Awkward is the new awesome

So the universe is not quite as you thought it was. You’d better rearrange your beliefs, then. Because you certainly can’t rearrange the universe.

I am convinced that different people bring out different sides of you.

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Too often, the only escape is sleep.

I exist too much, I feel too much, think too much. Reality is crushing the life out of me.

I felt utterly alone, like I was the last person alive on Earth. I can’t describe that feeling of total loneliness. I just wanted to disappear into thin air and not think about anything.

I watched life and wanted to be a part of it but found it painfully difficult.

I wish people could just say how they feel like ‘Hey I really don’t like when you do that to me’ or ‘Hey I’m in love with you’ or ‘Hi I really miss you and I think about you all the time’ without sounding desperate. Why can’t everyone be painfully honest and just save people the trouble.

me: hello darkness my old friend

I may not have been sure about what really did interest me, but I was absolutely sure about what didn’t.

People tend to complicate their own lives, as if living weren’t already complicated enough.

I don’t know what I feel or what I want to feel. I don’t know what to think or what I am.