gettin there

I tried to write an apology. After all, every tornado takes two masses of air. So it wouldn’t be fair to lay the blame on you. At least, that’s what I used to believe. After all, I’ve seen my own share of stormy weather. But as it turns out I didn’t contribute to this particular storm. I just got swept up in your destruction. I cannot write you an apology because the words do not feel genuine. There is only one thing I am not proud of. So this is my apology: I am sorry for not loving myself enough  to leave sooner.

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So please, if your heart ever gets tired of understanding the people you love— when they keep on taking you for granted— it’s time for you to close your eyes and take a deep breath, make them realize that a kind heart also needs a rest, when they already felt exhausted.

you are the ‘c’ of a quadratic function. ax²+bx+c. yes, that last factor is you. now, suppose ‘c’ has any numerical value, positive or negative, other than zero (other than zero because you are alive right now) and 'ax²’ and 'bx' are the other people; your parents, your brothers and sisters, your friends, your lover. these people disappear when 'x’ is at zero, right? the function would also equal zero but, as i said earlier, you are the 'c’ of this quadratic function. in your case, the numerical value of 'c’ is never zero. you always have a value. and sometimes, when 'x’ is at zero, ‘c’ will still have a value and you will be the only person who is going to be there, for your own self. so, take care of yourself. the art of self care is very difficult to master at times and still, you are the 'c’ of this quadratic function. you will always have a value.