Like i can already imagine what they're house probably looks like. All white and grey and lifeless.

I dont know this woman so I feel like im shaming her, but stuff like this is so the MO for people in Hollywood that it's hard for me to see it any other way.

Like it's some type of mortal sin for an actor to be with a normal looking woman. One who just seems real and looks real and acts fun and real.

It almost feels like "come on man. I thought better of you." And it's with almost all my favorite actors. I like them specifically because they seem very chill and real and awesome. There's substance there.

God I feel so awful for feeling this way and even saying this.

Maybe im the problem and I'm just being insecure though. I'm bigger. Not fat. Like chubby/thiccc but Hollywood would def call me fat.

I think this is so valid actually. Who you choose to share your life with shows what you value, even if you don't say it out loud. I'll give Miles half a point for the fact that Keleigh looked a lot different when they first met but, the same concept applies. I think unfortunately a lot of famous people in Hollywood are probably just not 'good people'. I would argue that most people who have the drive and the will to be rich and famous are probably raging narcissists. Like sure, some can be nice to fans and they seem down to earth, but the whole culture of their career and lifestyle is rooted in appearances, reputation, money, influence, and so on. To my understanding it's not a business where you can figure out who your real friends are and who's just there for clout.