Catastrophe and the cure

Life is a series of returning to yourself, over and over again.

Your job now is surviving the feeling

we must try to find some small joy in this life because it is actually all we have

a lot of your suffering comes from treating your nature like a problem to manage instead of a design to understand

carl jung girl you were so right about avoidance

“if we don't accept our own destiny, a different kind of suffering takes its place: a neurosis develops, and I believe that that life which we have to live is not as bad as a neurosis. if I have to suffer, then let it be from my reality. a neurosis is a much greater curse! in general, a neurosis is a replacement for an evasion, an unconscious desire to cheat life, to avoid something. one cannot do more than live what one really is. and we are all made up of opposites and conflicting tendencies. after much reflection, I have come to the conclusion that it is better to live what one really is and accept the difficulties that arise as a result-because avoidance is much worse.”

The universe is infinite so maybe we can have some space

i don't care about monday's goals, tuesday wednesday dig some holes, thursday clean my mandibles, it's friday i'm a bug

your life becomes whatever you tolerate

it doesn't have to get done, it just has to be perfect

ever fantasize about a version of your life that wasn’t led by fear?