universal year 4 & personal year
find your personal year by calculating your birthday & the year in question (2020) and simplifying to a single digit
ex: birthdate: 07/06/1980. their personal year number is calculated as so -
it is a personal 8 year for them
personal year 1: (probably my favorite to write about for this year but at the same time i donāt have have too much to say) cause lmao it is not what youāre expecting. it is filled with surprises! youāll even surprise yourself. after last yearās juggling act, āembracing of the madnessā as it was put, you are now in a place where you are desperate for a simple/pureĀ feeling and/or total lightheartedness. all the words and feelings you made a message of a bottle out of and tried to throw out to sea have washed ashore by now. you donāt want those sentiments left in a bottle anymore, you donāt want to hold it in, you want something to hold.Ā
personal year 11/2: alright, so last year wasĀ tumultuous and itās time to take it down a notchā¦or two (ha) and explore other ventures, quietly. youāve taken the past year to āredefineā yourself, oh so clumsily, and now you must *refine* that person. your limits were bypassed in an effort of self-expression but now you are aware of, or will be made aware of, what lines need to be drawn so that you may express yourself properly, without flying off the handle bars. itās a year of softening your expression from the rough draft of last year. you see you but you need to learn how to relay this You to others and that requires you to mend/redress/readdress so that you are able to mediate. meet others, listen to others, take the backseat.Ā
personal year 3: last year was like being a lab rat stuck in the maze and having to handle situations with others that youāve never had to before. it was an āoff-colorā year but this year youāre inspired and although there may be setbacks that take you out of the game for a moment, you are only getting closer to understanding yourself on a deeper level. what isĀ āpersonalā to you? what is it that matters? the lyric āit can happen, the more we imagine.
feel the deepest part of your heart and what itās sayingā comes to mind. this is a year of exploring all these questions and notions.Ā
personal year 4/22: the shaping and shifting of last year has grown tiresome - talk about puberty in overdrive. like okay!!! iāve learned a lot!!! and now this year you are seeking out better resources with this new knowledge. you have stripped the paint and modernized yourself but this year everything catches up with you (both the good and bad)Ā so that the rest of your life can be up to date. you feel of a new form now, a form that needs to find its place in the grand scheme of things. itās time to build your security.Ā
personal year 5: this year is a lucky break and/or aĀ ācats out of the bagā moment. last year examined the places of your life that felt unfilled, a year of detaching yourself from what you knew and walking through life as an observer.Ā āi donāt knowā could be a description itself for this past year for you but there was something about the year that had this low vibrating quality to it, at least thatās what i keep envisioning; itās not that your life was necessarily violently shook but it felt more like a slow rattle. this year youāre going to see how fast life can change.Ā
personal year 6: remember the thick skin you developed last year because this year can throw you for a bit of a loop in terms of assurance. this year questions what you know, what youāre used to, critical points (milestones) of your life happen that you would think would be gratifying but it just creates more questions and challenges. itās this silent realization of commitments (or lack thereof), that moment of āoh this is my life now.ā and youāll have to have a conversation with expectations, it will not be an easy conversation but youāll be better for it. sometimes things donāt happen the way you imagined but things have a way of working themselves out too. this year will be an era in itself for you.Ā
personal year 7: so last year was a marker that something needs to change and this year is a, or the, turning point. you are falling far down the rabbit hole of the past and youāre starting to notice how different memory lane looks. your hindsight is 20/20 (im sorry but lmao) and you could try to rehash past quarrels with this newfound insight. reminds me of those posts that are like someone arguing with another and they say āremember x years ago on x day when you did x thing?ā out of nowhere. this is aĀ āgalaxy brainā year for you. even while iām thinking of how to explain it i keep coming up with new ways to word it, if i had to describe it with a phrase it would beĀ āwait a secondā¦ā (š§) this a year of processing past years and itāll be hard not to stick your foot in your mouth once it starts externalizing.Ā
personal year 8: some disgraceful moments & some moments of major affirmation are in store. this past year has been releasing for you in some way, you had to learn how to handle both being thrown out by your lonesome and how to catch yourself - as there were situations you had not yet been confronted with until recently, situations that were yours alone to experience. while you may feel that youāre up to the challenge of taking more on after such a year of self-reliance, remember in 2020 that the greater the risk the greater the fall and this year may teach you lessons about risks of the current and those of the past, and how they may be connected. last year tested what you could do on your own, this year tests your character when facing feelings of rejection/criticism.Ā
personal year 9: this personal year is exemplified with all that is happening in capricorn - it is truly a year of climax for you. first of allā¦what in the world was this past year? you were certainlyā¦different? and being viewed as such. butĀ āyouāve changedā doesnāt always have to be a bad thing or a life sentence. you did things you wouldnāt normally do in an effort to conceal hurt parts, it happens to the best of us. this year certain foundations are coming to a close, parts of your life that begin to wither and you may feel slower than usual, as though you donāt have the same touch anymore. or positively itās life that slows down because youāve decided to not limit yourself to one thing, one experience, you want others part of yourself to find unity and in doing so life flows better. so you can either resist life and deny your instincts or you can welcome a change in pace.Ā
