drinking Akasha's blood after the incident with the Elder, Marius goes home and drives a knife through his hand, witnessing it heal over completely and immediately (B&G pg. 83-84). The same went for after he was buried by ice in QotD. As soon as he stepped out of the ice, his body began to heal and his bone mend. In Blood Communion, Marius is able to fix his own broken neck, his spine healing such that his arms could move and replace his head.
The Speed Gift Related to the Cloud Gift, perhaps, but Marius can move faster than the eye can see. He seems to vanish and reappear.
The Spell Gift This power is used to hypnotize and put a 'spell' over mortals. Marius uses this a lot to gain the trust of his slaves, putting a spell on them or coaxing their mind into believing something (or disbelieving something). It is how he gets what he wants or escapes suspicion. He uses it at times to change a person's behavior.
Strength - In addition to the powers above, Marius does possess a lot of strength. He can open doors impossible for even a team of mortals, carry heavy caskets up mountains... he even threw Mael across the room with one easy push (B&G pg. pg. 112).
Times of Long Sleep
     - 410 AD with the burning of Rome by Alaric (B&G pg. 127), King of the Goths, waking to travel to Constantinople with Avicus and Mael (B&G pg. 129). In his own words, Marius said that "almost a hundred years had passed" (B&G pg. 132). I would estimate this is so, given his statement that the Goth ruler was in Ravenna, that he spoke of either Odoacer or the Ostrogothic king Theodoric the Great (B&G pg. 133).      - 1200 AD after starting, "I was weary of the world and quite impossibly strong. I confessed my intentions to Those Who Must Be Kept. The lamps would eventually burn down, I told them. And there would only be darkness, but please, would they forgive me. I was tired. I wanted to sleep for a long, long time." (B&G pg. 209)      - Somewhere in the middle ages, in the 1300s since the plague was ravishing Italy, he awoke from his previous sleep and promptly went back to sleep to wake in the days of the Renaissance in year 1482 (B&G pg. 212-213)
Timeline
C. 30 BCE - Marius is born (Pandora pg. 36 & 53)
5 BCE - Pandora & Marius meet for the first time (Pandora pg. 53)
0 - Pandora & Marius meet a second time (Lupercalia) (Pandora pg. 55) The Great Burning Spring,
5 CE - Marius is kidnapped from Roman Gaul, Summer
5 CE - Marius is made on the eve of Samhain December,
5 CE - Marius ârescuesâ Akasha from her keeper in Egypt. (Pandora pg. 294)
20 CE - Pandora is made in Antioch, Syria
c. 30 CE - Flavius is made a vampire in his 40th year
c. 250 CE - Marius leaves Pandora
c. 300 CE - Avicus and Mael come to Rome and become long companions of Marius
410 CE - With the burning of Rome by Alaric and the âfall of Romeâ Marius sleeps (B&G pg. 127)
c. 500 CE - Marius wakes to move to Constantinople with Avicus and Mael (B&G pg. 129, 132, 133) Marius meets Eudoxia and Zenobia
1200 CE - Marius sleeps again, the second time, stating, âI was wearyâ (B&G pg. 209)
c. 1350 CE - Marius awakens in the time of the plague and goes back to sleep
1481 CE - Armand/Amadeo is born in Kiev Rus
1482 CE - Marius wakens from his third and last sleep (B&G pg. 212-213)
1482 CE - Marius meets Santino
1482/1486 CE - Marius meets Sandro Botticelli Marius opens up his palazzo and begins a school/home for boys
1495/1496 - Marius meets Bianca
1496 CE - Marius finds Armand in a Venetian Brothel
1498 CE- Armand is made a vampire
1499 CE - Attacked by the Children of Darkness, Armand is taken, Bianca is made a vampire
c. 1580-1590 CE - Marius and Bianca move to Dresden (bg)
1580 CE - Armand becomes coven Master in Paris
c. 1680 CE - Marius finds Pandora in Dresden during the reign of Louis XIV, the Sun King (pan. 94 c. 1680-1690)
c. 1680 CE - Bianca leaves Marius
1789 CE - Marius goes to Lestat and brings him to his island in the Aegean
1985 CE - Queen of the Damned, events of
1985 CE - Akasha is killed
1991 CE - Tale of the Body Thief, events of
1997 CE - Armand attempts suicide January,
1998 CE - Sybelle and Benji are made Marius takes Daniel into his home Moves to Norway
2001 CE - Blood and Gold is published Moves to Stockholm, Sweden with Daniel c.
2013-2015 - Lives in Rio with Daniel
Reunites with his maker Teskhamen
The Court is establishedâ Marius begins working on laws
Marius destroys Arjun
Marius is kidnapped by Rhoshamandes
How on earth did this happen, I thought suddenly, that Iâm a god full of human blood, and running from thousands of Keltic barbarians through this damned woods!
Marius de Romanus, being funnier than anyone gives him credit for

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But well before morning, I saw him change. The others had long gone to bed. I was turning the pages of the book obediently when I saw him staring, beastlike, from his chair, as if some ravener had come into him and banished all his civilized faculties and left him thus, hungry, with glazed eyes and reddening mouth, the glittering blood finding its myriad little paths over the silky margin of his lips. He rose, a drugged thing, and came towards me with a rhythm of movements that was alien and struck the coldest terror in my heart. His fingers flashed, closed, beckoned.
The Vampire Armand⌠Marius and Amadeo being sexy
At first, Marius hated painting
But as I gained skill as a painter, and I did indeed gain skill, other aspects of the work disturbed me.
I was convinced that there was something unnatural in it, something inherently ghastly in the manner with which I drew human figures so nearly perfectly, something unnatural in the way I made the colors so unusually bright, and added so many fierce little details. I was particularly repelled by my penchant for decorative details.
As much as I was driven to do this work, I hated it. I composed whole gardens of lovely mythic creatures only to rub them out. Sometimes I painted so fast that I exhausted myself, and fell down on the floor of the shrine, spending the paralytic sleep of the whole day there, helpless, rather than going to my secret resting place - my coffin - which was hidden not far from my house.
We are monsters, that is what I thought whenever I painted or looked on my own painting, and that's what I think now. Never mind that I want to go on existing. We are unnatural. We are witnesses with both too much and too little feeling. And as I thought these things, I had before me the mute witnesses, Akasha and Enkil. What did it matter to them what I did?
I was silent in the shrine as I worked, with my paint pots and brushes. I was silent as I sat there peering in frank disgust at what I'd done. Then one night, after many years of diligence in the shrine, I stood back and tried to see the whole as never before. My head was swimming.