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Happy disability pride month, I hope everyone knows getting to go outside, drive a car, go for a walk, clean your own room, wash your own dishes, cook your own food and have a social life is a privilege not everyone has and you should try to be nicer to those who aren’t afforded those privileges. You could lose them at any time. Any day could be the day you wake up and are suddenly permanently at the mercy of whatever support network you currently have with no meaningful way to build a new one if it falls apart and when that happens I hope people are kind to you.

Can’t even fucking check myself into a psych ward like I should because I have to take care of my cat 😭😭😭

Sleep is a privilege fun fact miss when I was worthy of it

I shouldn’t talk to people I’m not supposed to I don’t know why I keep doing it why why why why why I’m so bad I keep ruining everything I keep being bad why can’t I be good I just wanna be good why why why why why why is everything so scary

I don’t like being by myself when it’s dark at night, it’s so confusing and scary and I feel like things are gonna try to eat me 😭😭😭 I’m allegedly 22 years old and I’m legit curled up crying alone in my bed because I’m scared of the dark this is so humiliating

scared

I miss when I didn’t actually front often so I could like rest and do void shit the longer I have to be host the harder it is to talk to anyone or find anyone who can actually fucking help me do this shit

I wanna go in the shredder I’m sick of doing my best and everyone else doing their best and that being treated like it means nothing despite our best getting better over time but I can’t go in the shredder because then what are we left with????? A 5 year old whose gag order just got renewed, the barest concepts of Someone Who Can Handle It For 5 Minutes (and refuses to fucking do anything despite that being his whole fucking shtick) and a Vietnam war veteran who needs to be bribed out with smokes

Trying to have sex is the most fucking humiliating and demoralizing thing ever I’m gonna fucking kill myself

The rise of the usage of the term “natal lesbian” among TME’s confounds and concerns me