you don't need to know anything about me I am literally just an internet user
character in pfp is the mascot of music producer Feed Me (I love this goober)
look at him go aww
purpose of the account
this account is a place for me to post my rambles about anything in particular that annoys me, for this reason none of the posts are tagged as I wanna reach as few people on here as possible (do not harass anyone I mention or sub-post about)
I don't have a space to out certain frustrations I have so I'm making my own space for myself :)
I won't use this account much but if I get a gripe or feel particularly impassioned one day, I'll write about it here
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If we're rating the success of eurovision boycotting based entirely on how much fanart/fiction is made... this one's been pretty good keep up the fine work ignoring ts 👍
no, r/youtubedrama, the problem with doothi's video wasn't that she was "calling out "good" people", you don't know these YouTubers stop calling them that.
the problem was that she FUCKING LIED about multiple creators (one of whom was smaller than her when she started making her vid) with the intent of smearing them & then made up a whole story about Big YouTube coming after her bc Saji didn't want his interview in her video so she had to take it down (there's probably more to it than that but that was a big part of the vid being removed initially).
There ARE legitimate issues with commentary on YouTube - oversaturation, performative outrage/"activism", lack of definition in its current state due to how big it's gotten, lack of proper research, you have to suck up to the bigger creators to get ANY attention/respect, etc... Unfortunately we're not allowed to say anything negative about the "big guys" so instead you get people like Doothi engagement-farming off of people who just want a safe space to express their grievances w/o 4 million parasocial fanbases insinuating that they're bad people for thinking kurtis conner isn't funny or some shit
picture this hypothetical: you have an extremely mild non-positive opinion/gripe about a well-liked figure but you can't express it outside of close friend spaces due to the insane pushback you'd get. It's not an aggressive or bigoted opinion, you just think they're a bit overhyped or that they should genuinely address something serious that's alleged about them without just saying "it's not real" w/o evidence. This leaves you with 3 options:
1. Shut up completely & let your gripes stew for several months while having to pretend everything is fine until, in several years' time, they MAY get exposed for something totally unrelated that's worse than the initial gripe you had
2. Try to find a snark subreddit. There aren't any negative posts or subs specifically for the figure, most of the users clearly have internalized misogyny that needs working out & every genuine criticism is followed with 90 posts about random people with too many followers getting plastic surgery & being ugly. The figure is a cis man so this isn't useful at all actually & you'll probably get lumped in with the misogyny. Terrible idea, plus people will campaign aggressively for the sub to be shut down which removes a space where people feel comfortable calling out bad behaviour without fear of backlash
3. Express the opinions anyway and get dogpiled by his glazers, who will most definitely try to get you harassed offline & paint you as a "too woke" overemotional snowflake to avoid critically thinking about the men they platform & their parasocial relationships
"waaah people are being sooo mean to iweyg you guys hate artists & trans people and fat people and-"
the "mean people" in question: yeah the character designs were never consistent, the creator had no clear vision for what he wanted the show to actually be besides "downtown/6teen vibes" & the studio that picked up his show were equally unequipped due to lack of experience, no shit it didn't work out
(the bigotry is a very small section of detraction & bruj0 4ri only got this far BECAUSE he was in an environment of yes men for several months, criticism is healthy stop being cry babies)
((source I was a fan of iweyg until it became clear nobody knew wtf they were doing & instagram became a nightmare to use))
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what p-ocd is: a persistent anxiety disorder that causes the user to have UNWANTED, INTRUSIVE & REPETITIVE THOUGHTS about being a pedophile. They will never act on the unwanted thoughts, they won't go around telling people they're a "no contact map" or whatever bullshit, they actively are not pedophiles & are repulsed by the idea of pedophilia
what Tumblr thinks p-ocd is: repeatedly posting about liking little kiddies to ur kink blog & sexualising things associated with kids, joking about ur followers touching kids, actively seeking out pedo content to goon to & spreading it around, saying the most diabolical shit about a real child or fictional child, being a literal offender etc...
Eurovision twitter when the competition that chose Israel over 5 actual European countries, threatened to disqualify Sweden when their artist spoke against Israel & thinks that talking about the real genocides being committed is contradictory to their "apolitical" branding... might have Zionists performing 🤯
This post contains a comprehensive summary of the GHOST & Pals situation from what I could gather, since I'm not a FUCKING LOSER I'm adding a trigger warning for the following:
Mentions of CSA (no physical CSA, just reference to it)
Grooming
Abuse (incl. stalking & harassment)
Racism mentioned
Ableism
Within the past 24 hours, I have learned that GHOST (voca producer I used to enjoy):
Is a weird racist loser who refuses to take accountability or get help for their issues (particularly towards black & indigenous people)
groomed fans on their Patreon Discord to get images of them for "reference purposes"
groomed other fans into being emotional support buddies for them (mostly teenagers which OBVIOUSLY festered a beyond parasocial environment that fucked up everyone involved)
wrote MULTIPLE SONGS (Spider On The Wall, Today, The Distortionist) about some of the teenagers they abused
Got a dogshit callout post made to harass Fish, a 14-year-old, offline (he apologised to GHOST publicly and privately for their fallout, GHOST was the one dragging it out) & cyberstalked him. Yes, most of the people involved in the harassment were 19-20 years old. Yes, they were going to make a Distortionist PV of the friend group boss-battling a caricature of a 14-year-old with mirrors to "teach him a lesson" but the idea never came together. Fucking cornballs
thinks people with NPD are automatically abusive because their abusive ex had NPD
despite using trigger warnings for every other song they've ever made, they got pissy with people who wanted a trigger warning for their CSA song & insinuated that THEY were triggering GHOST. The song Covetous was dropped on Valentine's Day & has a refrain with such terms as "rapetoy", "pedophile's child" and "slut". Wonder why people were so upset... truly a mystery...
