Written thoughts and emotions

It’s been a really tough ride. Ang daming nangyari sa life ko. Nagkabalikan kami ng first love ko. Nakagraduate na ako ng college. Tapos siguro mga less than 1 month nakahanap ako ng work. Ang dami kong natatanggap na blessings from lord 😊 sana tuloy tuloy yung mga blessings na nangyayare sa buhay ko. I’m not saying that I have the ideal life that everyone’s asking for. Syempre may mga araw din na ayoko mag exist sa mundong to. This is because I’m not used to being chased by my responsibilities. Oo, imbis na ako yung nag hahabol sa responsibilities ko, sila na HAHAHA NIGHTMARE DIBA. I regret the days when I say “gusto kona gumraduate ng highschool/college at magka work” ang hirap maging adult bishie. Kailangan lang talaga matibay loob mo 😪

To the guy who makes my "rainy to sunny" and "sunny to rainy" days, you are the reason why I became stronger. But still, you are my weakness 💘 I did not expect that our supposedly ended love story, will now finally have a chapter 2. Isn't it funny? This kind of relationship story normally happens only in Korean dramas haha. But still, it makes me so happy to think that after all this time, years passed by. So many things went through and I'm still with the same guy (which is my first love) That broke my heart back in my 2nd yr of high school haha! And yesss I know our real relationship started when I was in my 4th yr hs and you were 1st yr college cause you've been a complete asshole back then lolol 💯. Then things went hard for the both of us after a year or twice. But all what matters is what we have now 😚 We're both college now and I hope after 5 years or later, I could wake up every morning just to watch you sleep because of your loud snore HAHAHA and maybe because I love watching you sleep and I know you're not that kind of a morning person hehe. I know things will get harder for the both of us because of our past and breakup. But I still know that no matter how big the argument-to-be is, at the end of the day we still want to fix things and have each other's backs 😊💕 No words can explain how much Iloveyou baby. My sweet baby 😍 you don't make me feel the butterflies. YOU make me feel the whole damn zoo 😂💖

We had a lot of pictures back then but bc of the breakup I deleted them all and I know you did the same thing too and I'm sorry, babe. But lucky for us there is one pic I retrieved hihi ❣️

I posted this wanting to let you know that you are the only guy I think of each and everyday. Even though I get busy at times, you never miss a day without crossing my mind 💞