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i miss my wife...

imagine if girls were posting shit like "ohh owning a home really makes me feel left out :( all the other girls are talking about how they don't own homes and they're even smiling and laughing about it pretending they don't want a home :( no one ever thinks about girls who own homes:(((" because that's basically how i see it.

we all have that one mutual who utterly infuriates us and who we're constantly on the cusp of unfollowing, just waiting for the right excuse

i genuinely cant do it anymore

am i evil

imagine walking into a polycule and every member immediately develops a thing for you. that's crazy. ive only done that once

how to stop being suicidal

i miss her and i should kill myself about it

i should kill myself so im less of an annoyance

if i can get closer to the full amount then it is probably worth more than the full value I will pr9duce for the rest of my life

i genuinely think if it is after i get the money and can give leave it to my loved ones they will be happier without me

i frankly deserve for things to he worse than they are. i should be happy having a permanent stomachache. i shouldn't care that it ruins everything in my life

if i hurt myself enough one day everyone will leave me

one day ill stop being such a coward for two seconds too long

kind of cant breathe