harassed Creep-P a bunch when their friendship broke down in 2015 & didn't dissuade fans from harassing them either - this included packages being sent to their home, unsolicited contact, death threats, being blackmailed with materials of their own sex work (fun fact: this is revenge porn!! which is sexual abuse!!! what the fuck). GHOST has never apologised for this or acknowledged it & Creep-P has recently admitted themself into psychiatric care
poisoned their ex-roommate Enoch trying to clean nonexistent mould in their apartment & was responsible for multiple flare-ups of their POTS symptoms whilst they lived together. Was generally dismissive of their condition as well
It does suck because they were one of my art inspirations when I was younger & I used to draw a bunch of shit for them or inspired by them. One of my current OCs is loosely based on a COMMUNICATIONS character sooo she'll be needing a design overhaul but that's completely irrelevant to any of this shit I just wrote. Don't support this shit bro.
TL;DR GHOST is a racist groomer loser who harassed minors, wrote songs about minors he didn't like/fell out with & was also shitty to his own friends. They refuse to get help or take responsibility for this. Do not keep platforming them!!!
"ough I'm being stalked" no DUMB ASS you publically posted deltarune incest smut art to your PUBLIC main account where everyone can see it & they reacted to it. What did you think was gonna happen?
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user my mutuals reblogged without vetting properly, for the 40th time this month: we should be more into kinky queer furries and not use sexuality to morally police others
me reading the post: yes you are absolutely correct as you have been the past 39 times my friends reblogged you, let me follow your blo- oh you just reblogged like 8 pedophiles in a row. Oh that's a zoophile. That's the zoophile's cub friend. That's a legitimate rapist. Do you actually know what a kink is or are we using it to cover up shitty behaviour?
More serious vent post, TL;DR fanime creator fucked me up for years & trauma I didn't even know existed came back
#thinking about that time a small fanime creator admitted on-call to stalking a server I was in using an app on her friend's phone + basically looking for dirt on my friends at the time so she could blast it in her own server with intent of getting them harassed 🥀
I will not name any creators in this post, both for my own safety and because this fanime has been dead for years atp. The people who know know. It doesn't even matter who it was because this creator is not online anymore. They got caught covering for a predator in said server for months (& lied about it) and had to purge everything after the authorities were contacted... to my knowledge, anyway. I hope the victims of that individual are doing well & can find peace.
Part of me still worries about this creator finding my accounts. It's stupid, I wasn't even a target of hers. Part of me wanted to be a target, that way I'd have a valid reason for my fear of her - apparently I didn't think our server being stalked was valid enough reason. The trauma resurfaced a couple weeks ago after a bizarre lucid dream that she'd attempted a comeback & I spent the whole day in an anxious spiral reliving the experience of everyone freaking out when stuff from our server kept showing up in her server despite her not being a member, everyone thinking there was a mole in the group, the friend refusing to tell us anything, general distrust & fear, etc.
She shouldn't have had so many eyes on her as a teenager and, as much as I would like to feel sympathetic, they lost my sympathy the moment we learned from the server admin what she'd been doing for ages. I saw that server as a safe space to vent my frustrations without harassment & she took that from me because... what? she was upset that people didn't like her?? I still can't comprehend it.
SUMMARY OF BIRDIE ""DRAMA"" SINCE TIKTOK IS STUPID & DUMBED IT DOWN TO FERRET STUFF.
Why the fuck did the Birdie situation resurface he hasn't had a platform since last November 🥀
anyway I'm tagging this one because I'm sick of seeing misinfo everywhere as someone who's been in the animation meme community at some point and has seen a lot of the shit people are lying/misinformed about
WHAT BIRDIE HAS NOT DONE:
HE DIDN'T RAPE HIS FERRET! Birdie never went through with the action. He has stated multiple times that he stopped himself at the last minute because he felt disgusted. He was a 13-year-old being manipulated by a 30-year-old he'd met online, he wasn't willingly engaging in freak shit with his pet like so many people have portrayed. Unfortunately, sexual abuse & grooming in general are still very misunderstood online. People have failed to recognise that both Chara and Birdie were victims in the situation, it's more nuanced than Birdie being a "ferret fucker" + takes attention away from the diabolical shit Birdie HAS ACTUALLY done OF HIS OWN FREE WILL
There is so much shit that Birdie has done that I think we should all focus on instead & I'll list some of those below the cut.
WHAT BIRDIE HAS ACTUALLY DONE, IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER:
cyberstalked, bullied & sexually harassed multiple of his exes, particularly Malachi (formerly Fontik), for years
stabbed his mother with a fork & was temporarily institutionalised for it, proceeded to brand his channel around the incident for a long while afterwards
was violent towards his younger siblings & abusive to all of his relatives, including his parents whom he fantasized about killing (for the record: they absolutely were not good parents to Jack & it's known that they didn't give a shit about his online activity until he got them doxxed or Birdie's friends reached out. This is NOT me invalidating Birdie's abuse from them, it is simply me pointing out that Birdie perpetuated the cycle of abuse onto undeserving parties like his younger siblings)
has a track record of neglecting and abusing his pets through the years, including the cats he'd begged Synni to get them both. This has been excused/explained with his age, mental illness, disabilities etc. but neglect is ultimately still neglect & harms/kills the animals being neglected
threatened to kill REFIX for not sorting out his living situation within 24 hours of them discussing Jack moving in & framed him as an abuser because of it, using buzzwords to effectively DARVO their relationship fallout
mocked REFIX's chronic illness several times, which had gotten worse because of the stress Birdie caused REFIX. REFIX had pulled out grocery bags' worth of hair over said stress
harassed REFIX with his former-QPP & made a playlist telling him to kill himself
would use vents to try & coerce certain partners (particularly Jay) into ERP and got mad when they refused
been negligent of his responsibilities as a ""16+"" account & interacted with multiple individuals listed as underage or with no age on profile, particularly Ray (who was severely mentally ill at the time & latched on to Birdie)
groomed several people, some as young as 11, into self-harm & given advice on it - some of which is legitimately dangerous & could lead to wound infection. This was both during his time in DICE & when he attempted to return in 2024
"dated" a 13-year-old he met in DICE when he was 16 for a week, saying they were "mature for their age" & talking about NSFW subjects with them. Years later, Birdie would call this person a "reverse pedophile with a grooming fetish" & insinuate that he was too mentally ill to understand that dating them was weird therefore was not a groomer (not how anything works lol)
set up a GoFundMe to get away from Synnibear03 after it was discovered she'd been grooming her underage fans, failed to disclose what he was actually using the money for (people think he was using it for expensive art commissions & MLP plushies) & then ran away with $12K having accomplished none of what he claimed he'd do
stole legal paperwork, a laptop & cat from Synnibear03 to "punish" her for being a groomer. Lied about said cat's whereabouts by saying Synthia "stole back" the cat, knowing she was with Queen the whole time. Himself & Queen refused to give back said cat until Synni's friends pressured Queen into returning it
used the nudes of his (at the time) 13-year-old ex as reference for his vents & shared them around the internet with intent to shame Malachi's body
been horribly racist towards black & Mexican people in particular (ironic considering Birdie claims to have Mexican heritage), got his Mexican friend to speak on the issue in his "I'm Back" video
made a 14-year-old being groomed entirely about his interpersonal issues with Synni as a roommate (which could've AND SHOULD'VE been kept separate from this issue) & did nothing to protect Eno even when it came out she was still in contact with Synni
This probably doesn't even have everything, Birdie has been online for so long & gotten into so much shit over the 10+ years it would make this post nigh impossible to read. It's just an overview of Jack's worst behaviours so people don't dumb it down to meaningless garbage like him "being cringe" or having "uggo artstyle"
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d4vd defenders are dumb as hell there is literally no way he comes out of this looking like a "good person".
"best" case scenario: he groomed a girl for 4 years into a "relationship", bribed the people around them into shutting up & convinced her to run off with him while making one trillion songs about the child & music videos alluding to events similar to the murder that took place. Also a rapist. Was still involved in endangering Celeste in the first place by essentially kidnapping her.
worst case scenario HE FUCKING KILLED HER and also did all the above shit.
Assorted thoughts below:
please use ur brains
we do not care how "good" his music is please sybau
DON'T DUET THE SONG HE MADE ABOUT A 13 YEAR OLD GLAZING HIM OR ACTING LIKE IT'S GOALS OH MY GOD??? are you people okay
we do not care how sad you are for some random kpop idol and not the girl he victimized for years
there are one million artists making d4vd type music that aren't pedophiles & murderers, you will be fine, you're just lazy and don't wanna explore beyond the FYP
you can't "separate art from the artist" when a good chunk of his work is about Celeste & his femicidal fantasies
"omg he's innocent yayy" does d4vd know this 💀
"what if Celeste is fine & this is a marketing stunt for his next project" what if we THREW ROCKS AT YOU (yes this is an actual theory I've seen on the clock app)
stop speculating about "what Celeste did to make him snap" that little girl did nothing leave her alone
